04-05-2017, 07:42 AM
Jinju
She was sorry, genuinely sorry, though she probably would react in the same way as she had before if it would happen all over again. It hurt, it had hurt badly, each time he chose someone above them. Above their family. That was how it had looked to Jinju, but it still didn’t justify her reaction. On top of that she was disappointed with herself, she had thought she had grown over the jealous feelings, but clearly she hadn’t yet.
So when Circinae simply tells her to not be sorry, the inky black mare can only shake her head. Slowly her head sways back in the forest girl’s direction. She was about to reply, to tell that she had wronged her, did het unjust. But Circy beats her to it. This has Jinju frowning a bit. Who is she referring too? It had been just them and Ruan when she had welcomed Circinae in the Taiga again, nobody else had been there. Or did, perhaps, Circinae think she was apologizing for something else.
There is silence between them, and Jinju does not know what to say, or perhaps she wants to hear what the other mare has to say first. Hearing that her father had gained a friend makes her lips curl up, he deserved that as much as anyone else, especially now, though, when Circy continues, it falters again. This time the silence is almost painful, but Jinju’s tongue feels almost immobile.
”Just.. give him a while.. Give us all some time..” she replies, only now noticing that she had taken a step back. Jinju could not say that she liked the thought. She rather treasured the memory of her parents together. But, at the same time, it wasn’t Circy’s fault. And Jinju couldn’t be mad at her for being honest.
So she steps forward again, her neck stretching as she reached out. She does not touch the navy and green woman, leaving some space between them for Circinae to close if she desired so. ”But.. That’s not what I was apologizing for. I’m happy my dad has a friend.. And I should’ve welcomed you warmer..” They had set off on the right foot, until Ruan decided to not accept the hug she had pulled him in. It had been like he had been disgusted with her touch, but she had seen how he had accepted Circinae close. That had hurt and upset her, accusing Circy of things she hadn’t done. And that was wrong.
So when Circinae simply tells her to not be sorry, the inky black mare can only shake her head. Slowly her head sways back in the forest girl’s direction. She was about to reply, to tell that she had wronged her, did het unjust. But Circy beats her to it. This has Jinju frowning a bit. Who is she referring too? It had been just them and Ruan when she had welcomed Circinae in the Taiga again, nobody else had been there. Or did, perhaps, Circinae think she was apologizing for something else.
There is silence between them, and Jinju does not know what to say, or perhaps she wants to hear what the other mare has to say first. Hearing that her father had gained a friend makes her lips curl up, he deserved that as much as anyone else, especially now, though, when Circy continues, it falters again. This time the silence is almost painful, but Jinju’s tongue feels almost immobile.
”Just.. give him a while.. Give us all some time..” she replies, only now noticing that she had taken a step back. Jinju could not say that she liked the thought. She rather treasured the memory of her parents together. But, at the same time, it wasn’t Circy’s fault. And Jinju couldn’t be mad at her for being honest.
So she steps forward again, her neck stretching as she reached out. She does not touch the navy and green woman, leaving some space between them for Circinae to close if she desired so. ”But.. That’s not what I was apologizing for. I’m happy my dad has a friend.. And I should’ve welcomed you warmer..” They had set off on the right foot, until Ruan decided to not accept the hug she had pulled him in. It had been like he had been disgusted with her touch, but she had seen how he had accepted Circinae close. That had hurt and upset her, accusing Circy of things she hadn’t done. And that was wrong.