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a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Femur - 12-07-2017 I love the way you rake my skin, I feel the hate you place inside. Femur wakens;She is not quick to blink the sleep from her eyes. Is trying to savor the sensation of the dream that is something between floating weightlessly and gasping for air. Like drowning and orgasming at the same time. It felt a little like flying and she went up, up and up through the air and the clouds until she was on a level with the stars then she hurtled forward with the speed and grace of a comet until smashing up against a brilliant barrier of stardust. Beyond it lay a nebula of blue and purple that seethed and writhed as if with a life all its own. Mesmerized, she could not look away even as she began to fall back into herself from a very great height.
When she woke, she was alone as usual - he had his patrols to do and she never accompanied him on these. He’d slip away and slip into his wolf shape and the shadows would take him from her sight until she was left with the afterimage of blue burned against her retinas - like staring too long at a flame, and she’d stare long after to make sure he’d gone for sure. But after a few moments of gathered thought and repeated breath, she’d find herself and hoist herself up from the ground to feel a strange itch lick along her bones.
It seemed to be a remnant of the dream and she thought maybe she had tiny comets racing through her bloodstream. If so, it was the kind of disease she’d love to have - fireballs singing through every artery and vein. Really, it was just how on fire and restless she felt. Which was something she resolved to remedy as soon as possible so she sought the shore as she often did and noticed the tide was high which meant a challenging swim to get to the other side. She met that challenge head on and flung herself into the fierce waves that sought to fling her back upon the shore she ached to leave behind.
Femur ground her teeth together, the tip of her fangs mashing into the corners of her bottom lip and drawing tiny beads of blood to the surface of her skin. The tide took them away, as if these minute offerings could calm the sea’s rage and indeed it seemed to do as the waves delivered her upon that opposing shore with a much gentler grace than before. She was swept up and carried then deposited upon shaking legs onto the sand that grew firmer and firmer the farther from the sea she stepped. But where to go from here? That was the question that pawed at her soul and her brain as her black gaze cast about for some sign of what next.
Then she began walking, still not sure of the direction but somehow guided or shunted forth by bursts of warm wind that blew smells into her nostrils - smells of babies and despair that caused her to snort back in distaste. This isn’t what she had come here for but the moment she caught sight of it, she knew her purpose. Divined it from the glimpse of blue roan and purple that moaned and shuddered in the grass just ahead of her. Whatever it was looked like it was dying as she crept close, turning invisible at the last possible moment before the thing could catch sight of her.
It was a colt!
Left alone!
The shock ripped through her --
Not because it was alone or small enough to stomp the brains out of with her hooves but because it looked in her direction as if it knew. Seemed to pin her there with a stare that she knew, the green of it too familiar to discount - his eyes, Longclaw’s. She had known he’d had others beneath him, had tastes that needed to be sated and she did not begrudge him this one bit as she looked upon this colt that could only be his from the blue of his speckled skin to the green of his eyes that swam inside her skull and knocked around, looking to get further inside her until she could not get the colt out of her mind.
She sniffed the air; any scent of a mother had long since cooled and gone stale.
How could a mother leave her child like that? Curled up, unprotected, expossed to the elements like an offering…
Take him.
Came the whisper into her brain. Loud enough to shock her out of her invisible state though it seemed not to matter, he knew she was there though how he knew, she did not know. He seemed hyper aware, perhaps because he was alone? Perhaps because he knew that if he stayed like this, he’d be no better than a meal for the wolves if wolves were the first thing to find him. Other terrors lurked about, could make him into piecemeal for the worms and the dirt at their feet.
Take him.
Femur looked warily around her, saw no mare in the vicinity of the colt that might impede her from her task at hand. (The longer she stared at him, the longer she saw the nebula in her dream - purple and blue, blue and purple, stars bursting in her brain that made her do what she did - take him! Take him! Take him!) So the overo stole over the grass towards him, lowered her head to his purple-tipped ear and whatever she said to him went unchallenged, made him get up and cling to her side, swaying from his want of milk and mothering.
