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the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - savior - 02-15-2021 SAVIOR you remind me who i was and who i want to be you remind me that though not whole, i'm not empty @[Wishbone] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - Wishbone - 02-23-2021 it's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed. you think you have to want more than you need; until you have it all you won't be free. and when you think more than you want, your thoughts begin to bleed. Tephra feels quiet without Svedka’s humor. She shares a kindred heart with her brother, a wilderness that has not been tamed by the ways of life. And their lives have been similar in many ways; the spirit of adventure has guided them, the emptiness of Death has swept them away, the sparkle of optimism has shimmered in their eyes. Without his presence the darkness feels even darker. Although she is beginning to meet the residents of Tephra, the majority of her time is spent in solitude. With Svedka gone, Warden is her only family within the volcanic kingdom. And he, too, has become a phantom. Wishbone had watched the way his stoic face grew even more serious, and she saw the light dim from his blue eyes. She has seen these signs before, even reflected back at her when she was thin and heavy beneath the weight of twins and the Plague. So she wanders Tephra without her brothers to keep her company. On this day, Wishbone decides to start a walk where the river flows into the ocean and travels upstream. The water winds through the jungle undergrowth, crossing lava flows and small waterfalls. It grows narrow and then widens again, and Wishbone spends most of her walk splashing through the shallows. As she rounds a bend in the river’s route, Wishbone spots the shape of another at the bank. His scent is unfamiliar, but Tephra lies plain on his skin. A smile winds across her dark purple mouth, and perhaps if the sun were out that smile would reflect the light. “Hello, stranger,” she calls out in a friendly tone. The purple mare moves close enough to see the details of the stallion’s face, and a bird conveniently swoops to land on a tree branch above their heads. This simple, ironic gesture makes her smile widen. “I’m Wishbone.” @[savior] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - savior - 02-25-2021 SAVIOR you remind me who i was and who i want to be you remind me that though not whole, i'm not empty @[Wishbone] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - Wishbone - 03-29-2021 it's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed. you think you have to want more than you need; until you have it all you won't be free. and when you think more than you want, your thoughts begin to bleed. Despite her knowledge of Tephra’s history and landscape, Wishbone has not called the volcanic kingdom home for very long. She can say Tephra is where she found her legs, where she discovered what it meant to be loved and encouraged. She can say Nerine is where she learned what independence truly meant. She knows the lands outside of Beqanna taught her how much she loves these familiar pieces of the world. But Wishbone has always felt like home was more of a feeling than a place. Her true home was found in the smell of sun and wind on Warrick’s wings, and the deep blue clarity of Wolfbane’s eyes, and in the wind-chapped faces of her Nerinian sisters. Perhaps it is her wandering spirit that leaves her untethered. Or maybe the broad grasp of her heart gives her too much room to feel secure in just one place. Tephra, Nerine, the wilderness, Ischia. They all blend together; her memories of the places are a kaleidoscope of faces she has once called home. Savior. It is a strong name, but it does not spark a memory. Wishbone’s knowledge of Tephra has a large, dark gap between her childhood and the present. And while Lilliana had filled her in on the most recent political activities, there is still much she does not know about her childhood kingdom. “I’ve been back for a little while now.” She is grateful she had come back just before the eclipse, though she is sure her feet would have found the black shores when the darkness descended anyway. Wishbone’s amber eyes find Savior, studying the lines of his face and wilting flowers tangled in his mane. “I grew up here when Warrick was king. Svedka and Warden are my half-brothers, actually.” She knows many families call the security of kingdoms home but avoid participating in politics. The purple pangare doesn’t blame them — Tephra is undoubtedly safer than any of the common lands. If she could have a second chance at children, Wishbone is confident she would raise them here. “And what about you? You strike me as a Tephra native.” @[savior] ...one month later RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - savior - 03-29-2021 Savior YOU REMIND ME