I don't really know when I stopped diving into her mind to read random little thoughts. I don't know when I gave her control of my feelings, when I let her decide my emotions as to whether or not I would be happy that day. I don't really know when I stopped thinking only about myself and all about her and Tycho. When I stopped thinking what would make me happy, to what would make them happy and then make us happy.
I don't know when this all happened. So now to dive in blind after using my magic as a crutch for so long, my magic as a hammer and nail that drove itself into whatever I wanted it to for whatever answer I needed...well it was scary as shit.
She comes to me, unable to stay in place and when her skin touches mine I release the breath I hadn't realized I was still holding, waiting for her answer. She said yes, which is a miracle of it's own. She was mine, in every sense of the word and I would forever be hers. I trail my lips across her back as she continues on and I smile. I feel muscles along my back and in my neck relax even further with her occasional touches. "Yes, here." Because it would be perfect.
"In our violets." I smile, touching my lips to her neck and then backing away a little so I can touch her cheek. "After the girls are born, we will have it here and we can have who ever you want here. I have you and our son and your family, which is all I need. So, the guest list is up to you." I say with a smile, touching her other cheek. "Anything we want to add, well that will be my job." I puff my chest out in play.
"We will need to think of something so every one knows you are taken and I am taken." I say, my eyes glazing as I think of something. "Some marking, some piece of you and some piece of me." This would take a little creativity. "And probably some blood, yes? We seem to like the taste of it enough." A wicked smile curls my lips and I nip the curve of her shoulder. "Thoughts?" My lips and tongue soothing the bite mark.
I don't know when this all happened. So now to dive in blind after using my magic as a crutch for so long, my magic as a hammer and nail that drove itself into whatever I wanted it to for whatever answer I needed...well it was scary as shit.
She comes to me, unable to stay in place and when her skin touches mine I release the breath I hadn't realized I was still holding, waiting for her answer. She said yes, which is a miracle of it's own. She was mine, in every sense of the word and I would forever be hers. I trail my lips across her back as she continues on and I smile. I feel muscles along my back and in my neck relax even further with her occasional touches. "Yes, here." Because it would be perfect.
"In our violets." I smile, touching my lips to her neck and then backing away a little so I can touch her cheek. "After the girls are born, we will have it here and we can have who ever you want here. I have you and our son and your family, which is all I need. So, the guest list is up to you." I say with a smile, touching her other cheek. "Anything we want to add, well that will be my job." I puff my chest out in play.
"We will need to think of something so every one knows you are taken and I am taken." I say, my eyes glazing as I think of something. "Some marking, some piece of you and some piece of me." This would take a little creativity. "And probably some blood, yes? We seem to like the taste of it enough." A wicked smile curls my lips and I nip the curve of her shoulder. "Thoughts?" My lips and tongue soothing the bite mark.