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Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - Amorette - 04-22-2018 With the meeting concluded, it is time to silently slip away. Not to leave Tephra, she hopes to not have to leave the volcanic land in quite some time. She honestly cannot say that the lockdown is a bad thing. The reason behind it is, but it makes perfect sense that Warrick is doing anything he can to keep Tephra safe. He hasn’t failed Tephra. Not like Amore did herself. The guilt is enough reason for her to slip away quietly. She knows she has been seen – it hadn’t been her goal to hide herself after all – but knowing that Warrick’s words must cause some havoc, the ebony woman is pretty sure that nobody would notice her leave. Why would they? She’s just one of the many faces, and a lot of those who had been gathered don’t even know her. And so Amorette slips away, absolutely certain that she has some time for herself. Time she should use to figure out how, and when, to approach Warrick. That much she owes him. Her legs carry her to the beach. Not the place where she usually was to be found, but perhaps that is why she favours it over her previous favourite places. What could she say? The sounds of crashing waves and seagulls calms her, strangely enough, and the soft breeze is just a pleasure to enjoy. That nobody would think to come and find her here is just a complimentary effect. Amorette ends up on the beach, ankle deep in the sea, as the waves gently roll over them. This time it isn’t to sooth aching joints, but to simply enjoy. No one needs an excuse to enjoy one of the many pleasures in life. @[wound] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - wound - 04-25-2018
credit to nat of adoxography. @[Amorette] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - Amorette - 05-13-2018 She takes no pride in the way she had left Warrick to fend on his own, and her self-grudge had only grown once she had learned about all the things that had happened during her absence. Three, out of the six, Beqannan kingdoms had a change of leader, of which one of them problematic and the other two could proof themselves to be just as dangerous. They hadn’t stolen just one, not two, but as much as three of Tephra’s habitants. It was no wonder that Warrick had placed Tephra, and her habitants, on lockdown. Amorette had not expected anyone to really notice her, let alone to follow her once she had taken her leave. Clearly she hadn’t kept to herself enough, or perhaps Wound is as observing as you’d expect of the Head of Peace. Her right ear turns into Wound’s direction, followed by a dark eye as Amore slightly bends her neck to glance back across her shoulder, then dips her head in a silent greeting, acknowledging the friend’s presence. Her gaze, after quickly looking Wound over to make sure the greying silverbay mare is okay, is quick to move away again. She is unable to look at Wound’s features for more than a few seconds, afraid of what she would see, or what Wound would read on Amore’s own face. For a while the silence stretches, and although it is all but comfortable, the ebony woman does not know what to say. There are so many things she does want to say, from apologizing to telling her own struggles to discussing the recent happenings. But instead of any of that, a more simple question slips past her lips. “How are you, … Wound?” @[wound] Sorry for the wait <3 RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - wound - 05-20-2018
credit to nat of adoxography. @[Amorette] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - Amorette - 05-22-2018 She is grateful. Wound speaks easily, tells her some of the pleasurable things that have happened. It comes to a surprise to the ebony woman that there also had been good things she has missed, but she is not less glad about it. And with this, she can relate. “I’m sure she will make you, and Tephra, proud” she tells her friend with an encouraging smile, and she surprises herself that she even reaches out to lightly touch Wound’s shoulder in silent support. She knows how heart it is for a mother’s heart to be away from her child. And in her case she had only herself to blame. The truth in Wound’s words make Amorette chuckle lightly, but she isn’t sure if the sound sounds joyful or heart-wrenching. She nods nonetheless, her gaze directed at the horizon again, because looking at Wound is too painful. And she, still, is afraid of what she would see. “You are a great mother, you’ve done wonderful with Wishbone..” It is not a lie, but Amore’s heart hurts at the truth that she cannot say the same about herself. The pause in their conversation is awkward, at least to Amore, as she can’t speak for Wound. It stretches longer after Wound is finished speaking. Somewhere along the lines Amore’s eyes had closed, and the ebony woman does all she can to keep her breathing