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i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Lepis - 09-07-2018 Far to the east, the horizon begins to lighten. It is the faintest of changes, a bit of charcoal against the black, but as I blink my stormcloud eyes, I see it. A bit of steam obscures it for a moment, but I take a step forward in the knee deep water of the hot spring and once more have an unobstructed view of the eastern edge of the kingdom. I am standing in my favorite pool, and the length of my wings are held just loose enough that the tips of their longest feathers barely brush the water. I know from experience that it is not the best to drink, but the combination of salt, fresh water, and geothermal heat have made the pool around me a veritable menagerie of life even in the dead of winter. At my feet swim silvery fish, and the quick flick of a lizards tail disappearing into the grass follows the loud chirrup of a cricket. It is not often that I find myself in the company of another at this hour. Before Hyaline, I’d have been beside Delta or Arthas - often both. Now though, my son is grown and my husband is King of Sylva. I should be there, some part of me knows, steadfast behind the dapple grey stallion. But I linger in Loess still, inexplicably torn between the two. Yet despite the late hour - perhaps early hour now, I realize, I recognize the sound of hooves. Pulling in my wings more tightly against my sides, I glance in the direction of the sound, my blue ears flicking curiosity as I try to pick out a shape in the darkness. RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Wolfbane - 09-09-2018 WOLFBANE || The Pirate Lord of Loess || @[Lepis] has some essplanin' to do xD RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Lepis - 09-14-2018 I’d been expecting to see a dappled grey figure, and so for a moment I stare blankly at the striped stallion. He seems equally surprised to see me as well, so it is likely that my moment of hesitation goes unnoticed, especially since a smile comes a moment later as a gust of winter wind clears away the steam. “I was worried you might throw a party if I gave you too much warning,” I reply. Tossing a damp strand of mane from my face, I wade through the shallow water until we are closer. Sound carries easily across these hills, and I’ve no desire to rouse those horses that are fortunate enough to still be sleeping at this early hour. His glance across my hide is not missed, but the memory of times I have been unharmed are not yet ancient history, and a lighthearted jest about that particular topic is not something I’m ready for. Not yet, at least, though I do offer a reassuring smile as I spread my undamaged wings in a silent assertion that: Yes, I’m fine. Another chilly gust cause me to draw them closer again, and I glance to the side pensively for only a moment before stepping to the right, toward the center of the pool. The water is deeper here, and it closes over my back with a small wave. Hyaline might have had glorious mountains vistas and splendid snowfall, but their lack of hot springs had made for a miserably cold two months of captivity. The water seeps between the feathers of my wings, but the weight is comforting, if only because I feel secure at last in my own home. “Ilma offered me a deal.” I answer, and for a moment it seems like that might be all I have to say. Wolfbane will want otherwise, of course, so I don’t pause for long. Just enough to be mischievous, I hope. “It wasn’t a very good one though, so I took Princess Valdis on my way out. I thought Kagerus and Solace might be more inclined to sweeten the pot if we tossed their daughter in as well.” Now I pause, clearly rather pleased with myself and what I’ve accomplished. It’s not exactly what we had planned in the air over the River, but I had been forced to utilize rather limited resources and an overzealous cat. RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Wolfbane - 09-16-2018 WOLFBANE || The Pirate Lord of Loess || @[Lepis] RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Lepis - 09-16-2018 An inheld yawn wrinkles the edges of my mouth, and I must shake my damp head a few times to clear the weariness from my mind. It is difficult to focus, and yet this is how I have felt for the past week, unable to rest despite the exhaustion that weighs on me. A few minutes is all I ever get before I wake, either from a detailed nightmare or simply panicked without cause. We are closer now, and as the dawn begins to warm the edge of the horizon it occurs to me that he might see this about me, and worry. So I turn away, and miss the visceral reaction he has to my mention of a deal. I am watching the sun creep into the sky, and have only his words to indicate his response. Had I been facing him, seen the tension in his shoulders, perhaps I might have been more concerned with my reaction. "She told me I could visit home for a night, and that if I stayed, Loess would be in Hyaline's debt for the rest of the year." The white mare had offered an alternate, and though I had considered it briefly, it was far less interesting. It had included returning to Hyaline and remaining under constant surveillance. I have had enough eyes on me in my lifetime that such a deal would never be acceptable. "The other option involved waiting for more important people to