05-31-2018, 07:37 PM
Sabra: Closest to my true personality, while allowing for more dramatic reactions than I usually give myself. Sarcastic and ornery workaholic, while still being a hopeless romantic. I listen to a lot of Spanish club music with her (Shakira, J.Lo, Enrique Iglesias, etc). Most days, she writes herself.
Hod: My sweet boy. He's how I like to face my own insecurities, and watch him succeed anyway. Despite physical and emotional trials, he's still sweet and kind, and loves his family beyond all else. He's who I want to be, honestly. I listen to bluegrass and folk music with him.
Kwartz: is becoming my psycho outlet. He's how I know I could have reacted to trauma, and its interesting to play that out in a safe environment. Angsty 90s pop-rock, think Blink 182, My Chemical Romance, Fallout Boy, etc.
Tickaani: (I miss her), is level headed, logical, mom friend me. The one who keeps her head in a crisis and vomits behind a bush once everything is under control again. She's less polished than Sabra, less controlled. But much warmer and wound much less tightly. Mellower music for her. Owl City, Phildel, Sufjan Stevens, show tunes.
Margaux: is sweet, honorable and I have the absolute hardest time clicking with her anymore. Her head space is pure and simple and I hardly ever feel up to that anymore. Def Disney princess music.
Bragi: should come back soon too. He's basically my embodiment of internal conflict and what it's like to raise siblings. An adult before his time. He doesn't always react react correctly, or say the right thing. He's just used to taking care of his brother and is guilty at how relieved he was to no longer have to deal with that...
Yes, clearly there are some deep seated emotional issues here I should continue working on :|
Hod: My sweet boy. He's how I like to face my own insecurities, and watch him succeed anyway. Despite physical and emotional trials, he's still sweet and kind, and loves his family beyond all else. He's who I want to be, honestly. I listen to bluegrass and folk music with him.
Kwartz: is becoming my psycho outlet. He's how I know I could have reacted to trauma, and its interesting to play that out in a safe environment. Angsty 90s pop-rock, think Blink 182, My Chemical Romance, Fallout Boy, etc.
Tickaani: (I miss her), is level headed, logical, mom friend me. The one who keeps her head in a crisis and vomits behind a bush once everything is under control again. She's less polished than Sabra, less controlled. But much warmer and wound much less tightly. Mellower music for her. Owl City, Phildel, Sufjan Stevens, show tunes.
Margaux: is sweet, honorable and I have the absolute hardest time clicking with her anymore. Her head space is pure and simple and I hardly ever feel up to that anymore. Def Disney princess music.
Bragi: should come back soon too. He's basically my embodiment of internal conflict and what it's like to raise siblings. An adult before his time. He doesn't always react react correctly, or say the right thing. He's just used to taking care of his brother and is guilty at how relieved he was to no longer have to deal with that...
Yes, clearly there are some deep seated emotional issues here I should continue working on :|