08-09-2015, 10:17 AM
He's at least never wished for her death.
In fact, he wouldn't be able to bear it if she died. She is a dazzling ray of light that brings warmth and life into the world. And as much as it pains him to be without her, it would be even worse living in a world in which she no longer exists.
As much as it kills him, he wants her to be happy. Even if it can't be with him.
His image in the water brings back memories of the days when the three of them had been young - still innocent and carefree. Well, more carefree. They had certainly had more troubles than most children their age. They'd had the Valley war, Carnage, and Syntyche to contend with, but they'd at least had each other. And through all the misery they'd had to endure, they'd still managed to eke out some small amount of happiness. He wishes they could go back.
But they can never go back.
A voice startles him out of his ever darkening train of thought and he looks up, bleary eyed, to see an old bay stallion watching him from under the shadow of an ancient tree. "What do you mean?" If he'd been more present, he'd have noticed brokenness and misery on the stranger's face that so mirrors his own. But he's been isolated too long to pick up on such things.
((Ooc: I am so sorry for the horrendous wait. D: ))
In fact, he wouldn't be able to bear it if she died. She is a dazzling ray of light that brings warmth and life into the world. And as much as it pains him to be without her, it would be even worse living in a world in which she no longer exists.
As much as it kills him, he wants her to be happy. Even if it can't be with him.
His image in the water brings back memories of the days when the three of them had been young - still innocent and carefree. Well, more carefree. They had certainly had more troubles than most children their age. They'd had the Valley war, Carnage, and Syntyche to contend with, but they'd at least had each other. And through all the misery they'd had to endure, they'd still managed to eke out some small amount of happiness. He wishes they could go back.
But they can never go back.
A voice startles him out of his ever darkening train of thought and he looks up, bleary eyed, to see an old bay stallion watching him from under the shadow of an ancient tree. "What do you mean?" If he'd been more present, he'd have noticed brokenness and misery on the stranger's face that so mirrors his own. But he's been isolated too long to pick up on such things.
((Ooc: I am so sorry for the horrendous wait. D: ))