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I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Klaudius - 04-13-2018 Klaudius I was lightning, before the thunder ![]() @[Kylin] ok, this one is forrealzies! Third time's a charm. I know you're on an away but I wanted to get something up for you. RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Kylin - 04-22-2018 Looking back to that particular day last winter, she wonders why she had allowed Kagerus to guide her away from Ischia. Part of her knows why and how it had happened, and also why she had allowed it to happen. Kylin had so naturally followed the piebald’s guide, unable to make her own decisions and instead relying on others to make them for her. She still thinks that Kagerus has done her a favour. She had needed to be away in order to see what all did have in life, instead of focussing on all she lost. The inability to decide for herself, to set her own guide and live her own life, had turned her into a prisoner. Not in the direct meaning of the word, she had been allowed to go and come whenever and wherever her heart desired, but Kylin had simply been unable to get herself to it. Instead she had been watching Hyaline’s lake – which is still beautiful as ever – and had been longing for it. So close, and yet so far away too. Like that she’d spend the spring, all alone in the cave, and by now, most of the summer has passed too. That long had it taken Kylin to get herself together. She’d hated it to be alone, but at the same time she had not known how to connect with others. Probably because she hadn’t opened herself to them too. She simply was too scared. What if they left her too? All this time there has only been one that had not left her. Not that he was to consider hers, but he had opened his heart and family and welcomed her in. It had been Kylin who had left him, in a failed attempt to find whatever she had been looking for in Hyaline. Now the lavender woman knows how blind she had been. All she ever wanted, was right here in Ischia. It had been right underneath her nose all the time. She returns to Ischia in almost the same state as she’d left it. Physically she is not better off, but neither does she look worse. Her frame just slightly too thin, and because of it het coat is dull. Mentally she is better. He hazel eyes are no longer dull, instead they are bright and full of life. Her loud whinny is carried by the wind, across the water towards the beach. Kylin is coming home. @[Neo] Hope it makes up for the wait! RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Klaudius - 04-22-2018 Klaudius I was lightning, before the thunder ![]() @[Kylin] so I'm assuming her reservations here to kind of move things along per our pm conversation. So maybe they spend one night together on the beaches before he has to leave ![]() ![]() RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Kylin - 04-27-2018 She hears his voice – the shout out of her name – before her hazel eyes find his form. Her heart had skipped a beat at the warm welcome, but it does so again when she actually sees him. Kylin is not able to not smile, and her ears are pointing forward. His call is answered by another loud whinny, and the lavender woman does not hesitate to push forward in a gallop to meet him halfway. Boldly she presses forward, her neck extending to push her muzzle against his. “Klaudius” she murmurs with a sigh. She is ready to tell him she’s sorry for disappearing, for taking this long to get back, but she never gets the chance. Her frown doesn’t do her features any good, but Kylin simply cannot help herself. He is rambling. “K-Klaudius?” she repeats, this time questioningly. “W-what d-do you mean, not s-safe?” She cannot keep the tremble out of her voice, as she gladly presses herself up against his side. He simply makes her nervous, and confused. Nothing had happened, right? We’re Krom and Karat okay? Confusion is clear on her face. His words don’t make sense at all. “Leave? Who left? Why do we have to go?” The more he says, the more confused she becomes, until he drops the bomb. Her eyes widen, and her body is frozen due to the shock. All Kylin does is stare at him, his words almost falling to deaf ears. Taken over? Brennen? And what was a Brotherhood? What did it mean for them? Was Krone – and through her her family – exiled? In denial she shakes her lavender head, hazel eyes tearing up as she watches him desperately, pleading for him to tell her it’s all a joke, that it is not true. It cannot be. She is finally read to embrace his family, and now he tells her she is too late? Her body is soon trembling, and again she shakes her head. “No.” Pain and desperation are in her eyes as he backs away from him, shaking her head again and again. “No,” she repeats, her voice thick with emotion. Even her ears flick back, as she is uncomfortable and unsure. He couldn’t ask her to leave. She’d just gotten back, she has just realise that Ischia is home. Even if it is not where her heart is. “I.. I can’t leave..” As she says the words, her voice breaks, and so does the waterfall of tears start. They roll down her cheeks, and put a lump in her throat. She is still broken in two parts, there is her mind and there is her heart. @[Klaudius] 440 words RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Klaudius - 05-02-2018 Klaudius I was lightning, before the thunder ![]() @[Kylin] <3 RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Kylin - 05-04-2018 He does not understand. Klaudius promises, promises her, right here and now, that everything will be okay. How can it be okay when it is not safe? And why is it not safe? Ischia has always been safe. It is the only stable thing in her life. All Kylin can do is stare up at Klaudius with teary eyes, as she slowly shakes her head, not understanding whatever it is that is going on. Not until he offers her a clarifying answer. A bit more clarifying answer that is, because each answer only brings up more questions. More denial too. There is no way this true, right? This couldn’t be happening. But, on the other hand, Kylin sees no sigh of her absent family members. Nor does she smell them. “T-they’re gone?” she manages to mumble, tears filling her eyes. He said we. Her heart skips a beat, thinking he meant them, just him and her, only to have that thought crushed because, one, he had already