She'd followed the sunshine for years, watched it rise up with it's tangerine wings, it's paling light, glorious and vivid, she blinded herself everyday and come moonrise, she'd fade into the darkness, her eyes closed, her mind empty. She'd missed Beqanna's sunlit touch, she mostly missed the Tundra, she missed Viento, her grandfather, she missed Starhart, her adopted grandmother. she missed lots of things, but mostly she missed the feeling of the sun on her back, the glorious sunny wings. She never did find her mother, the winged mare, the beautiful creature she was stolen from at birth. Her scarred neck never really healed a great deal, where ivory met ebony, she was disfigured, hard flesh raised and grey, an ugly stain upon such a mottled coat. She was greying now in age, but in mind she was still young, carefree, innocent.
The years had not been kind to her, they had been long and tedious, she'd been alone, she wandered great widths of Beqanna, in search of the winged mare, her pale skin like an angel, her wings the same. She also never found the mare that had done this to her, Viento had told her in a kind, warm tone that it was hr grandmother's doing, that he would have vengeance one day. But Lirel did not acknowledge his words, to Viento, Amnesia was dead. But Lirel was sure she was alive, somewhere, anywhere.
Her years of wandering finally brought her to a wonderful little seaside place, her ash hooves slipping easily through the sand, her long monochrome mane grown unkempt and past her knees, she had feathers what she guessed came from her father, a mixture of her mother. She never truly looked at herself anymore than some black and white portrait, left on the wall, dusty and worn. Lirel was a sunlight child, optimistic and bright in a world so grey, but she also was plagued with flashbacks of blood red and black. Her little heart had grown but sadly nothing filled it, except the sun, the sun's loving touch on her cold skin.
This sandy beach was a sun trap, and the piebald mare finally fell to her knees. In exhaustion, in defeat, she wasn't sure. but her knees buckled as soon as she hit the shoals. her feet gave way beneath her and she rolled on her side where she stayed, letting the low waves lap at her, it was cold, still the early spring brought ice with the waters, but it was refreshing, she felt the sun bright against her, as she whispered, a low song, an angel's words in a quaint serenade.
"Sun bright, sun light, rays so warm you brighten my life. Eyes so blinded by the rays, I cannot help but escape."
Always some sort of riddle, some vacant rhyme, she was never knowing she did it most of the time, but her head lay on the soft sand and her breathing became shallow, as if she weren't breathing at all.
The poor mare was as slow as a snail in a race, her eyes so blinded, her mind jaded, dreaming fairytale dreams in such a nightmarish world. Lirel didn't know just what would come of her here in Beqanna, anymore. Let alone laying in a land that she guessed was unoccupied, or occupied. the piebald mare did not see many, did not see any when her hooves touched the sand, but her daydream green eyes were closed, her heart singing the same song as her shallow voice.
"I'll never find you, oh angel winged one. I'll never find the warmth, your summer's touch."
Lirel
leopold x amnesia
black and white daughter
I crack my t e e t h on pearls
Assailant -- Year 226
"But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura
crack my teeth on pearls; any
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06-08-2015, 02:03 PM
06-10-2015, 01:56 PM
06-10-2015, 02:31 PM
keys for doors that don't exist I crack my teeth on pearls I tear into the history Show me what it means to me in this world Yeah, in this world Lirel breathes, like wanton gasps, air reaching in and filling every fibre of her lungs, but never reaching her enough. She's cold, she feels the sun does not reach her coloured frame, it does not extend it's warm, loving fingers and wraps themselves around her. She cries silent tears, she wants so much to have the sun touch her back, grace her blinding green eyes. She wants so much, but receives so little. Her black and white head shifts, ever so slightly, and that is when she opens her eye, spots someone standing just above her. The piebald mare meets his eye then, moving down his face, his neck until she spotted his wings. Beautiful white wings. A pain hits her then, right in the heart, like a throbbing throw embedding deeper and deeper. Memories flash, cold, black and white. Blood taints the monochrome picture. Lirel was born to a winged angel, with the greenest eyes of emeralds, the softest grey flesh and adorned with large feathery wings. Lirel cries then, not for her lost childhood, but for the mother she never had, for the loving touch she will never receive. But then he touches her, and she heaves a large breath inward, holding her tongue with teeth. His touch is warm, a tad bit watery, she feels his pulse and she arches her back ever so slightly, she sinks deeper into the sand, if only a little. It's soft, pliable beneath her form, it's a welcoming warmth to cold, numbing bones. Lirel inhales another sharp breath, it's like breathing in needles. but his touch, it's like a fire and it burns her, she recoils then, lifting her head and meeting his eyes. his wings, his face, he is silver dressed in tinges of gold. She idolises him right there, right then. A slight reminder from the grey stallion Viento, her grandfather. a regal looking head set atop a proud neck. Lirel whickers low, a small sound, child-like and innocent. Her emerald eyes never leaving him, clinging to the strange stallion's body, his face, his eyes. He's everything in her eyes there, he is the soft warmth of flesh, the beautiful wings of an angel. "Have I died? Have I finally died and gone to the angels?" the broken little girl of leopold & amnesia
06-11-2015, 02:19 PM
if you had died, wench, you would not end up here.
