They're in my mind, mostly. One in my heart, and that one has been raw and aching for many years now. It's gotten to the point where I'm sure I wouldn't know what to do if it did heal. What would be left of me? So I'm buried in my moth-eaten conscious, wrapped in a tattered blanket of mistakes and outright damnation. I don't cry for what once was anymore.
Instead I stare at the present, and pry at the edges of my reality with unforgiving claws. Life has never gone my way. For a mare with simple enough desires, they never seemed to fall quite inside my reach. I'm done asking, now I think I'm ready for taking. For molding the world into one that will be what I want it to be.
The certainty of this runs cold as winter in my veins. Cold as the wind that rattles the trees and stirs the leaves at my feet. I have never liked the cold, but I am beginning to think of it as more of an ally than an enemy. Allies are important to have. Important enough that I think it may be time to actively seek them out. It's not as if I have anything better to do at the moment.
So I start small, close to home. Inside my house, in fact. Looking for those dark faces that I have glimpsed but have no names for, or those I do. It's about time we all started earning our keep. I call them, and I count them as they come.
@dark @Maugrim@"Narcisus"@Balto@"Jackel" @Manikin@"Nexu"@draco and any other monster friends!
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