The afternoon is lazy, the sun sprawling across the sliver of cerulean sky, like some tangerine brushstroke. From what I can see in the heart of the forests, is but a silhouette of towering pines, and a small glimmer of the sun. Much to mother's displeasure, I had pleaded her to let me go deeper into the dark copse of trees. I wanted to learn like my father, how to track, how to find things, and primarily how not to get lost. |
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COTY
Assailant -- Year 226
QOTY
"But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura
every scar will build my throne; any
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08-07-2015, 10:09 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-22-2015, 04:57 AM by Vercingetorix.)
@[Wayra]
08-22-2015, 05:46 AM
Wayra did not like the birds either, though she would be loath to tell anyone. She has picked up, from snatches of conversation here and there, that they are the queens birds, and therefore not to be loathed. It had been hard for her, to wander more than a little ways from her father. He was, after all, the whole reason she had come here. If she wasn’t to be near him, then why not be somewhere pretty and pleasant? There was something about these trees, something about the birds, and something about the eerie way the Chamber beat beneath her hooves. The whole place was watching her. She was quite certain of it. That was just another thing was was determined not to say. She was also determined that she would leave her father’s side today, if only for a little while. She needed a walk, and certainly he needed space. What was it that children did to their fathers? Cramp their style? Yes, that was it. Wayra shook her head in frustration. She wasn’t even a child! Why could she not remember that? She regarded herself skeptically. At three years old she was a mare, but she saw very little indication of it. How did one be an adult? It was a worry that had plagued her ever since she had stood on that precipice, had straddled the line between her childhood and her adulthood. Her sister certainly had no problem crossing that line. They were nearly the very same age, yet Nebibi had struck out on her own. She had been excited to go. Wayra didn’t understand, though she wished she did. Her thinking had been very cyclical recently. Adulthood, family, future, destiny. They had swirled around and around until Wayra was sure she would scream with frustration. The only blessing was that she was so distracted by her own troubles that she had been too busy to worry about the potentially dangerous place she had taken up residence. She had only been here a short while, but nothing bad had happened. Nobody had set upon her like a punishing angel. Slowly, she came to realize that perhaps she had allowed herself to be too led by Meadow gossip. It was another thing she was coming to terms with. You couldn’t always trust the things whispered in the Meadow. For all her thinking Wayra had come to no conclusions save that one. She needed a little space, a little time not to think. Wayra was very good at thinking, at least thinking cyclically. Not thinking was nearly as hard and thinking. But, before she could be allowed to puzzle this futile train of thought, a boy burst from the trees. Good heavens. She thought. Is someone finally going to get those blasted birds? Her pace quickened, excited by the thought of victory for the horses. She broke into a trot, then a canter and then a gleeful gallop. She raced towards him, poised to revel in his glory. But no, it was not meant to be. She almost succeed in keeping the disappointment from her voice when she spoke. “You very nearly caught them I think. Yes,” she said determinedly, pointing with her nose, “I think that one’s feathers are bent.” She couldn't be sure of course, but she willed herself to see some small victory and did. After a moment she looked back to the boy, suddenly shy. She had been swept away with the excitement of the chase, and now felt the unwelcome wave of reserve return. After a moment she spoke again, a little hesitantly. “I’m Wayra.” Would she think her strange? Would he be angry that she joined his game without being asked or invited? Wayra bit the inside of her cheek, trying not to let the discomfort show on her face. Wayra not all who wander are lost
08-23-2015, 03:19 AM
Wayra knew something of disappointment, and of envy. She loved her sister like she loved herself, perhaps even better, for Nebibi never failed her. Yet, like all sisters, Wayra worried she would come up lacking. Nebibi was bold, Nebibi was brave. What was Wayra? She was young. In her heart she was young, all eyes and legs and soft smiles. She could feel a fire burning in this colt, and her own soul, like a rush of cold wind, rose to soothe his. She was like that. She was still too gentle for the sharp corners of the world. If she could she would smooth away the jagged edges like the sea worked on a piece of glass. She watched him carefully, though something akin to fondness pulled at her expression. She found she liked him, this precocious colt, if only because he was hard on himself, and that was something Wayra could relate too. Even in his disappointment, she thought she saw the beginning of a smile, maybe just a tiny smile, but a smile nonetheless. Wayra, for all her self-deprecating scowls, was not built to frown. She was quick to smile in response, and even laughed as he spoke of a bird crashing to earth. With a little delight, she dropped her voice to match his conspiratorial whisper. “It would serve them right. They are terribly morbid." It was then Wayra noticed they had an audience. She shot the bird a reproachful look, then snorted indignantly as it dropped its prize on the boy’s rump. “Morbid and overconfident! I dare say it wouldn’t be half so forward if it came down from that tree.” If truth were to be told, Wayra wasn’t sure she would want to face the bird, even if they were standing on equal ground. She didn’t like the look its strong beak and evilly curved talons. Then, of course, there was the small matter of the bird’s mistress. She put that thought aside, for it would only cause her to lose her nerve. He introduced herself, and she quickly hid a smile at his grimace. When