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I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Fyr - 08-31-2021 I am Heaven sent, don't you dare forget There is no denying his rags to riches story. From an unwanted child in the den to a prized prodigy under Aela’s watchful tutelage. She is not the only one molding him, the dark Prince had started spending more time with him as well recently although he isn’t sure why. He’s not sure what to make of the gold and onyx Fae. When he does something wrong with his fire (how does he know so much about flames when he had never seen the scaled man conjure his own?) his comments can cut to the quick of him and yet there are times when he thinks he can see pride somewhere in those smoldering eyes whenever he corrects his mistakes. He has enough sense to be able to tell behind that hard exterior that something is off. Obscene had never asked him before to not use his powers but had recently requested to not call on his ghostly souls when he was around. Not asked really. More of a demand. The colt had merely nodded solemnly, not having the courage to explain to the red-eyed stallion that they didn’t always listen. He wonders what has changed but keeps his mouth shut. It is tonight that he finds out why. She had come to him unbidden on a unforgivingly cold night, the stars and moon hiding behind dark clouds. Luckily Obscene is nowhere to be found when the soul gently wakes him. She is the youngest ghost he has seen so far and he wonders about her death as there are no visible signs on her transparent body. Not like the mare coated in her own silvery blood. She is gray and gold but it is her eyes that make him pause, that give him a sudden sense of understanding. He knows those eyes. She offers her name and he protectively keeps it for himself, having a strange sense of wisdom in hiding what he knows from the rest of the world. She is a kind thing he discovers. Kind and curious. So he begins to show her the life she had left behind, the life she had never gotten a chance to know. He is explaining the concept of snow (a fresh layer had recently fallen over the blooming hills) when he hears hoof steps behind him. The face he finds when he turns around is a familiar one and for a moment the spirit is forgotten as he steps close to Aela and bumps her muzzle with his own in warm greeting, nuzzling the only mother he has ever truly had. And then he pulls back, sheepish, remembering the transparent girl behind him. He glances down, unsure if Aela can see her or not, as he says softly. “Please don’t tell him.” fyr @Aela RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Aela - 09-06-2021 Aela and Obscene still meet to talk about the Pampas. They doused your soul in water, RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Fyr - 09-06-2021 I am Heaven sent, don't you dare forget He is soothed instantly by her reassuring gaze and he brightens visibly beneath it. There was nothing he loved more than to see the pleased look in her eyes when he did something right and so he always strived to at least be the best kind of terrible when it came to her. Whatever form or figure that may be. She asks about his friends and he smiles at her, relieved. Aela had never been anything but supportive when it came to his strange talents and oddities. When he had told her of the mottled colt in the midnight playground who had burned beneath his flames with no pain (how he had not apologized), she had seemed delighted by the story. Still, he is constantly torn between the natural pleasure his powers give him to the rather righteous moral code that seemed ingrained into the fiber of his being. This constant awareness of a devil and an angel on each shoulder, each pushing him a little further into confusion. Part of him feels badly for keeping a secret from the Prince who he felt slightly fond for. His dark presence was reassuring to the young colt, a red-eyed shadow that watched over him from a steady distance. There is a relief though in sharing with Aela the weight of his secrets. “She’s young, like me. She wants to see the world.” He says quietly, throwing his brilliant moon eyes towards the filly behind him that looked curiously back at mother and son. “She misses her mom and brother.” And here he throws a guilty look at Aela again. “And she misses the Prince.” He gazes back at his new soul friend with a furrowed brow and a slight frown. “I wish I could help them.” He states quietly, a wish he had longed for since he had first started seeing souls of the haunted. What was the point in being able to see them or talk to them when nobody else could? He wasn’t sure but yearned to discover the "why", to see if he ever could get to the knowledge of a souls purpose. As if catching his thoughts, the ghostly filly drifts towards him carrying one of the few frozen blooms that remained between transparent teeth. It floats towards him and soon finds itself tangled in his lengthening forelock. A token of faith and hope. fyr @Aela RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Aela - 09-08-2021 Aela no longer lingers in the inbetween. They doused your soul in water, @Fyr mother of the year right here RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Fyr - 09-09-2021 I am Heaven sent, don't you dare forget He has grown fond of the way Aela smooths the unruly strands of his wildfire mane, has found a peace in affection that seems to tame some of that defiant darkness in him. He can feel the way his mother thinks sometimes through the movements she presses against his neck. He can tell when she worries but he is quiet in case that worries her more. Aela is always an avid listener and she allows him the telling of the girls story as well as his own frustrations at his limitations. She makes space for his ghostly friend and he smiles at his mother, always relieved when she looked at him with pride for the things he could do unlike the dam who had birthed him. She asks him how he would want to help and he merely shrugs his small shoulder. “I don’t know. I don’t mind them but sometimes…” He hesitates as he looks back up at her. “Some of them scare me, Mom.” He admits quietly, thinking of the ones he tries to avoid. Stares-too-much. The bloody mare. A few others didn’t even have a name and the worst of all of them was simply a thing