WHO I WAS AND WHO I WANT TO BE YOU REMIND ME THOUGH NOT WHOLE, I’M NOT EMPTY @[Wishbone] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - Wishbone - 04-10-2021 it's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed. you think you have to want more than you need; until you have it all you won't be free. and when you think more than you want, your thoughts begin to bleed. It takes Wishbone a moment to think about her answer to Savior’s question. Her decision to remain in Tephra had been a quick one, and she isn’t entirely sure why she made it. At first, she had come to find Svedka — to tell him about the past few years of her life and to hear about the past years of his. Then she had stayed longer to meet Warden, and he had encouraged her to stay. So she had. Deep inside, Wishbone might admit that she hasn’t put herself back in Nerine because of the changes, because of her failure as Khalessi, because of her absence in society. Eventually, she settles by saying, “Warden did ask me to stay, but I missed being here.” Her amber eyes find the stream, watching the current slowly tug the water away from them. The vibrant colors of the lantern-bird reflect in the stream. It reminds Wishbone of the sun rising over the ocean, and her heart twists. “I know I would have come here once the darkness came if I wasn’t here already,” she admits. Savior’s explanation of his allegiances brings a smile to her purple face. Initially, because he confirms her assumptions about Tephra (they are a safe and protected kingdom) and secondly because she had been right in her judgment. A stranger in these lands would not seem as relaxed as Savior appears to be. “A protector, huh? What magic ties you to Tephra?” His question makes her pause again. Her feet have taken her many places, and Wishbone has only just begun to unravel the stories. She has spent years with the adventures tucked close to her heart… In fact, no one knew about her death until Svedka, and that retelling happened six years after her return to Life. Wishbone has always shared freely, but at this moment, she suddenly recognizes the fact that she doesn’t have many friends. Her closest ones have either died or killed. “I used to lead Nerine,” she begins, “but I was young, and the crown didn’t fit right. So I left and explored beyond Beqanna for a while. Eventually, I stayed in Ischia with someone who gave me two daughters and then drowned me in the ocean.” Wishbone’s throat used to tighten up when she thought about that day — the saltwater crowding her lungs, filling her up and pulling her down all at once — but now she is confident. Her death is a part of her stories, another lesson learned. “I died, and after six years, I made it back to life. It took me a while to process what happened, but after another six years, I came back here.” @[savior] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - savior - 04-20-2021 Savior YOU REMIND ME WHO I WAS AND WHO I WANT TO BE YOU REMIND ME THOUGH NOT WHOLE, I’M NOT EMPTY @[Wishbone] RE: the dreams they'd been living, wishbone - Wishbone - 05-26-2021 it's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed. you think you have to want more than you need; until you have it all you won't be free. and when you think more than you want, your thoughts begin to bleed. Savior explains his birthright, and Wishbone wonders what he feels, knowing what his purpose is. She’s always thought there is a purpose for everyone, but she’s never assumed they’ve all known what it was. Most of the time, it seems their purpose is only discovered once the time has already passed. When they can reflect and realize how the stones of life have turned to pave the way. Wishbone can’t say she’s a protector in the same way Savior is, but she knows there is a bigger purpose for her ferocity and wilderness and optimism. His heroism is not lost on her; whether he has had to protect Tephra yet or not, she can imagine the responsibility of knowing he is born to protect the kingdom can be heavy. The purple mare has always been willing to die for what she loves, whether family or kingdom, and she remembers when that weight had been difficult to bear as a child. It was one reason why she left Nerine; the responsibility of protecting lives was too heavy for her young spirit. Wishbone’s head dips as she says, “Thank you for your bravery and service, Savior.” Her eyes are warm at his words after her story. She doesn’t tell him for pity, and nor does she feel ashamed of it. Each experience is an important part of her life. “It almost ruined me,” she says thoughtfully, “but I’m grateful for the experiences I’ve had, as hard as they’ve been.” Wishbone drops her mouth to the stream, enjoying the brisk taste on her tongue. When she raises her head, her gaze peers into the darkness surrounding them. “Now, I’d love to see some of your favorite places of our home.” @[savior] |