she spoke the smile was gone, though it could still be heard lingering at the edge of her words. “Vercingetorix, it’s a fine name, truly.” She couldn’t help it, the smile escaped and sprinted across her face. But, the expression held no mockery, and was heavily colored by the first inkling of affection for her new acquaintance. “You will grow into it, and it will strike fear into the hearts of your enemies.” She paused to rein in her quickly growing grin. "Birds and stallions alike.” She couldn’t be certain, but she would bet that this one had the makings of a warrior. He was already a scrapper. Wayra, who had spent her short time in the Chamber convincing herself that she didn’t belong here, that she never should have come, and that she stuck out like a sore thumb, felt herself color in response to his question. “Is it that obvious?” She bit her lip and fought down a wave of self-consciousness. “Yes, I only recently arrived, though I’m not sure I’ll be staying. My father, he lives here, and I thought, maybe if I was with him, I would feel more at home.” She was a little embarrassed to admit this. He would probably think her a horrible baby. A part of her wanted to continue, but she bit back her words. They had only just met. How could she explain to him that she was afraid that she didn’t fit in, worried that she would never fit in anywhere? Instead, she offered him a shaky smile and simply said. “It’s a pleasure to meet you too, Vercingetorix.” Wayra not all who wander are lost Wayra smiled at him, kindly, gently, and she felt like she understood, despite her own two syllable name. She couldn’t be sure what it was she was understanding. Was it a sense of otherness that called to her? Was it uncertainty, self consciousness? Maybe it wasn’t any of those. Maybe she just saw his heart and attempted to match it with her own. What was that called? Empathy if complementary, weak willed if not? Wayra sighed a little. One day, maybe, she she would learn to know her own mind. In the meantime, she amused herself with the melody of his words, and was happy to admire the authority of which he spoke. She followed his gaze to the Chamber’s burning tree, and founded that it was a smile that rose to meet her, rather than a frown. It had been the first thing she saw when she made her way to the Chamber. She had seen it through the mist and it had helped her find her way out of the woods. That, however, didn’t mean she had forgiven it for being an oddity upon the world. Yet, when she spoke about it she was laughing, rather than lamenting. “That tree, I’m afraid it’s as bad as the birds!” The ending burst from her lips in a breathy laugh. She mocked herself, more than the tree. Everything here was so different. She felt like she was blind, trying to find her way across the landscape in trips and stumbles. “Everything here is so…alive.” The tree, the birds with their uncanny intelligence, even the ground beneath her feet had a heartbeat. Vercingetorix knew this land, and spoke of it was authority. She listened, and found him very wise, almost alarmingly so. There are certain truths which must be acknowledged. Wayra was learning them slowly, with awe and wonder tinting the uncertainty that was as familiar to her as breathing. Some of these truths were obvious, some were less so. The sun would rise and the sun would set. Winter would come, and winter would go. Those she had known for as long as she could remember. Other things, those she was less sure of. Understanding isn’t always gifted with maturity. The young can be wise and the old can be fools. Vercingetorix was proof of that. Where you made your home as a child is not where you will rest your head as an adult. She, herself, carried that burden of proof. He, the little man with the big ideas, urged her to think it as an adventure. She smiled, and tried to imagine herself as the heroine in a story. She could do it, almost, when it was his words in her mind rather than her own. He took a step closer and she liked his presence. He felt like a guide, or a guard, come to protect her from a place she didn’t know. But his words, previously big and bold, were more serious now. “You are not sure that this is your home?” This was an idea that she had barely considered, that the place you were born was not your home. She was curious. “What would it take, for you to know you had found your place?” If family was not the stick by which you measured your place, then what? He answered her questions, in bits and pieces, and though she listened, curiosity burning within her breast. She couldn’t be sure if what he said was true. Surely she could never belong to the pines? How could she? Wayra bit her lip. But maybe, maybe she could. He seemed to believe she could, and she did not think he would say so only to ease her discomfort. Maybe then. She smiled at him, looking carefully, as if she could find the answers to the questions he raised on his face. “If you must know your heart to know your home, then I’m sure many spend their whole lives looking.” She wasn’t sure if she was joking. Her tone was light, but there was a truth to her words that could not be denied, for all she smiled and laughed. Wayra not all who wander are lost
08-24-2015, 10:20 PM
Wayra’s eyes grew wide and round as saucers, her expression shifting between one of exhilaration and fear. In all her wildest dreams she had never considered that the Chamber’s heartbeat could have once belong to someone else. She stayed quiet and listened to the heavy thud, thud. It was there, as real and consistent as her own, now hammering a little faster in her breast. Is that what it meant to love as you loved yourself? Wayra shivered. She couldn’t imagine feeling passion like that. She couldn’t imagine taking out her heart and handing it to another. Was that love? Taking your heart from your chest and letting it run around? Is that what Vercingetorix’s mother saw when she looked at him? Is that what Wayra’s father saw when he looked at her? Is that what Atrox had seen when he looked at the Chamber? She was glad that Vercingetorix stood beside her. His heart she could trust, for it still beat in its rightful place. If he didn’t seem so utterly without deceit, Wayra might have thought he was teasing her. “What will happen," she