calm and easy, though she feels the tears ready to be spilled again. “I’m sorry.. Wound.. I’m so, so sorry..” For not being here. For abandoning Tephra. For failing everyone. For everything in general. But then, much softer, but genuine, as her voice reveals the tears that are on the edge of falling. “I.. I have missed you too. And everybody else.” Slowly her eyes open, and before she even knows it her dark eyes are searching Wound’s gaze. Her lips are drawn in a thin line, her eyes glazed over by unshed tears. “I’ve been such a fool..” she admits, shaking her head as if she still can’t believe it herself. “Stupid enough to let a man rule my mind, and heart.” @[wound] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - wound - 05-25-2018
credit to nat of adoxography. @[Amorette] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - Amorette - 05-27-2018 A soft, trembling sight escapes past her lips when Wound’s nose gently touches her shoulder. Grateful – both for the gesture and the fact that Wound isn’t too upset with her – she leans into it, her weight shifting ever so slightly as the waves still roll against their legs. Soft sobs escape past her lips, and all she can do is cry and shake her head. She had failed Byrne, and it is his good right to blame her for it. “I failed him..” she murmurs, leaning heavily into Wound’s shoulder now as her cheek is pressed against the bay mare’s neck. “I.. I failed you all..” Failed myself. It adds to her grief, but saying the words out loud helps. It opens the floodgates, but all the says she no longer carries upon her shoulders. And Wound, as a true friend, forgives her. Amorette feels pressured by it, knowing she has wronged her friend, and yet is so easily forgiven. However, that does not mean she is not glad for it. “Th-thank you..” she manages to get out in between her sobs. Wounds words hold a bitter truth to them. Though her friend brings it as a joke, they both knows it is more than just that. She reaches out, offering her silver bay friend her dark nose in silent support. “The devil itself..” she murmurs, a half smile tugging on the corners of her lips through her tears. Amore then sighs, and shakes her head, to glance at the horizon again. Her muzzle soon finds Wound’s skin again, secretly leaning on the mare’s presence more than she should. But right now, Amore is weak, and Wound has become her rock in this wild world. “I am staying..” It is an easy question to answer. Her heart skips a small beat, and she relaxes ever so slightly. “Tephra is my home.. I want to be here.” Even if he is here. Her gaze searches Wound’s again, stomach tightening in a way that is not good. For a moment Amore studies the fellow diplomat. “He.. He is back too..” Not that it is a secret who Byrne’s father is. His flaming crest and tail are a clear sign of his linage. @[wound] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - wound - 06-04-2018
credit to nat of adoxography. @[Amorette] RE: Quand on n'a que l'amour - Wound - Amorette - 06-06-2018 Not just two women, or simply two mothers, they are two friends standing side by side on Tephra’s blackened shore. Usually supportive of one another, but today one being a rock for the other. Amorette is more than grateful that Wound offers herself up like that, not knowing when she might be able to return to favour. Now, she does not know that she would sooner rather than later, in a situation darker than she would ever have been able to imagine. The soft words make her smile through her tears, and Amore’s muzzle finds the silvery bay’s cheek as a silent thank you. She does want to stay, and she does want to be strong for Tephra. The volcanic land is her beloved home, and the goodness in her heart drives her to selfishly give herself to the kingdom. Like that, she also blames herself for being weak. “I’m home..” she says softly, again with a small smile. She wouldn’t want to deny Levi his home either, Tephra is for all who need her. But that does not mean that his presence is easy. Her gaze find the ocean again, and for the first time since her return Amorette can relax. Just a little, but it is a start. Her tears dry and her breath evens, and together with them some of the tension slips from her muscles. A good cry really does help. Leaning into Wound’s gentle touch, the friendly kiss on her crest, the ebony woman sighs softly. Lids close over wet eyes, and rolls her shoulders lightly. “I know” she murmurs softly, the previous silence between them not uncomfortable. She knows Wound’s promise is not empty, she knows she can rely on the silver woman. “It is the same for me..” she says, eyes opening to find Wound’s gaze. “Being here for you, I mean.” Because what are friends if you would not be able to rely on one another? These things don’t only go in one way, it is something mutual, and it will always find its balance again. “Thank you.” @[wound] |