03-05-2016, 10:34 PM
learn to read between the lines, yeah?
I couldn't take it anymore, mom had left me with that bear-horse, and the crazy mare that was obsessed with the flaming tree. I know she was protecting the kingdom, but I just don't understand why that means I had to stay in Chamber just to have her be killed. I can't stay there. I just can't.
I turn and go to flee, I turn and run away from where mother had left me, away from the safety that was the other adults around me. I hadn't done that before, mother kept us so locked away in safety before the war. Vaughan wanted to sneak off and watch the fighting, I called for him to come back, but he didn't. He kept on going thinking that I would just follow, cause I usually do. But no I left! I did!
Somehow I ended here, som clearing a way off, somewhere deep with thin Chamber, I stopped and looked around unsure where I was. It didn't quite smell like Chamber, but I knew it was still camber as the smell wasn't completely different. Maby i was close to the herd lands I heard mother talk about once, I dunno... but I stopped just the same. My reddish-brown coat turned grayer from all the ash settled on my coat. I could still kinda hear the war gong on, but it was faint and distant. I am not sure what else to do, I've never been alone before, and I really don't like the feeling. I miss Vaughan's boldness- even if he is an idiot. "Hello?? I call out meekly, my voice high, mostly because I am young, and ok, ok nervous too. I cough and clear my throat, "Hellloooo!?!??"This time, I call out louder, a little more confident. I hope I don't get into trouble without anyone knowing where I am, and no brother to give me courage. I don't know why I am calling out. Maybe I'm more lost than I want to admit.
The chamber is gross in the spring... or maybe that's just the war, I dunno but this place is a mess. the muddy ground makes it hard to hear footsteps. Is anyone going to come? I don't' hear anyone coming, maybe this was a bad idea. I stop and fidget, unsure if I should stay to see who might answer my call. But I hear mother in my mind, about being strong, and not being afraid; so I still and hold myself up a little. Yeah, I can do this. I don't need anyone but myself.
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