[slow] im here, but not

[Prism]

i lost my big sister and i couldn't handle anything for a while.
she struggled with addiction so bad, and for so long.
i've missed her for a very long time, but now that shes truly gone, it hits heavier
she was my very first friend and so gorgeous inside and out

ANYWAY. lighter notes ♥
i didn't mean to disappear there for a little bit and not say a word.
but yeah.
oof.


i'm feeling a little better, or at least in a position to write again
so i'm putting the active status up ♥

[Prism]

♥ updated

[Prism]

so as ya'll know my sister passed away in february. well i thought i was doing pretty good but i seem to have hit some sort of...rough patch. so anyway, i'm here, chemdog is still around and so are all the others but i'm few and far between for now. i'm trying to stay busy with work, and soon i'll be over this little depresso hump, until then though I'M SO SORRY ♥ you definitely can count on me to rely eventually, but heads up, it might be sporadic as fuck ♥♥




love you lots, all of you