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no matter what we find there - Mesarez - 12-12-2021 Mesarez @frey RE: no matter what we find there - frey - 02-09-2022 What was she save for pitiful? The streamline of curses and insults that loop on repeat in the back of Frey’s mind remind her of what she has been and always will be: alone, angry, and cornered by fate. Finding that the night suits her the most, Frey often travels beneath the watery light of the moon. (That is, when she does travel. She may feel tragic but she does not possess tragedy’s signature restlessness.) While she is not so different from the wondrous and strange creatures that roam Beqanna, Frey harbors an alienation so deep inside of her that she feels safe amongst the night’s shadows. It has been years since she found a companion. So many years, in fact, that she was merely a babe then. The darkness saves her from her whirling thoughts, too. There’s a certain gritty appreciation she has for her protection in the night. No passing reflection in puddles or pools to startle her, no friendly nomad accosting her, no bright blue sky the exact color of her missing mother. Don’t you miss the idea of her? she thinks angrily, shaking her head. The lime of her eyes flashes with righteous heat as she spots the ghost. Frey comes to a complete halt, hardly breathing. There are many odd things to observe in her homeland, but never has she seen one quite like this. Just as she stops, the ghost’s head snaps around and locks her in place with his gaze. Frey hardly breathes as she notices how different yet alike they are. Ever the fighter, Frey draws her head high. “I’ve never seen anyone like you,” she says by way of greeting, tilting her head slightly to the right. @Mesarez RE: no matter what we find there - Mesarez - 02-12-2022 Mesarez @frey RE: no matter what we find there - frey - 02-24-2022 Though Frey often takes herself too seriously, she can’t repress the small smile that splits her lips when Mesarez offers a quick reply. She tilts her head subtly, now dragging her neon gaze over every part of his body she can see. Suddenly noting he is transparent, her cheeks heat and she sharply looks away. It’s not for disgust but for the intimacy of knowing where each vital organ resides. Where she might strike with her sharp fangs. Clearing her throat and blinking away the shock, Frey turns back to face Mesarez with a straight—but not entirely uninviting—face. “There aren’t many like me,” Frey states plainly, as if unique is not the compliment it's delivered as. She only knew vaguely of her father, the little snippets of words her mother offered before abandoning her. Scales, serpent, tail. There is so little she can recall, and yet she knows from those words that she is like him. It fills her with a longing she does not yet—and may not ever—understand. She's never met another that reminded her of him. To know the intricacies of another’s life. Their intimate ticks. Their gentility and their hostility. How one might predict their day just on how the weather is. Frey swallows back the tightness in her throat. There is so little she knows, and yet so much she knows she must mourn for. What are those ticks of her father? Of her mother? Did she have siblings to think of? Love is only a fairy tale spun on the wind of a distant nomad Frey doesn’t even engage with. Always in the shadows of the crowd, never within. She wonders where Mesarez might stand, amongst that crowd. She thinks he’d be welcome within them. “Yes,” Frey whispers. All the light empties from her face as she slowly lifts her tail and shakes the rattle. She peers harshly at Mesarez, flashing the slightest glimpse of her fangs. Wonders if he can infer the poisonous promise that lies within them. As quickly as she tenses, Frey releases her posture. “But you do not seem to pose a threat. My name is Frey,” she says as she chances a few steps closer, keen eyes locking onto Mesarez. “Are you a threat?” @Mesarez RE: no matter what we find there - Mesarez - 02-26-2022 Mesarez @frey RE: no matter what we find there - frey - 03-03-2022 There is a subtle buzzing building in Frey's head. As she watches Mesarez, the noise rises and rises, until it tickles down her scales in waves. She blinks rapidly, wondering what might happen if she succumbed to the wildness threatening her actions. There is something almost feral about the stranger, some subtle similarity between them that she can't quite put her finger on. Frey always imagined she inherited her impulsive streak from her mother. It's easy attributing all her negative attributes to a mother that abandoned her. She tucks her chin closer to her chest, suddenly fiercely protective of all the little imperfections so ready to reveal themselves. If Mesarez were to sense the lightning coursing through her, he might abruptly leave her, too. A raucous, anguished panic swells violently in Frey's chest, threatening to cut off her breath. If Mesarez had flashed his crocodile smile a second later, Frey would have fled before exposing the little pieces of her so fragile they're shattered by strangers. The dangerous points immediately grab Frey's focus. Her tail rattles in an instinctive response. She overcompensates for her panic by flashing sharp, serious eyes to Mesarez's gaze. Sufficiently curious, the little snake stalks closer to the pale ghost, the subtle hiss of her tail sounding like the warning it's meant to be. She is surprised by this stallion's mettle. How he thrives beneath the threat of danger. As if it means nothing. A sort of confidence Frey envies. Stopping a foot short of him, Frey stares before answering. "Do you want it to, Mesarez?" she asks bluntly, neon eyes shadowed and distant. She can't identify the warmth rolling in her gut, whether it be a craving for violence or a slight attraction to the man before her - or both. She knows more about fighting than flirting, and it shows. "Is that a threat?" she murmurs, though she doesn't sound nearly as angry or intimidating as she should. @Mesarez |