Jinju
Torn between shame, a warm heart and a flinch of jealousy she had decided it was time to finally properly meet her brother. She hadn’t been fair in her judgement and behaviour to Iasan, something that hadn’t been fair. It wasn’t his fault for being born and neither was it her parents’ for loving each other. Jinju should embrace him, welcome him in and be a good big sister, instead of the jealous and afraid child she no longer was. Or no longer should be.
With Heda things had been different. Shé had been the one who had offered the bluish girl a home and Jinju had genuinely meant it. She loved Heda as her sister, was even glad that she finally had that thing what she had been jealous off while watching Alivia and Arete. But what had been so different when it came to her appaloosa spotted brother? Well, she knew the answer to that, but was honestly ashamed to admit it. He was different, he wasn’t adopted. Jinju knew that Ruan and Reagan loved all their children, but she hadn’t been able to not let herself be influenced by bad thoughts and her fears.
The fight with her father had changed some things. She had seen how much he had needed her and she had been the one to pull him back to them. Only to lose herself in return. It had helped her realise that she would always been his daughter, maybe not by blood, but she was either way. And nobody would take that away from her, not even her younger brother whom her father was so proud on. And the one she should apologise to.
The black girl isn’t sure where to find him and thus she roams the forest that is her home, searching for him without hurry. Perhaps this little extra time would give her time to come up with what to say to him, but at the same time she knew it could also result her to flee. So eventually she calls out, hoping for him to answer so she can find him. Jinju didn’t know if he was still close to their mother’s side during most of the time. That would surely make things even more awkward, but at the same time did the red eyed girl long to see her mother again.
With Heda things had been different. Shé had been the one who had offered the bluish girl a home and Jinju had genuinely meant it. She loved Heda as her sister, was even glad that she finally had that thing what she had been jealous off while watching Alivia and Arete. But what had been so different when it came to her appaloosa spotted brother? Well, she knew the answer to that, but was honestly ashamed to admit it. He was different, he wasn’t adopted. Jinju knew that Ruan and Reagan loved all their children, but she hadn’t been able to not let herself be influenced by bad thoughts and her fears.
The fight with her father had changed some things. She had seen how much he had needed her and she had been the one to pull him back to them. Only to lose herself in return. It had helped her realise that she would always been his daughter, maybe not by blood, but she was either way. And nobody would take that away from her, not even her younger brother whom her father was so proud on. And the one she should apologise to.
The black girl isn’t sure where to find him and thus she roams the forest that is her home, searching for him without hurry. Perhaps this little extra time would give her time to come up with what to say to him, but at the same time she knew it could also result her to flee. So eventually she calls out, hoping for him to answer so she can find him. Jinju didn’t know if he was still close to their mother’s side during most of the time. That would surely make things even more awkward, but at the same time did the red eyed girl long to see her mother again.
@[Spink], feel free to throw Reagan in there too if you want too ^^