he called Terror for that was exactly what it was. “But she’s nice.” He says quietly, gesturing with his muzzle to where grass moved by itself and a few pebbles skitter across the earth. Mr. Silence had also been surprisingly helpful, having a fascination with fire himself. The soul would take a branch and fling it while the foal aimed and set it aflame. A fun trick. And perhaps useful some day. “And maybe the Prince wouldn’t be so sad if he could see her.” He says uncertainly, unable to fully deny his intuition. “Oh.” He suddenly exclaims. “I met a stallion that looked a lot like me." He looks up at her with excitement in his moonlit eyes. "He said he would help me with my powers." Of the starlit girl in the meadow he keeps as a selfish secret to himself. Not wanting to share her with anyone else just yet. fyr @Aela RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Aela - 09-22-2021 Eventually, Fyr would come across something to be afraid of. They doused your soul in water, @Fyr RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Fyr - 09-24-2021 I am Heaven sent, don't you dare forget Innocence is a foreign concept to the jaguar dappled colt. Perhaps there had been a brief moment of it, when he had taken his first breath of fresh air and freedom from the womb. Only to lose it when flames and objects spun around him and the moniker of “terrible” was placed heavily on his small shoulders. If Aela had not found him, his path may have been a darker, lonelier, one. One that held no sense of family, friends, or home. Instead, he learns how to control his powers instead of them controlling him. Now he knew Liesma, Sickle, and BoneBone. Now he had the Pampas and the sooted field of flowers that was his own. That darkness is still part of him, would perhaps always rest beside his bones, but there was so much light too. Aela’s words are a soothing balm on his insecurities. She always seems to know so much and the young colt is certain that she must be the wisest horse he’s ever met. Like her notions of “terrible” and the reminder to never apologize for who he was, he tucks away this piece of confidence as well. Nodding, he looks back up at her with his bright yellow eyes. “I’ll remember Mother.” He straightens himself, holding his head high as he obediently and politely takes her lesson to heart. “I’ll keep practicing.” Even when it’s scary, he thinks. She says nothing about the Prince and so he doesn’t speak further on it, picking up a small thread of tension when it comes to his mother and the black and gold stallion. Instead, he tells her of the golden man in the dark forest and he can’t help but wonder what she is thinking. Sometimes he can’t always tell. He frowns slightly at her question, tilting his head up at her. “I don’t think he wants anything….” He pauses, considering the memories he has of the future him. “His name is Firion.” He hesitates again, uncertain about revealing his true thoughts on the matter. Yet Aela had never shot him down or discouraged his questions or curiosity before and so he mumbles slightly as he glances away. “I think he might be me… Like a future me.” fyr @Aela RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Aela - 09-26-2021 "Can I tell you a secret?" his mother asks him. They doused your soul in water, @Fyr RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Fyr - 10-02-2021 I am Heaven sent, don't you dare forget There is nothing he wouldn’t do for her. If anyone ever tried to hurt her, he would call every dark soul he could upon them. He would set the world ablaze if it meant seeing that pride shining in her sky blue eyes. He is still so young, so impressionable, that he doesn’t realize that love can sometimes be toxic. He doesn’t know that one day, the ones he has come to care for (possibly love in other ways) might go against each other. The spotted colt is still ignorant to much of the world despite his own small tastes of its cruelty. He still has much to learn. A sense of comfort floods through him and he leans against her chest, burying himself into her soft golden coat and inhaling the soothing scent of wildflowers and smoke that he has come to recognize as hers. She tells him her secret and he nods against her, understanding that a task had been laid before him. The thought floats gently against his mind, not unlike the dark stirrings that bad souls use against him to feed his uncertainty, and he pulls away from her briefly to look up at her. “Where do I find the best of the best? I do not want to be weak.” He says with a slight frown, realizing he didn’t want to be weak as much as he didn’t want to be bad. It doesn't occur to him that Aela would look down on the beautiful magic of Liesma and her stars, would look at her as lesser than he. That in a world of powerful magic, he was something that could be reckoned with. None of that matters much though with what Aela says next. He is unsure of what to say, can’t deny the thought had crossed his mind before but he had smothered it into the darkness with the rest of his doubts. “Maybe.” He whispers, still holding on to his denial because he didn’t want to feel bad things. Plus, he liked Firion. Despite the strange and unusual things he could do that would make others run and scream, he found peace in the older stallions darkness. Different but recognizable to his own. “Maybe your right.” He finally says, looking back to his mother with open uncertainty. “I like him Mom. I want to get to know him. He can do terrible things too, the kind that others don't understand.” What he really wants to say is “I don’t want to chase him away.” He had been abandoned once before, the thought of it happening again is far too painful. It is easier to pretend that Firion is something else if it means he gets to know him, if it means keeping him in his life. fyr @Aela RE: I can feel your heart hanging in the air - Aela - 10-07-2021 It had surprised Aela, the profound feeling of love that Fyr inspired. That emotion had always been the one she had been most careful of, the one she almost always refused to project or replicate; it was a strong emotion, but it was volatile as well. For every situation that she might wield in her favor, there was always the risk that it would backfire and implode everything she was working towards. They doused your soul in water, @Fyr |