sort it out while I waited under constant guard." More important being himself, Kagerus, and Solace of course. I wonder if Wolfbane suspects how much that grated - the fact that I was not important enough to negotiate my own freedom. He might, I think, and glance back over my damp shoulder. He is no longer smiling. My fault. My reaction is swift: wings drawn up tight and a step to the side to better center my weight. There's no chance of escape with sodden wings, but by the time I throttle my instinctive fear I have remembered who he is, and where I am. Still in Loess, still safe. The projected calmness is held on a tight leash, and I've gained control of my emotions in the time between beats of startled heart. "I thought taking Valdis might remind them how we feel about being indebted." @[Wolfbane] RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Wolfbane - 09-16-2018 WOLFBANE || The Pirate Lord of Loess || @[Lepis] he still loves her, promise <3 RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Lepis - 09-16-2018 Perhaps it is the cold, or my exhaustion, or maybe some combination of the two. Whatever the cause, it nips at my temper in an uncommon way. Rather than duck my head for a scolding - which, perhaps might have been a better choice - I release the calm I'd held around myself with a sharp snort. "I didn't break my word." Ilma had frequently accused me of being unreasonable, and the white mare wasn't wrong. I have never been easily broken, and that is as much a result of my innate stubbornness as it is well-practiced control. I consider telling him I plan on keeping her, that I won't be going with them to Hyaline, that there are a thousand things I might have done to put Loess in true danger and that inviting a child on a trip is certainly not one of them. The tightness in his voice encourages these urges, the way he refuses to look at me as though I've committed some unforgivable sin. The wise voice telling me to apologize grows weaker as the light around us grows stronger. The golden stallion tells me I've added insult to injury, and the scowl that has been building on my thin face grows sharper. "You missed your calling," I tell him. "You'd have made an excellent Storyteller with that flare for the dramatic." It's not the response he'll be expecting, I know, but it is a compromise that I am willing to make. Stay true to myself - the mantra echoes. "No one's been injured or ripped away. She doesn't even know she's been stolen yet. I told her I'd introduce her to Castile, her father." An apology should be next, of course, and a promise to do better in the future. "You can keep your reputation intact." Well, that certainly wasn't an apology. "Tell them Sylva went rogue, that I stole the princess to get even for my time spent captive." It's not something I would ever do, of course; the entire idea of keeping captives is nauseating. "That's something a queen of the evil kingdom would do, isn't it?" @[Wolfbane] idek where this is going <3 RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Wolfbane - 09-16-2018 WOLFBANE || The Pirate Lord of Loess || @[Lepis] -all the twisty loops of emotion- RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Lepis - 09-16-2018 "I'm not going to apologize." I tell him as I move toward the edge of the pool, having abandoned my efforts to squarely meet his eyes. The last time I had made a diplomatic misstep, by wings had been broken as punishment. While I know that will not happen again, logic has no effect on the aversion to admitting fault. I might be wrong, but I certainly won't be admitting as much to the Hyaline. I'd never given Ilma that satisfaction and I've no intention of kowtowing to her queens either. I place a hoof on dry land a few yards from where Wolfbane stands and the rest of me soon follows. My wings stream water in a thousand feathered rivulets, and I caste a long glance from them to Wolfbane as if to question the wisdom of even a short flight. The glance is exaggerated and overdone, as have been the vast majority of my emotions this morning, but sarcasm is certainly an improvement from the vitriol of moments ago. "She's just over there," My navy nose gestures over the nearest hill, where I'd left the piebald princess after our short flight from the mountains. "Why don't you just go tell her to fly away home without me?" I ask as I stretch out my far wing, shaking away the water in quick flicks. To shake out the near wing would involve soaking Wolfbane in his current position, so I extend it slowly in warning of what is to come. My physical actions seem to contradict the question that I've just asked; I most certainly seem to be preparing for flight. "It wasn't hard to convince her to come with me. She thinks she's my guard; I couldn't leave Hyaline without one as far as she knows." It's a sobering reminder that I need to be careful with Delta, lest the bold colt think himself an adult too soon and get himself into a situation he is not fit to handle. "Shall I perform the introductions, your royal majesty?" I ask with unnecessary formality, slipping as easily into good humor as I had descended into bad. I look over at him with a single raised brow, clearly amused with myself. @[Wolfbane] RE: i feel a bad moon rising; anyone - Wolfbane - 09-17-2018 WOLFBANE || The Pirate Lord of Loess || @[Lepis] this is short, I’m sorry :| |