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abashed the devil stood, and felt how awful goodness is; lupine - abashed - 12-01-2018 abashed did not feel so good. Her little body was wracked with shivers and her nose was dripping. She reached a paw up to rub the drip away and wobbled on her other three feet, yelping softly as she lost her balance and fell. She landed hard on her side with a grunt that ended in a pained little whimper, and the impact knocked her into a coughing fit. Tears welled up in her soft blue eyes, and she curled in on herself, a miserable little ball of black and ghosty-grey that made just a hint of a spotty pattern on her coat. She wanted to go home. She wanted to curl up in the dark with Momma and snuggle and cry, wanted Momma to lick her face and hold her close and fuss over her and tell her everything was gonna be okay. Probably Momma would yell at her to stop making so much noise with that goddamn cough and tell her to go away though. abashed rested her head on her paw, barely even noticing it was covered in blood from her not-just-runny nose. With another soft little whine, she rubbed her nose against her paw again, and yep, more blood. Well. Yep. She burst into pathetic tears, big awful ones that rolled down her cheeks and spilled onto the ground and turned her into a puddle of sad tears and icky nose blood, too gross for cuddles or snuggles or fussing over anyhow. The crying made her snotty and ickier still, and she sniffled too hard and gagged on the blood and gook that dripped down her throat, and the gagging triggered another coughing fit. Maybe she should just lay here instead of trying to get home. She didn’t remember how to anyhow, and Momma wouldn’t want her around, spreading her germs and getting her sick too. Plus it sounded like too, too much work to get up and try and find home anyhow. The island sure had gotten big, lots bigger than she remembered, and she was all turned around anyhow. So she closed her eyes and rested her head on her paws and just curled up in a pathetic little ball of grossness where she’d fallen. ((I'm so sorry I'm so icky, pls forgive me and come play anyhow, Loopy. /sob)) RE: abashed the devil stood, and felt how awful goodness is; lupine - Lupine - 12-07-2018 I was born without this fear It had taken him a few days to regain his bravery after he’d so nearly become a midday snack for the wolves. The wolf-man had saved him, but he’s still not entirely certain her trusts him. He is so stern and angry sometimes, with no room for fun. Pyxis at least is comfortable and safe. Not mommy, that’s for sure. But she kinda reminds him of her sometimes, and he supposes that’s ok. Now only this seems clear Lupine RE: abashed the devil stood, and felt how awful goodness is; lupine - abashed - 12-26-2018 abashed was feeling very icky. Her tummy hurt, and her nose was oozing blood and snot and grossness, and getting up felt like about the worst idea in the whole of the world. But a mew even tinier than hers sounded up above her head, and she turned her face up to look. “Hello?” she croaked out, and it turned into a cough so hard it hurt her throat. But the teensy baby mew mewed again, and this time she spotted him up in the tree, stuck and crying for help. “Oh!” Her bleary eyes widened and she groaned and dragged herself to her feet. “It’s okay! I’ll come save you!” Or she would try, at least. Her cough wracked her body again, and she almost fell right back to the ground. Somehow, though, she managed to stay standing, and she stumbled over to the trunk of the tree. “I’m real good at climbing!” she promised, and it was true enough most days. When her legs weren’t shaking and she wasn’t feeling woozy. But the littlest mew needed help, and what could she do but try? So she sank sharp little claws into the trunk of the tree and started climbing, doing her best to ignore the way her limbs started shaking almost immediately. Exhaustion had her fighting to cling to the bark less than halfway up, but she pushed herself on, following that sad, lonely little mew. I’m coming, she promised silently, needing every breath too desperately to say it out loud. But by the time she got to the top, it was all she could do to claw her way onto the branch and collapse into a heap of baby fluff, panting, her whole body shaking. “I dunno if I can get us down yet,” she said, her throat tightening as tears rose to well up in her eyes. “I’m sorry. I’m not a very good helper.” She really wasn’t any good at anything, was she? So dumb, she knew that too. Should’ve known better than to think she could actually help. She sniffled pathetically, and just gagged on the ick that dripped down the back of her throat when she did. Ugh, she was awful, and she shouldn’t have bothered to try. She squeezed her eyes shut like she could pretend herself away to go hide in the dark somewhere cozy and tight and good for hiding in, tears rolling down her cheeks. “Sorry I’m so useless.” RE: abashed the devil stood, and felt how awful goodness is; lupine - Lupine - 03-06-2019 I was born without this fear Whatever he had been expecting, it certainly hadn’t been to have her climb the tree to join him. He watches wide-eyed as she digs her claws into the rough bark of the trunk before hoisting herself weakly upwards. He squirms back along the branch until he reaches the wider base, peering worriedly over the edge as she climbs. Now only this seems clear Lupine I'm sorry i'm literally the worst D: loopy was hiding for a while :/ |