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    version 22: awakening

    COTY

    GHAUL -- Year 209

    QOTY

    "(souls are not meant to live more than once — death was not meant to be temporary, and she is so sure that every time her heart starts to beat again that irreversible damage is further inflicted)" -- Anonya, written by Colby


    Heda
    Ex-Queen

    Age: 6

    Gender: Mare

    Breed: Arabian Hyrbid

    Height: 16.3

    Player: Lena

    Appearance

    Color: Buckskin w/ Navy Blue dorsal stripe (( Ee/Aa/nCr))

    Eyes: Hazel

    Markings: Dorsal Stripe, Navy blue stockings, distinct bite marks on the slope of her neck

    Mane & Tail: Navy Blue

    Personality

    She's a sweet, bubbly lady who loves to be in the presence of her family. She is courageous mentally but physically weak, and fearful. She doesn't know what its like to feel love and or to give love, as her love is created by her own empathetic projection.

    Lineage

    Parents: Koen x Clary

    Children: Lepis(xIvar)

    Traits

    Genetic Traits: Wings, empathic projection, immortality

    Non-Genetic Traits:

    Trait Genetic Code: tegteg[WINGS] [EMPATHIC PROJECTION] [IMMORTALITY]

    Defects:

    History

    At her birth Heda was abandoned in the adoption left to the care of the fairies. There she met several foals whom were devoted to the worship of the fairies, she soon followed in their steps while she waited to be adopted. She soon grew incredibly impatient as she had no luck in being adopted and decided to take this predicament into her own hands. She traveled by foot to the field, where she met her adoptive father Ruan, the King of Taiga, and her adoring sister Jinju. Her father whisked her away to Taiga's red wood forests, and there she spent most of her childhood playing with her very close sister Jinju, and learning from her adoptive parents, Queen Reagan and King Ruan. She grew very close to her family, and cultivated an incredible bond with each member. Her most crucial bond was with her father who taught her how to fly, and cradled her beneath his wings even in her darkest times. Heda had a very fulfilling childhood that most children dream of. She grew up privileged, and cradled in this pillow like life that is until she became a yearling. Her father was tortured, his wings stripped of him, and the entire family flooding into ruins. Heda grew away from her family, she was disappointed and most of all she felt abandoned in a sense, as her sweet fairytale childhood was whisked away. When the world changed and new lands rose up from thin air, Head at the age of two ventured to the Hills and participated in the kingdom games. There she met her long time friend Castile during the pebble collection, she grew attached to him and eventually she hd a small crush that soon faded as time went by. At the age of 3 Heda spread her wings and left her post as a Taigian princess, laving her family to branch out and cultivate her own kingdom. She became queen of Loess, and aimed to make her kingdom a safe haven to all those gifted and the like. She spent several moons building up the foundations of her kingdom, in order for Loess to truly succeed diplomatically. It wasn't long until she met Ivar, much older than him at the time she guided him through Loess when he was a yearling, she didn't know then that she'd find the love of her life. Several years later her visited again to go out exploring, but instead he found her looking for advice on living, different lands, etc. Several months later she took up Ivar as her lover, and later as a husband. Sylva becoming an imposing threat upon her kingdom, and with her weakness and fear growing Heda feared that her citizens may suffer for her actions so she rightly stepped down. She gifted her crown to her husband who's soon began collecting mares for his harem. Heda grew bitter with jealousy, angered and disappointed that she wasn't enough for him, that she didn't satisfy him. She knew she should of left him then, but she stayed she couldn't leave her country and agreed to become Ivar's ambassador. Soon after that year of trying for a child, she failed and assumed her self not fertile, she wanted to have a child for her husband, in a sense to prove worth. A year later she conceived a girl with Ivar, unaware of his affair with Isobell and the fact that she too was expecting his child. It wasn't long until Ivar made his choice to leave Heda, and to swim off with his Kelpie wife. Soon after Heda's divorce she birthed a daughter, Lepis whom she proclaimed to be the new monarch of Loess. While she performed as the Queen Regent of Loess during her daughter's youth. It wasn't long until Heda soon left her child in the hands of Castile, her old good friend, and ventured off still doting the loss of her husband to the late queen of Nerine. Several years later she found herself in the meadow, met again with her ex-husband, deprived of sex and overwhelmed by his presence she gave herself to him, only to change her mind due to her possesive nature and bubbling jealousy. Heda then disappeared, to venture off to her waywardly travels, only to later return to find her daughter had given her a grandson, and was expecting another grandchild on the way.

