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Ms. Nobody (explicit poetry) - Tiny - 05-10-2016
I attract attention
They beg for a imparted glance.
Not one dares to touch
They all gaze in awe.
I am nothing special
Nothing to set me apart
Listening to the world roll by
My gilded cage.
Longing, pure, desperate,
To touc, feel, see, understand
Everything
That is out there.
Reaching through the bars
I plead, beg,
For one of the onlookers-
Help me.
No such luck.
Until.
It's a handsome stranger
With the key that will open my cage
Our hands twine together
He sets me. Free.
Wrapping me up,
Dazzled by his smile,
One minute I'm on my own
The next locked in his arms.
He tells me of the wonders
Gives me reason to believe.
He shows me the horrors
He will keep me.
Safe.
Giving him the key to my gilded cage
Its then that he offers me
The sun, the moon, the stars,
In the dark safe and secure
It's a violent love that sends me to the moon above.
The sun comes up
He is still there
Something stings
Something that was there before
Now its missing.
I want to explore more
He reminds me it's not safe out there.
I look to my gilded cage
I wonder if I got to see more of the world from there
Rather than here.
I yell
I scream
I fight,
I'm trapped.
Oh
To be free.
But,
He's laughing,
At me.
Showing me the key.
Today
There is no darkness to hide my shame,
There is no moon,
Violent love bloody,
Lude.
Grief,
Shame, infection and sores,
Bruises bloody,
My mouth,
My ass,
I try to escape,
He looks to me and cries
I remember how he saved me,
The gilded cage.
I remember the horrors
They plague the world outside these walls.
Dead inside
The window pane cracked
He says it hurts him
How could I throw away the violent love we had?
The poisoned rain seeps in.
Rushing to his open arms
In the dark I am safe again.
Touching the stars,
I look to the streets.
There is no one there
No one to see the broken,
Bloody,
Me.
He leers at me
Scoffing
Telling me that I am nothing
I am warned
He knows,
The danger.
He can easily be for me.
I rush into his open arms
Begging for love
I count my blessings
While chained exposed to a wall.
Collared and whipped,
I am reminded
I asked, for this.
Now
My gilded cage
There is nothing special about me
I am Ms. Nobody
I am without a face.
Yearning for the bloody embrace.
I feel nothing
I see nothing
I look to the stars and beg
Give me the violent love
Give me that safe embrace.
Show me I am worth something.
No one cares,
No one ever will.
I am nothing to look at.
No more will strangers stare.
I am just like them
Innocence lost.
Yearning for a reason
To love
And to share.
There is no reason to care
I will forever be.
The nameless face in the crowd
A silent story
locked
In the gilded cage.
(Ehhh its shit, first poem had to write it for english. And yea dont know why I felt like posting it here.)