10-18-2016, 06:06 PM
breaking waves of change
Time flies, already the days grew just a tiny bit colder, and the trees began their beautiful change in color. Though, change seemed to not happen here in Nerine. Our panther queen has tried so hard to try to bring everything together, try to be the glue for the sisterhood, but she felt as if she were gum instead. Slowly stretching thinner as the women seemed to become more and more frustrated and mistrusting of her as a queen. She wondered if she would ever earn their trust and respect, but so far all she seemed to do was make mistakes and displease them. Though, what can you expect in a land full of proud, stubborn women.
She stood, hooves deep in the wet sand, as the waves caressed the shore. She hummed softly, no song in particular, just a pleasant melody. She let her mind wander, she imagined Nerine, bustling with happy faces, embracing their new name. Taking pride in their new land. But of course, their Amazon pride almost plagued them. Nerine is beautiful, and unique, but all they wanted to see was the "bad" things about it. Yes, there may be no capybaras or colorful birds of paradise, but at least there were no caiman that could potentially drag them underwater to meet their demise when going drink. There were new animals to fall in love with here, dolphins, whales, basking sharks, and of course, the abundance of adorable puffins that live on the cliffs. Inland, there were stoats, rabbits, viviparous lizards, stags, and otters. There are also many types of unusual birds. May things to learn to love, yet they were all too stubborn to see goodness in new things.
She wondered if they would even get to a point where they were all happy, where they could learn to be open to new traditions. Right now it was hard for her to think of making everyone happy when she was not fully happy herself. She was happy she was queen, happy she could bring everyone together. But, she was lonely....she felt alone. Yes, Vakarian was a nice new friend, but she missed her best friends, her so called family. Her lover. Rhy is dead....Draconis is faeries know where, and Rhy's children are somewhere in this new Beqanna. But....Ashara....she is nowhere to be found. Naga looked, she tried everywhere. But there was no sign of her beautiful golden sun. Her love, her companion. Their relationship was short lived, but, it was love at first sight. She wished she could have shared this with her, Nerine, her queenship, a new life together without being separated in different kingdoms. It was not meant to be.
She wondered if she could ever love again. But, she never knew....if she too could open herself up to change...she may find love with another. But, as for now, she still stands humming on the shore. Waiting for the spirits to hear her desperation for someone to love and support her. A strong women to be her rock, her comfort, her one and only. Someone to make her feel loved and wanted. Someone to watch the growth of this new world with. Would it ever be?
Would our black panther women ever get her wish?
Naga
@[Celeana]