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and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - weed - 07-19-2020 Weed has not desired to return to this land in so long. for so long have my teeth held my tongue from a venomous voice @[Straia] RE: and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - Straia - 07-26-2020 sometimes we want what we want -- Ah, well, there is one other. Like him, she is much changed and yet the same. She is still recognizably herself, though she has been made into so much more than the mare he one knew. He finds her because she wants to be found by him, because she can sense him as he returns to Beqanna and calls the plants to him, as he has always done. She had never been able to sense him before, but her power is greater now than it once was. Back then, she’d always been easy to find, for she’d always been in the Chamber. Funny, how her name on his lips breaks something open inside her. It does not show, but she hadn’t even known there was anything left capable of breaking. ”Weed,” she says in that smoky voice of hers, her amber eyes finding his for a moment before she closes the distance, something possessive and possessed in the gesture as she nips at his mane, careless of the plants that do not hurt her anyway. ”Burned but for the memory of it,” she purrs into his skin before stepping away. “This Beqanna is but a shell of her former self, and yet, somehow I find myself tied to the magic of the land inextricably.” -- straia the raven queen @[weed] RE: and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - weed - 08-09-2020 It feels like stepping into something worn and familiar. Something formed to the shape of him, the threads of it softened by time and use. He is not a sentimental man, but he can appreciate the comfort of it, the way that it feels to have her step near him as she had always done—the scent of her like a remembered dream. And yet. Yet, it is not familiar at all because she is not as she was. She is something new entirely. for so long have my teeth held my tongue from a venomous voice RE: and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - Straia - 08-19-2020 sometimes we want what we want -- He presses closer to her as well, and she allows herself the pleasure of leaning into him. The thrones wrapped around him prick her skin as she allows it, and she does not mind the bits of pain. They are bits of him, after all. If there was anyone in this world capable of causing her pain, it was him (not that she would ever admit such a thing). ”Am I not?” she asks, her voice a bit thoughtful. Once she had been tied to the Chamber. Now she was tied to Beqanna. All she was belonged to the land that had given birth to her power. She’d been something without the magic, but with it...well it was hard to deny that she was not something extraordinary with it. ”It is so much more than a land. I can feel it, something alive and primordial, beyond even my understanding.” The heart of it was the mountain, but the whole of it was Beqanna. Something deep and ancient. Something more than they could ever hope to grasp. His next sentiment though brings that smile to her lips, something cruel and calculating. ”I wonder if that is why I was given such a gift. To remake Beqanna into what it should be. For this is not it.” Though that seems like an unlikely dream, Straia has always reached far higher than she should. His teeth graze down her neck, and she shivers slightly at his touch, arching into him rather than away. How she missed him. There had been children by Warship in her life, yes, though Warship had been a means to an end and nothing more. They could have all been Weed’s children, had he been around enough to offer such a thing. She is an old mare now and yet...and yet the possibility crosses her mind and they dance together once again. He does not let the distance between them stay, and this time, she does not move away. Instead, she changes the world around them, she takes them home. Pine forests spring to life, replacing the worthless forest they stand in now. Mist clings to their hooves, winds arounds their legs. Beneath their feet drums the steady rhythm of a heart. ”Always,” she murmurs, turning her head to nip at his neck. A truth. A truth that has always been true but never been said. Perhaps death has changed her, made her just slightly more willing to admit. At least this. At least to him. -- straia the raven queen @[Weed] RE: and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - weed - 08-23-2020 They come together like tendrils of smoke, although he can feel the heat of her flames dancing along the ground beneath them, burning up near their bellies, threatening to reach for their throats. He delights in the violence underneath the whispers of it—the gentleness that gets chewed up by the need and the darkness, the way that they could never be soft with one another for long, could never lean into the sweet. for so long have my teeth held my tongue from a venomous voice RE: and you will witness what the fire can undo; straia - Straia - 09-11-2020 sometimes we want what we want -- Not that she minds. Eventually he steps away, surveying the Chamber of her memory. Perhaps it is imperfect, though she suspects her memory of it is as true a memory as anyone could create. The Chamber had been her first love, her only true love in some ways (for all that she cared for Weed, she had cared for the Chamber above even her own children). She lets him go, surrounded now by the pine forests she had known so well, comforted by the beating of Atrox’s heart, false though it may be, beneath her feet. "No, I would not,” she says, voice thoughtful. ”Some things, once lost, cannot truly be reclaimed.” The Beqanna they once knew is gone. Straia could not make the fairies return magic to Beqanna as it once had been. Even if she could, it would never truly be the same. There were too many that belonged to this new Beqanna and they could not understand that which they never have. Still, she could create something better. ”But I would create something akin to it. All the lands here are the same. What of the Deserts we once knew, or the Amazons? What happened to kingdoms that stood for something?” Yes, even she can appreciate kingdoms that were not her own. The Amazonian women were pesky thorns in her side, as were the goodie goodies in the Deserts. Still, they had put up a fight. Still, they had believed in something more than just living. ”I would remake the Chamber, in a fashion. The pine forests, at least. Perhaps Atrox will grow me a new heart…” she grins at that, matching his own wicked gleam. ”But the rest? I want others to join in. I want to give them purpose again.” She would ask. Ask them what world they wanted to create and then help them all create something better. -- straia the raven queen @[weed] |