    Heda's Forum Info
    Joined: 09-13-2016
    Last Visit: 11-08-2019, 03:04 PM
    Total Posts: 110 (0.08 posts per day | 0.15 percent of total posts)
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    Total Threads: 13 (0.01 threads per day | 0.07 percent of total threads)
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    Time Spent Online: 4 Days, 11 Hours, 39 Minutes
    Heda's Threadlog · View Profile
    Thread Forum Participants Posts Last Post
    [open] Always been within; any
    on 04-07-2019
    Loess Wolfbane, Tähti 6 Last post by Tähti
    on 04-17-2019
    [open] we sat by the water remembering embers
    on 04-06-2019
    Meadow Uconn 4 Last post by Heda
    on 05-02-2019
    [private] .:Bloodfeather:. (Lepis, Marni)
    on 03-17-2019
    Brilliant Pampas Marni, Wolfbane, Lepis 6 Last post by Lepis
    on 04-09-2019
    today, my name is pain; ALL
    on 01-17-2019
    Loess vulgaris, Faulkor, Starsin, Brink 4 Last post by Brink
    on 01-20-2019
    [open] Love is Weakness; Loess or Taiga
    on 01-13-2019
    Field Lena, Lepis 5 Last post by Lena
    on 01-18-2019
    [mature] Who loved too easily; Ivar
    on 06-20-2018
    Meadow Ivar 10 Last post by Ivar
    on 07-08-2018
    I sold my soul for this ~ Diplomatic [Lepis/ANY]
    on 02-16-2018
    Loess Hestia, Castile, Lepis 6 Last post by Lepis
    on 02-23-2018
    Something new; ALL
    on 02-09-2018
    Loess Lepis, Sid, Castile, Kindred 5 Last post by Kindred
    on 02-20-2018
    runnin' away to the riptide;
    on 02-06-2018
    Field Scorch, Sloene 9 Last post by Sloene
    on 02-21-2018
    Loved Too Easily (Birthing);Lepis, any
    on 02-04-2018
    Loess Lepis, Ivar 5 Last post by Lepis
    on 02-11-2018
    [private] Go ahead; Ivar
    on 01-10-2018
    Loess Ivar 5 Last post by Heda
    on 01-28-2018
    Offer me that deathless death. Ivar, any.
    on 12-23-2017
    Loess Trissy, Ivar 6 Last post by Trissy
    on 01-16-2018
    Happy Holidays! (Now with results!)
    on 12-05-2017
    Mountain Krys, Tati, Sid, devin, taz, broken, Venge, Leah, Kuna, Jaya, MG, Aeris, Mirage, Calcifer, Affirmative, Silverbell, feral, Elle Belle, Radar, ~Sapphire~, Tiny, Lena, Pride88, Kristin, SecondChances, J'adore, Spink, CourtneyKissMe, freaking awesome fairy, Sii, Neo, swxrdsandpxns, Lavender, Drea, Outlawkatt, Bruja, Gretchen, Sanna 55 Last post by Sid
    on 01-18-2018
    take aim and reload - Heda
    on 11-17-2017
    Loess Ivar 7 Last post by Ivar
    on 12-15-2017
    ALL KINGDOM; activity check
    on 11-02-2017
    Loess Lena, QHQueen1818, Neo, Castile, Edonis, Rey, Ivar 10 Last post by Neo
    on 11-07-2017
    [private] Into the Lion Den[Heda]
    on 10-23-2017
    Loess Imperial, Ivar 8 Last post by Imperial
    on 11-05-2017
    i feel a bad moon rising - Heda
    on 10-16-2017
    Loess Ivar 8 Last post by Heda
    on 11-15-2017
    Breathing in; Breathing out[Heda, Ivar, Any Kingdom]
    on 10-10-2017
    Loess Karaugh, Ivar 9 Last post by Karaugh
    on 10-12-2017
    [open] We'll build a fire in your eyes; Ander, Junju, ANY
    on 09-21-2017
    Field Jinju, Terran, Ea, Ander 7 Last post by Ander
    on 10-03-2017
    The Heart of the Night |
    on 09-13-2017
    Loess Thana, Gryffen, Deathwish, Jah-Lilah, Ivar 23 Last post by Ivar
    on 10-16-2017
    If the Crown Fits[Heda,Any]
    on 08-27-2017
    Loess Imperial 3 Last post by Imperial
    on 09-21-2017
    i'll use you as a warning sign - heda
    on 08-27-2017
    Loess Ivar 5 Last post by Ivar
    on 10-01-2017
