i've seen your flag on the marble arch

[teslah]

love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Indifference is perhaps my specialty. I chose not to allign myself with an evil or righteous side. Though I prefer to avoid evil when possible. Growing up I was well-behaved, didn't grow up dramatically or in any exciting way. Boring could be used to describe my personality from the outside looking in. But I believe it not my business what anyone thinks of me. Everyone around me (while this is all irrelevant-  I'm indifferent, remember.) seeks out children or power or fame, I just cohabit Beqanna and cause as little change as I can.

Seclusion is a habbit of mine since I don't see the point in being sociable. I never really was the loud child, I kept my voice hidden to myself. There's nothing wrong with the way I live from my perspective. I eat, sleep, observe, repeat. Things are normal in my days (at least I think so, oddities don't suprise me much, they've become quite common) I just keep quiet and unnoticed and watch the ways of others. A love of sociology seems to have overcame me since childhood.

But perhaps, nature always wins. For reasons I could explain, but I guess they're rather irrelevant, I have found myself in the field. My thoughts are muddled about if I truly wish to have a set-in-stone home or if I want to continue my nomadic life.. No one ever said it hurts to explore your options, I guess. My black wings are folded in as I walk further into the clearing, an autumn breeze rustling my feathers. A small shutter passes through my body.

No, no one ever said it hurts to explore your options.

teslah