raven beauty cascades across the loam. ebon flints shuffling through grains beneath. velveteens sharp with spite as orbs of cerulean capture her master in them. femme growls at the ebony and ivory fatale. another one falling for the alabaster stud? she had to share her master now. piqued eyebrows knit against facade as femme turns her bodice to her silver stud. you sure pick your herd members. stygian plume dances across glossy haunches. femme looks at the maiden on the sand. sorry state, facade of sorrow. fatale backs off, plume teasing haunches in a cadence. they seem to be attracted to you. i wonder why. femme giggles, velveteens pushed into the stud’s barrel, she watched behind tresses of ebony at the ebony and ivory maiden. a sorry state. did nier feel sorry for everyone he came across? she can stay if she wants to... i belief that is what you want? im sure that is what beloved star would want. more friends of the light.
06-12-2015, 03:59 PM
06-12-2015, 04:53 PM
keys for doors that don't exist I crack my teeth on pearls I tear into the history Show me what it means to me in this world Yeah, in this world Ebony and ivory barrel breathes in a gasp of movement, inhaling a wayward breath, Lirel finally expands those weakening lungs. She breathed then, she breathed in his air, his world. Her emerald eyes solely fixated upon the winged one, his angelic wings, they captivated her, his dark eyes were chasms she foundered in. The mare clutched at straws, reaching out and pressing her muzzle against his knee. He was warm. Real and warm. Blood flowed within him, life surged beneath his skin. She whiskered, twice, three times before finally she blew an easy breath. "I could be in heaven or I could be in hell. But you still look like an angel to me." The mare admitted with a shy smile, a smile that cracked dry lips. Her sunshine eyes would never be taken from his, she kept a steady breath, her throat parched, dry, wanting fluid, her eyes wanted sleep, but all she wanted was his touch. It gave her a little beat to her heart. She had found something, wings, grey, she had found a double of what she had lost, and she didn't want to lose it again. Lirel turned her head slightly as another approached. she was dark like night, had eyes to match. Black as coal, black as pitch. Lirel pinned her ears back, she gave a shudder, it twitched her whole body. She refused to answer, kept staring at the winged stallion with wide eyes and a big, beating heart. Then he spoke to the black mare and Lirel shuddered beneath his echoing voice, it bounced in her skull like bullets and she concealed herself, hid, lower to the ground, cowering almost. It brought back painfully raw memories and she felt the pain start up in her neck. she whistled low, kept whistling until the hissing voices had stopped, and finally the grey buckskin steed turned his attention back to her and she idolised him again, looked up at him with big green eyes and a grin as wide as the rocky ledges of the cliffs. "I'm Lirel. And Lirel, Lirel would love to stay here. The sand is soft beneath her feet, the sun is warm, very warm and then you, you are here. Lirel likes you. Lirel needs you." Childish like and innocent, naive and broken inside, the piebald mare brought her knees up and felt supported by the steed, she was unsure with the mare, but felt the steed was a light, and he called her sunshine! she smiled then, a smile that felt crooked on her cracked, dry lips. her eyes dazed, half closed. So tired, so thirsty. she felt her knees weaken as she stood up and practically started to fall into the steed, she wobbled some more, regained a little composure and stood for a few minutes, before fumbling on her weary feet again, and falling into a heap, stray tears clouded her eyes then, she didn't want to leave, she didn't want to leave the warmth on her back, the winged angel by her side. But the exhaustion in her, it was taking it's toll. Skinny and cold, scarred and tired, the mare was a broken rag doll and she hoped, she prayed that the sunshine, the winged sun beside her, she hoped he would fix her. Put together all of her broken little pieces and hold her up to the sun and be 'you are mended now, beautiful doll. my sunshine.' l i r e l; the broken little girl of leopold & amnesia | ||
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