What do you call that? [Ashara, PRIVATE]

[Ashara]

ASHARA

She was a mess of emotions. The wall that blocked the feelings and memories of the past obliterated. Her heart ached from the loss and longing of that special bond of the chestnut filly from her youth. Something she locked away as foolish innocence couldn’t be denied any longer. She wanted to be normal more than anything but she could not deny that she lacked any attraction for the opposite sex. For the first time in almost a year she felt fear, terrified of being exiled again. The golden vixen waded into the waters of the falls hoping they would cure her flaw. Her tears ran out, and she began to feel numb but nothing could change her affliction. Eventually she climbed out of the chilling liquid, her limbs feeling as numb as her emotionally exhausted heart.

The thundering of hooves brought back a sense of doom. This was it, she was going to lose everything for her stupid mistake. He called her name and a shudder ran through her palomino body. She stood there, wet from the falls, her skin burning from the cold, her heart aching, ready for the lash of insults that would no doubt come. As he neared, the look of confusion on his face was different than the anger she expected. “Hello, Jedi” she managed to speak, perhaps he hadn’t noticed what happened after all. Perhaps her secret, and her home was safe for a little longer.

If you're ever gonna find a silver lining
It's gotta be a cloudy day