    Nevermind, I'll be my own savior; Heda
    on 08-26-2017
    Adoption Den Ravan 4 Last post by Heda
    on 09-08-2017
    Promotion Tracker
    on 08-20-2017
    Loess kahzie, Gretchen 4 Last post by Heda
    on 11-03-2017
    Winds of Change [Any, Heda]
    on 07-17-2017
    Loess Terran 2 Last post by Heda
    on 07-27-2017
    Don't Leave A Lady Waiting; Edonis
    on 07-13-2017
    Loess Edonis 4 Last post by Edonis
    on 07-28-2017
    I Wish To Speak To...
    on 07-02-2017
    Loess Merida, Thanata 9 Last post by Thanata
    on 08-28-2017
    Brighten up the world - birthing
    on 06-30-2017
    Taiga Ruan, Jinju, Terran, Ander 5 Last post by Ruan
    on 08-20-2017
    King of Nothing- Any
    on 06-30-2017
    Field Edonis 7 Last post by Edonis
    on 07-07-2017
    could i use you as a warning sign - Heda
    on 06-26-2017
    Loess Ivar 11 Last post by Ivar
    on 08-18-2017
    deep roots are not reached by the frost - any
    on 06-21-2017
    Loess Merida, Amet, Tangerine 11 Last post by Heda
    on 07-28-2017
    Don't leave a lady waiting; Terran
    on 06-19-2017
    River Terran 8 Last post by Terran
    on 06-28-2017
    Me And My Invisible Crown; Jinju
    on 06-11-2017
    Taiga Jinju 4 Last post by Jinju
    on 06-23-2017
    dark side of the morning - anyone
    on 06-10-2017
    Loess Merida, Ivar 9 Last post by Merida
    on 06-15-2017
    My Invisible Crown; ALL LOESS
    on 05-30-2017
    Loess Iona, Merida, The Tin Man, Scythe 9 Last post by The Tin Man
    on 06-11-2017
    dark side of the morning - anyone
    on 05-12-2017
    Taiga Ivar 3 Last post by Ivar
    on 05-20-2017
    the hills games; week one [extension allowed, see inside for details]
    on 05-03-2017
    Loess Canaan, Shelbi, Venge, AuroraElis, crota, Tangerine 6 Last post by Shelbi
    on 05-09-2017
    games; week one - sign ups
    on 04-28-2017
    Loess Canaan, Bai, Shelbi, Venge, sanaa, AuroraElis, crota, Tangerine 8 Last post by sanaa
    on 04-30-2017
    This is my design [Heda, Any]
    on 04-23-2017
    Taiga Terran 2 Last post by Heda
    on 05-02-2017
    Burn baby burn - Ruan, any
    on 04-22-2017
    Taiga Aten, Ruan, Jinju 8 Last post by Ruan
    on 05-22-2017
    Burn baby burn - Heda
    on 04-19-2017
    Taiga Jinju 7 Last post by Jinju
    on 05-15-2017
    GAME OVER [Any who dare play]
    on 04-04-2017
    Taiga Aten, Jinju, Ouija 10 Last post by Ouija
    on 04-09-2017
    Tell me Pretty Lies(any)
    on 03-19-2017
    Field Romek, Wyrm, Bellamae 14 Last post by Romek
    on 03-25-2017
    All, Romek.
    on 03-19-2017
    Taiga Circinae, Tyrna, Romek, Maribel, Ruan, Jinju, Alivia, Anastazja 10 Last post by Ruan
    on 04-01-2017
    [open] there is never a day that goes by; any
    on 03-14-2017
    Forest Offspring, Hurricane 3 Last post by Hurricane
    on 03-16-2017
    Sweet Angel of Mine
    on 03-04-2017
    Field Sloene, Djinni, Lanika 8 Last post by Heda
    on 04-18-2017
    I'll carry you, and we will live forever; ALL MANDATORY.
    on 02-20-2017
    Taiga Circinae, Tyrna, Romek, Illae, Siberian, Maribel, Ruan, Jinju, Terra, Alivia, Arete, fur, Reagan 18 Last post by Ruan
    on 03-10-2017
    What Have I Found? [open]
    on 02-02-2017
    Field Beleza, Brennen, Fox 6 Last post by Brennen
    on 02-06-2017
    fur, any
    on 01-12-2017
    Taiga Ruan, fur 6 Last post by fur
    on 02-21-2017
    Emotions Are Our Own Hell; Reagan, Ruan, Jinju, Isaan, Terra
    on 01-12-2017
    Taiga N/A 1 Last post by Heda
    on 01-12-2017