With a nip from her teeth that meant they had no time here in this place to linger lest his mother discovered him at her side, she hastened him off and led him back to the shoreline. The sea still roared but had drawn back a bit, enough so that she shunted him forth and harried him across the lowering tide until she had to drag him up onto the sands of Tephra with her teeth snagged tight in his mane. “Get up.” she said, no love lost there though it had eaten a wormhole into her heart the moment she’d seen him and realized he was Claw’s, that he was her last night’s dream come to fruition and form in a way that she had not expected.
“Get up.” she implores him, gentler now as the colt struggles to his feet and shakes the salt and sea off his skin. Femur does not shake these things from her skin - the hot air will dry her, stiffening her fur that neither the fingers of the wind nor the teeth of her mate can comb through but she has no care for that, not as the colt looks at her with his green eyes and she herds him onward, towards the wolf’s den in the meranti tree. She’ll hide him there, until Claw comes back from his daily patrols then reveal to him her dream - the child that did not take in her belly but another’s, the child that is now theirs, for Femur has stolen him from the place in which he lay, awaiting his mother.
Even now, she is certain that mother is becoming but a memory as the colt looks back at her over his thin speckled blue shoulder with the beginnings of trust in his gaze. The only thought she has left in her brain is this, he looks like a wildling. Unbeknownst to her, Femur has just named their newfound (stolen!) son. Femur @[Longclaw] didn't come out as I had planned but it's better than nothing! <3 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Longclaw - 12-07-2017 LONGCLAW -I close my eyes, ignore the smoke- @[Femur] it's amazing, hush you <3 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Femur - 12-13-2017 I love the way you rake my skin, I feel the hate you place inside. Most of the time, they are not given to knowing. How could either of them have guessed that the sighs and shivers in her sleep were portents of things to come?
She thinks it will be a memorable day. One full of shock. How could she stumble across his own blood and know it was his colt that stood there, looking so much like him from the green of his eyes to the blue of his skin? Not quite the same, but enough for her to not question it. Her beloved had been so skilled! It did not surprise her that he’d sought to school himself in the flesh of others before coming to her, practiced and slick, and she savored the thought of that - he’d taken the time to learn and perfect that particular brand of magic before immersing her in it.
Femur savors the thought of more moments like that, beneath him, spurring him to heights unknown from the rock of her hips in answer to every spartan thrust of him. But turns her thoughts to the task at hand - unveiling his son to him. That is of more importance at the moment than her mate climbing up her back, sinking fangs into her neck and grasping at her slim barrel with his hooves. Oh to be a wolf like him! Their matings would be just as fierce and wild in that shape as they are in this one, but to meet him on his own turf with tooth and claw? Femur chokes back a gasp and swivels her head to stare pointedly at the little colt that remains at her flank, his nose an inch from it, tethered to her by a bond that is just beginning but has tempered itself into something of unbreakable steel.
She was aware that he knew of her comings and goings. Knew that she grew restless at times and forsook their shore for the other one in search of something to pass the time, but she always came back. Returned, to him and their place, this heart-home of meranti tree and wolf’s den. Their own personal island that she adores for its greenness and bouts of sulphuric smoke that sometimes blow across it from the burping volcano. She knew he’d find her here, where else but here or the shore would she wait for him? So he’d come in due time and when he call rings out, more song than anything else that sends a shiver down her spine - not in fear, but in anticipation.
“Hide!” she commands in a hiss to the colt who turns into the wolf’s den without a moment’s notice before Claw is upon her. Snuffling and nuzzling as his lips claim her over and over, down to the arch in her belly and here it all falls apart - he is too still, a predator frozen and the look in his eyes is enough to ignite something different in her. The suspicious light he regards her in brings forth a surge of anger that throbs hot and fluent in her, like a language she is familiar with - too familiar with, as her fanged teeth bare themselves at him in response.
For a moment, she holds this posture towards him then softens as the anger deflates. She cannot remain mad at him - his suspicion is warranted given what she has been up to, and she figures that his senses are firing rapidly at the difference in her scent since the colt has been rubbing up against her, and she in return against him. She marked that foal like he marks his territory as a wolf. “I was out,” she explains slyly, her look less angered and more coquettish as her black eyes meet his all-too green ones. “But you knew that already.” He is sharp, she cannot contest that and he knew she had been gone and he knew she came back smelling different.