send his family – Krone and the twins – away, and two, Kylin really could not leave. She does not want to either. Enough to make her heart crumble. Things happen quickly after that. Kylin backing away, Klaudius following. She is shaking as she presses herself up against his chest, welcoming the embrace. Not only does she need something to hold on to, she wants him too. So, so badly. Even if he would leave at the end of the day. Kylin does not even attempt to stop the tears, instead she just squeezes her eyes shut and allows herself to cry, because Klaudius is here to hold her. Or isn’t he? As he backs away her teary hazel eyes search his, and her sobs become more violent just from the thought of Klaudius leaving alone. No. No, he couldn’t be leaving. Relief, followed by sadness, roll over her. Kylin does not hesitate to press closer. Her body is pressed against his, the velvet of her nose pressed against the corner of his mouth. “S-stay..” she murmurs, body trembling with both grief and need. “Please stay.” Even if it is only one more night. Even if it will kill her in the end. @[Klaudius] <3 RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Klaudius - 05-07-2018 Klaudius I was lightning, before the thunder ![]() @[Kylin] I imagine a ring would be involved here XD RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Kylin - 05-08-2018 There is a saying that tells that ‘home is where the heart is’, in other words, the land does not make a home, but family and friends do. Technically that would mean that it doesn’t matter where you are, and that you can make yourself a home anywhere. Too many of her family and friends had left to places where she cannot follow, and Kylin had been left behind to make a home of whatever there had been left; Ischia. With this light shed on the situation, it might not be too hard to imagine that only the thought of leaving Ischia is enough to scare her. Though the thought of losing her new family – and more – is almost as freighting. It is easier to just not think of it, which is exactly what Kylin does. She pushes it far away and instead focusses on Klaudius. Suddenly she is so very aware of him, of his presence, in body and mind. She focusses on his touch, a gentle exploration of the glossy and see-through fins at her sides. Kylin cannot help the slight tremble underneath his touch, which leads her to shyly glance away as a flustered smile makes the corners of her lips twitch. And dear lord what does his hot breath feel good against her skin, good enough to make her lean into his touch unconsciously. Her awareness of the world around them reduces, until it is just them – her ánd Klaudius – in their little bubble. Somewhere along the line her breathing has changed, which she only realises when she gasps for air the moment he places a delicate kiss on her cheek. When pulls away, her body moves with him, searching for the touch, the connection, she just lost. Luckily Kylin does not have to search very long. A content sigh, followed by a deep breath, escapes past the barrier of her pale lavender lips. His words hold her frozen. Hazel eyes have widened, and she looks up at him in both flustered and shocked. Did he really just insinuate what she thought he was insinuating? Kylin tears her gaze away, troubled now her thoughts are back at the subject she would rather forget for now, and let her gaze roam over Ischia’s shore. She pauses, words on the tip of her tongue, but her heart is held with fear. “Make me..” she murmurs. Not to challenge him, not to mock him, but to simply plead him to do it. Slowly Kylin’s hazel gaze finds his again. “Please.. Make me yours.” Even if it is just for one night. @[Klaudius] RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Klaudius - 05-09-2018 Klaudius I was lightning, before the thunder ![]() @[Kylin] respond if you'd like ![]() RE: I Was Lightning Before the Thunder[Kylin] - Kylin - 05-11-2018 She wants him, so, so badly. And the knowledge that he desires too, makes her feel special and cared for. All she had ever wanted was for someone to hold her, and love her, but none of the males in her life had ever stayed around long enough to allow it to happen. Not that Kylin had known Klaudius very long, nor does she know him very well, but he had always showed genuine intention and had never failed to include her in his life. How that would change tomorrow, is something she refuses to think of. Her neck is bend and curved as she reaches out to gently lip at his feathers. She had always loved Kharon’s wings, and how protected they made her feel, and it is no different for Klaudius. In her eyes they make him more attractive, and Kylin just wants to feel them gently tickling her skin. Soft sighs escape past her lavender lips, and she finds herself leaning in, even ghosting after his touch as he moves on. Her tail gently sways, and when he stands at her hip she presses it against Klaudius, shivering ever so slightly. Butterflies flutter in her stomach, and the air around him is filled with their desire. There is no way in hiding that she desperately longs for him, all of him. Words are not needed, between them are only glances and exchanged touches. The way she holds her body, presses against him and sighs softly is all proof he needs. He rises and she pushes her rump right back against him. His forelegs fit perfectly around the curve of her hip. It does not take long before sweat covers her coat, painting her lavender a shade darker. Too soon their dance is over. Kylin is panting softly, her head slightly lowered to the ground as her whole body is sensitive to any and all touches. A soft moan escapes past her lips, a result of the shiver that jolts down her spine, as Klaudius presses up against her. She finds herself leaning into him, her lips finding the corner of his, where she places a delicate kiss. Still no words, but a flushed and content expression. And a whole lot of affection. Sleep takes her too soon, but fighting it is of no use. He is like a comfortable rock against her side, keeping her grounded, making her feel secured and safe. And she instantly realises it is lacking once she starts to stir. Confused she blinks her eyes against the sunlight, only to really find Klaudius gone once she is able to look around. He has left her, without even allowing her to say goodbye. @[Klaudius] <3 How could I not reply? |