begins, a little breathless, “if Atrox takes his heart back?” She imagined the undead stallion digging deep within the Chamber and pulling out a heart that had grown ten times its original size. The heart of a kingdom could not possibly be as feeble as the heart of a man, it would have grown in order to carry the burden. Would Atrox tear open his ribcage and shove it back inside? Wayra couldn’t repress a shudder. She gave her head a shake, blue mane flapping, to try and clear the image. She was going to have nightmares. But Vercingetorix was speaking again, and his confessions, not at all fantastical, were for that reason, all the more interesting, all the more real. They paralleled her own in some ways, though his thoughts didn’t seem to burden him the ways hers did. He was content with maybe one day. Wayra felt uncertainty as an itch she couldn’t scratch. She felt him beside her, asking the questions she had asked herself over and over again. But, when he asked them, they didn’t seem so horrible. They seemed less impossible to answer. If love was ripping out your heart and watching it run around, was friendship shouldering the burden when you had a shoulder free to do so? “I have never really made plans for myself.”Wayra laughed self-deprecatingly. “I guess a part of me thought that everything would always be the way it had been.” Even anything it sounded foolish. She was beginning to understand that change was the only constant in life. Autumn had been such a roller coaster, what would winter hold? "I think you’re right. Life is nothing but surprises. I think I would like to know that I could handle those surprises. Whatever they were. I’d like to know that, no matter what happened, it would just be one more thing I could handle.” She knew she sounded like a fool. How could she ever be prepared to handle all of life’s surprises? She looked at Vercingetorix curiously, wondering if the assumptions she had made about him were wrong. He had chased down the ravens with such fervor, such ferocity, that she had assumed him a little warrior. But then he had counseled her with wisdom and patience. Perhaps a diplomat then? Both? She smiled at him, eyes warm. “And what of you, Vercingetorix? Do you want to slay dragons as well as ravens? Maybe rescue a damsel or two?” She was teasing him, but it was done with an affection that seemed possible to ignore. Wayra not all who wander are lost Wayra smiled gently at her friend. She was not so very afraid. She couldn't bring herself to fear something her mind couldn't comprehend. It is the here and now she feared, rather than dark magic and strange powers. Contemplation of it may make her uneasy, but still, it cannot seem real. So far she has survived in the Chamber by putting aside the truths that scare her the most. The flaming tree, the enchanted ravens, the beating heart. It is too much for her to consider now, when she is so consumed by her own fate. So, like a child putting away a less loved toy, she set aside certain fears, so that she might worry at them later. Still, she was touched by his concern, and nickered fondly as he brushed her shoulder with his muzzle. The touch was so soft and so brief, she could almost believe she had imagined it, but no, it was there, and his stunned expression was proof. She pondered for a moment, wondering if she could possibly unsettle him when he barely batted an eye at mystical powers that hardly belong in the world. It is a thought lovely enough to cast an optimistic tint to her brooding thoughts. “For what it’s worth, I think the Chamber would survive. It seems like she has weathered worse things than a little heartbreak.” It was a joke, but in a way it was also true. Once upon a time she would have said a piece of land doesn’t have a heart, and therefore it can’t be broken. But, the Chamber had a heart, so who is she to say what it can and cannot do? Wayra’s blue ears swiveled to the sound of wolves, yet she couldn't find it in herself to fear those either. She was much braver, much bolder with a companion by her side. Besides, if she was to fear anything about the Chamber, it would not be its wolves. Yet another thing for her to contemplate another day. Though she did keep one ear pricked, just in case they should wander closer. Feeling very bold with Vercingetorix by her side, she chuckled melodiously at his words. When Wayra had first seen him she had thought he sparkled like some beautiful thing. Silver and gold. The contrast was striking. But then she had come to see he was not delicate, like a pretty trinket, nor was he made for adornment like something of silver and gold would be. Perhaps more like steel then? Her chuckling turned on herself. The moonlight had a way of making even the most sensible silly, and she is no exception. “Why, yes. I think I would, care for an adventure. What is one more? When compared to a lifetime of unknowable outcomes?” She smiled, and watched him watch her. He was still a mystery, some unknowable thing with slight cracks in the surface, little glimpses of the thoughts that lay beneath his amber eyes. It would take a far more adept student than Wayra to discern them, though she wished to pry at those cracks, even if it meant only a slight peek. “Surely the service is greater, when you are saved from a peril you can’t see for yourself.” She puzzlesdit like a riddle, turning it around and around to admire it from all the angles. “Though perhaps such a girl would be a fool? To unwittingly walk into a trap others can see?” Wayra paused, and considered again, eyes scrunched in thought. Finally she sighed, realizing the futility of pondering a question with no answer. “Perhaps we are all fools, in one way or another.”Wayra turned to the trees when he does, and smiled at his words. Shyly, almost impishly, she looked back into his eyes. “Oh, I don’t know, perhaps that is what they whisper about when the wind blows. They tell all the world’s secrets to each other.” For some reason she likeed this idea, the thought of trees as hopeless gossips. Her expression, still sly but pleased, lit on Vercingetorix, and she wondered how he did it, how he managed to turn a heart heavy with burden light. Wayra not all who wander are lost |
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