“I have a surprise for you…” she coos as her mouth finds his ear, a fang sliding against the soft fur of it as much as her slick gratifying tone does. It is time for father to meet son, she thinks, proud and foolish as her lips remained curled up in slyness. She calls back over her shoulder, daring to look away from Claw just this once; “Come out child.” and sure enough, the little blue boy does not disappoint and parts from the cloaking darkness of the wolf’s den to join her side. He peers up at the stallion, trying to take his measure, with eyes not quite as green as Claw’s but close enough.
Femur says nothing more, just narrows her own gaze in case Claw shows an ounce of ill will towards the colt. Her colt. Their colt. She knows her beloved has his trinkets of flesh that walk about on four hooves like she does, so she believes he’ll allow her this much, how could he not? Her lips almost set themselves in a sulky becoming pout as she stares at him in anticipation of his reaction to this unexpected development. Femur @[Longclaw] <333 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Longclaw - 12-13-2017 LONGCLAW -I close my eyes, ignore the smoke- @[Femur] RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Femur - 12-15-2017 I love the way you rake my skin, I feel the hate you place inside. They are like two serpents hissing at one another but his is full of forgiveness where hers had been full of warning. It is this admission of forgiveness that softens her further towards her mate though she can see that some ire of his is still stoked. Femur though, is placating in the way that she suddenly turns into him, rubbing her small self up against his larger blue self until she smells more like Claw than the foal or herself. His ire fans the flames in her until a small hot fire of something else is stoked and the look she gives him is pure need and naked desire. For but a single moment, she has forgotten the presence of the colt that cannot thankfully see the stark revelation on her face as to how much she wants her mate in that moment. Women. They soothe and incite. One is kin to the other. Her need is building but she remembers the colt and reins herself in just enough to seem a little more tame, though never too much so for Claw’s liking - there is still unbridled passion there, in the arch of her neck and the high set of her head as she rubs her fanged lips against his jaw. Somehow, she had known it would always be this way with him, whether children were involved or around or not. Femur would never be able to resist the allure of her mate. It was a primal call that echoed and bounced around inside her until she reacted - gave in to it and set upon him like a jaguar in heat. Suddenly the jungle seems like a spacious void that has sucked all the air out of it as the child comes forward and Claw seems… as still and silent as a stone. Her little face scrunches up in a frown as she observes him, unable to imagine all the possible things he could be thinking about the present situation and once more, her mouth regains the shape of a perfect little pout as stallion and colt stare at one another. Her gaze settles longest on her mate and soon enough, his eyes tear from the colt to fixate on her and there is no question as to what she sees therein - fear, something that she has never seen in him before. It is naked and revolting. Longclaw has never once looked like this from all their time together. She stares back at him, giving him no quarter on this - no ounce of anything but herself, the colt, and her firm belief that he will do nothing but succeed where others have failed. Femur is not the kind to allow it, not even in her beloved as he looks damn near close to pain and it tugs at her heart but some things she has to shut her heart hard against. She holds her ground, challenging him with a sudden jut to her chin and the beginnings of a smile that curl her lips up at the corners. Femur can see him crumble but she is there to pick up the pieces the moment he breathes again. “Wildling,” she purrs out the name as her fanged mouth finds his muscled shoulder and strokes it, delivering a stinging little nip between every masterful touch. She longs for her fierce mate to come back to himself, to realize he is better than all those that came before. “He looks like a little wild thing you left out there.” and she cannot keep her laughter back as she nips at him some more, soothing and inciting as only she can do. (I might pay for this later, she thinks but relishes the thought with a little shiver that dances down her spine.) Femur @[Longclaw] RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Longclaw - 12-15-2017 LONGCLAW -I close my eyes, ignore the smoke- @[Femur] this is poopy but I wanted to throw something up and keep it moving! RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Femur - 12-19-2017 I love the way you rake my skin, I feel the hate you place inside. Femur is a mirror; every weakness and every strength is reflected upon her and she throws back only the strengths at him because these make him who he is - not his weaknesses, none of which she would allow him to admit to. (They all have weaknesses, known or unknown, but she prefers to build him up and she’ll eat his weaknesses like spoiled fruit full of worms to keep them from himself.) Femur is thread - she holds him together. She is memory - reminds him that he is Longclaw, fierce and favored. This is just one part of her purpose on this earth, she realizes - to love him and remind him that he is more to her, their son, and others, than what he thinks he is. If it is possible, she falls more in love with her mate in that moment. She can feel the love and pride inflate her heart until it feels like it might float right up her throat and away to lodge itself somewhere in the midst of the stars. Femur realized then that she was so hopelessly and irrevocably lost. The more she looks at him, less biting involved and just looking, she can see how impressive her mate is - has always been, even from the first time they laid eyes on one another in the Forest. Granted, she had been teasing and invisible and he’d been tracking her nonetheless. Their game had become something more and she’d given up all of herself - every pound of flesh, every square inch of her once-thought unconquerable spirit but he had come, had conquered, and Femur loved it.
