04-03-2017, 06:51 AM
Jinju
To someone who was capable of holding grudges, forgiveness didn’t come easy or natural. There was much she still had to learn, perhaps it was Circinae that could be her guide in that. Magic she had learned from her mother, Ruan had learned her the way of the wolf, her family had learned her how to love. Maybe Circy could learn her forgiveness. And on top of that, Jinju needed a friend. Yes, she could tell Ruan everything. But girls talk wasn’t included.
Circinae’s friendly greeting stirs something within her, makes her feel uneasy. Not because she didn’t like the navy blue and forest green shifter, but this made her only feel more guilty. It would be easier if Circy was angry with her, or at least disappointed, Jinju knew she deserved that. Don’t get her wrong, she was grateful that it was like this, but perhaps it would’ve been more in sync with her own feelings if it had been like that. ”Circy” she repeats, smiling and with a dip of her head.
”I.. I’m good. I just..” she pauses, ruby eyes travelling to the side to stare off though the pine trees that belonged in the Taiga. Taking a deep breath she forces herself to look back at the other mare, ears flicking around, everything around her screamed how insecure and uncomfortable she felt. ”Circy.. I’m sorry.” The words hung in the air between them, tense and waiting to be accepted or turned down. Not that Jinju expected Circinae to turn her down, but she didn’t take it for granted either. She hoped it would be like that though, that they could speak about it now and then leave it behind them.
Circinae’s friendly greeting stirs something within her, makes her feel uneasy. Not because she didn’t like the navy blue and forest green shifter, but this made her only feel more guilty. It would be easier if Circy was angry with her, or at least disappointed, Jinju knew she deserved that. Don’t get her wrong, she was grateful that it was like this, but perhaps it would’ve been more in sync with her own feelings if it had been like that. ”Circy” she repeats, smiling and with a dip of her head.
”I.. I’m good. I just..” she pauses, ruby eyes travelling to the side to stare off though the pine trees that belonged in the Taiga. Taking a deep breath she forces herself to look back at the other mare, ears flicking around, everything around her screamed how insecure and uncomfortable she felt. ”Circy.. I’m sorry.” The words hung in the air between them, tense and waiting to be accepted or turned down. Not that Jinju expected Circinae to turn her down, but she didn’t take it for granted either. She hoped it would be like that though, that they could speak about it now and then leave it behind them.