she was beautiful, but beautiful in the way
a forest fire is beautiful: from a distance.
Ex queen of the Valley, Ex mother, Ex lover, Ex sibling, forever breaking up with commitments. Now, Ex life. a forest fire is beautiful: from a distance.
To Warship:
You were the excitement I needed. I truly loved you, from the day I met you till the day I passed. I will continue loving you now, even from a distance. The mistakes I made, I would take them all back if I could. Had I been given one more second with you, I would have traded anything for it.
To Sinder:
Brother, friend, the only person who ever got me, I am sorry we left. I left. I am sorry we aren't inseparable today. I am sorry I let you down.
To Kindling:
You were a horrible horrendous mother, but nevertheless, you were my mother. RIP.
To Smother:
You were never a let down, a failure, or a burden in my eyes. I was the mistake, you were the savoir. I don't blame you. In fact, I might even forgive you. Next lifetime, I will be a better mother.
I promise.
smolder
queen of the valley