(Loved him!)
He reciprocates; commanding and biting back in sharp moderation that makes the breath hitch in her throat. Femur chokes back a chuckle as he growls, the wolf ever present in the stallion. She loves the wolf as much as she does the stallion despite the instinctual sense of mind to fight or flight. Truth be told, that other shape never bothered her much because she knew it was Claw in there, looking back at her with the same set of mesmerizing green eyes that held her more in place than fear ever could. But that was the love talking nonsense in her ear because she knew it was the love in her heart that would forever hold her still in a rabbit’s freeze-frame for him to hunt her down and take from her all the things he’d ever need. Femur would always give freely to him. Always.
She grins at his praise, as he states how the name is suiting to the boy and to them. Femur had thought so too, the moment she’d seen him nestled in the grass and if it had not been for those eyes so like his father’s, she might have kept going. But she stayed, turned invisible, looked on as the mare moved farther and farther away to graze thinking her little one safe from all predators until Femur had materialized right in front of the day old colt and called him to her, beckoned with not-quite-full teats and the promise of milk and endless love. She’d known she had to have him, as Claw had his small assortment of playthings.
Femur arches her neck, practically preening like a damn peacock in front of her mate as he tells her she did well to bring him here. Of course she had! But she is a might modest and does not throw back a casual retort to her beloved Claw. She’d known a son like this needed to be not with some daft mother but with his fierce cunning father who could teach him the ways of the world better than some random mare could. Part of Femur had longed too, for just an instant, that this had been their colt but the moment had passed because she knew it would happen one day - his seed would stick, her belly would round out, and from her thighs would slip his sons and daughters fashioned after them.
“Thank you,” she breathes, happier than Femur thinks she has a right to be. Their kind, fierce and dark and odd are not given much to the purer things in life like the simple happiness of being told she can bring more of them home, as she has done and will continue to do. She glides her plush lips over his neck then steps back to give father and son a chance to bond better without her interference between them.
Wildling receives one single look from her - mother, that tells him it is okay to further inspect the stallion that towers over him. He tilts his head back and looks up, so tall! So commanding! But he feels no threat from him, none at all and he thinks that is curious because shouldn’t he be afraid? But it is as if blood recognizes blood, a song that he hears and responds to, making him stretch out his thin little muzzle to the proffered one of what he has heard rumor of from mother, is his father. This then, is acceptance? Must be, he thinks as he gives a little snort-sneeze from his own nostrils that try to flare and suck in father’s scent.
Eventually, he tires of inspecting father. The stallion is imprinted on his mind and stamped all over his skin but he doesn’t know that yet. He skirts around them, skedaddling about on his long spidery legs as Femur chuckles in the background. Claw’s question does not quite stun her but it has almost the same effect. She throws her head up and looks him dead in the eye, “Of course I want one.” How could she say she thought she ought to have had one last year? Until she realized how late in the season it had been when they’d danced that particular dance that made her yearn for him all the time? He was fire and ice, heating and cooling all parts of her until her brain seized on nothing short of sheer ecstasy?
Wildling is content to play around his parents, so Femur creeps back closer to her mate. She knows he’d oblige her and more than happily. Half their fun was had in the clambering of him on her back and all the wicked things that came from two horses mating. It roused the lust in her, made her black eyes glitter more as she kept them centered on his face. “Do you, is the question?” but the unasked part was - given that you already have one? Femur @[Longclaw] that post was not poopy! but mine sure is lmfao, it's so all over the place. i blame cbox for distracting me at the time which means next post shall be heaps better! <3 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Longclaw - 12-19-2017 LONGCLAW -I close my eyes, ignore the smoke- @[Femur] gimme gimme gimme; I can never get enough of them <3 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Femur - 12-20-2017 I love the way you rake my skin, I feel the hate you place inside. Femur knows that he just fucks the others. It is to sate a need that is primal to him being the male of his species. Wolf and stallion both need to dominate and collect. She recognizes this in him because he is nothing but an alpha to her. Well, he is more than just an alpha but she recognizes him as the dominant one in both his shapes and the sheer scope of knowing this arrests her to the spot. He’ll fuck them. He’ll fight others. But in the end, he comes back to her because stars aboves and bones below, that is how it has been decided.Longclaw & Femur.
The flaming warg and his ghost-girl.
Both of them have their eyes on their son as he gambols about. She never tires of seeing him test his legs or his limits. But she finds that her gaze drifts to Claw’s face. Something ignites between them, like a match to gasoline. Suddenly, this little glade is too stifling and she forgets the blue colt running around them in growing circles that dizzy her. It’s the air, she thinks. It has grown hotter and it paws at her flesh until Claw meets her and presses his mouth to her. No, it’s him and she has to stifle a pleading sob that knocks at her throat.
Femur can think of nothing else in this moment but of Claw mounting her then and there. Wildling be damned! That is their son but she has no concern for him presently as Claw presses her and the moment grows more primal and rife with heat. It makes her own need push to the surface, a beast hungering that begs before it’s master. Bereft of thought although her brain still fires commands down the line of synapses and nerves, her tail moves up and over to the side to let the strength of her estrus permeate the air as his snarls rip at her ears.
Snippets of the things he says to her ricochet around her head until Femur is all fanged smiles in answer and anticipation --
“...one for every star in the sky…”
“...one for every grain of sand…”
“...one for every leaf sprouting free…”
She can’t breathe. Seems he can’t either from the way his head nods against her. “You’ll give them to me.” There had been something so final and commanding in that. How could she resist? Her esteemed mate had made his decree for none but the land and themselves to hear it and Femur could not deny him. How could she? Her skin ached for the touch of his lips and his teeth. Longed for the feel of him on her back. Yearned to feel him part her thighs and dive into that deepest darkest part of her that would open to him like a flower, taking him in further until he was buried in the soft moist dirt of her.
Impassioned, she calls to their son and drives him off with two curt words - “Den and nap!” The blue colt neither questions nor stalls for more time to gambol. He is obedient, having learnt from her that she’d brook no backtalk or resistance on his part. She knew that Wildling knew the way already to Claw’s meranti tree because she had shown him it more than once. Made him practice taking various trails to get there so that he could rest assured he’d not been followed except by the likes of mother or father (or the pair of newer foals Femur had fetched home). Satisfied their son would not tarry but hasten right off, she turned the full breadth of her attention back to Claw.
It took one look from her to signify how deep her desire ran for him. One searing look that held all the passion and love she felt for him spiraling up out of her like a mythical beast’s horn until it would lance his chest in two. Lay bare that heart of his for her to feast on! Instead, Femur once more presented herself to him - naked and needy. Stars alive, there was nothing but him that she saw - a spectre of blue that swallowed her black gaze up until she rasped out his name in desperation, “Longclaw!” Femur @[Longclaw] whoa, me neither! she's like take me now! haha <3 RE: a wind full of infinite space; Longclaw - Longclaw - 12-21-2017 LONGCLAW -I close my eyes, ignore the smoke- @[Femur] ... ta-da?? |