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clarity; any. - Reagan - 03-16-2017 we’re on each other’s team… There is no other word for it. Her very world had crumbled, and there was nothing left of her. And yet, the magic that she was expelling to hide her most recent pregnancy was stifling. She was tired, and angry. Tear stains drained down her face as the old mare reverted to her pre-magic self. Dingy, scarred, and green tinged hair. Sad eyes frame her face as she walks out of the Taiga and through the forest. She knew these trees by heart now, and it was with a sad bow that the branches dipped for her, pushing downward in respect of her. The wood underneath her cracks under the weight of her body. There, in the dark, the lone woman takes solace in being alone—if only for the purpose for cathartic release. Her body shakes with her tears, and though she can feel Ruan is somewhere in these very woods—he is as her, finding her peace between the trees—she does not seek him out. Alone in the night, the moon hangs low, casting a white light and massive shadows. The woods are eerie, but still she wanders, almost aimlessly. There was no place left for her to go back to. No warmth. No love. Nothing. RE: clarity; any. - aleksandr - 03-16-2017 well, I'm a lion in the haze and the lamb in the lightning Aleksandr RE: clarity; any. - Reagan - 03-17-2017 we’re on each other’s team…
Hello, Love.
No one else had ever called her that but Ru. Not even Plug, whose body she had bathed in and reveled in during their sordid love affair. She could never get enough of him—and he had been beautiful. Treated her like a Queen—something she had never been. And would never be. Her ears flick at the sound of the voice that reminded her of aged whisky—smooth, earthy, and intoxicating. He looked at her with a concerned face that looked nothing like Ruan’s. Eyes that were open and kind. She could get drunk on those eyes. And then inwardly chastised herself for such talk. She was still married. Sort of. Wasn’t she? And yet, this stranger was beautiful in the way he moved, the pale light cascading off of his profile and highlighting his every muscle. Every hardened carved plane. Every curve. Even in her sadness, she could feel her mouth watering just a little. And she did something she had not done in a long long time. She started saying her prayers once again, clutching her rosary to her chest. Hail Mary. She sniffs, her nostrils flaring as she turns to him, and straightens her posture to better give him visage of her. She is nondescript. Neither powerful looking, nor imposing in stature. She is small, stocky. Muscular and athletic, and her body shows that to the best advantage. Make a habit of haunting these woods? A breathy laugh escapes her throat mid cry; she cannot help herself. Dulcet tones emit from her, tears still falling from her eyes as she starts to make the effort to dry her eyes and collect herself. She had had enough pain for one day. Perhaps, just this once, a conversation could end with a smile…rather than tears, a broken heart, and extreme loneliness. “I guess you could say I haunt them. We…I mean, I, usually come to this part of the forest for a night hunt. Voles, mice rabbits, and the like.” She attempts to smile, looking up at him. Let herself simply forget who she was and be someone else for the night. Someone who was wanted. Someone who was beautiful; trusted. Someone who was loved. Another small chuckle as Reagan clutches her rosary beads and continues to spin them furiously, working prayer after prayer. Lord, this man was beautiful. Another small laugh, as she turns away from his face, and settles her sight on the way the moon was cast against the trees. Against her trees. “I am the caretaker of this forest. I am Reagan.” But in her mind, she could still see the way his body cut across the night, lit up by the moon. Wondering what could happen if she willed the moon to darken its light. Feeling guilty over her husband... and then suddenly not caring. She continues to say her prayers, and turns her green eyes back to the stranger, shutting off her magic, turning off he thunderous beating of Ruan's heart inside her chest. Father, forgive me...Because I am preparing to sin. RE: clarity; any. - aleksandr - 03-17-2017 well, I'm a lion in the haze and the lamb in the lightning Aleksandr RE: clarity; any. - Reagan - 03-17-2017 we’re on each other’s team…
And when he smiled, Lord she wanted to sin. She looked at him, and kept her body still, but inside her head, her thoughts were running. Blurring, changing, washing clean. She was looking for a change—looking for something. Ruan. Don’t forget about Ruan. She loved her husband. She loved everything about him. But where was he?
He’d left her. Again. She sighed, exhaling a low, warm breath. Her chest rose with purpose and she took one small step towards him… Towards, Alek. The air had taken on a warmth, an electric charge that was unexpected, and exciting. A new hunt. A new place to call home. Something different, something changed. Mother Mary, hear my prayer. The Irish lady spun her rosary once again, and she lifted her head towards him again, sadness twinging the corners of her eyes, slowly replaced by purpose. The silent whispers of his mind were always there—she could not shut off her magic entirely—and she hears his thoughts come and go, just slightly. There’s my girl, he says, and she finds that even in the dark, she worries that she could be caught blushing, and immediately tries to wipe the embarrassment from her face. She’s not a young woman anymore, to be sure. Not by a long shot. He speaks further… his voice gravelly, turning thick and rough, like the after effects of her favorite bourbon. The back of her throat burns as she drinks him in, and there in the dark, she sees his smile; he talks of large game. The corner of her mouth turns up and her tail flips around her body like a black cloak. “These grounds are open. It is when you cross the river and go west that you reach Taiga. That is my home. But feel free to peruse them at your leisure, Alek.” She tests the name on her tongue, and finds that she likes the taste. Is afraid of how good it feels to speak someone else’s name. She had not had much company in recent months, save for the disastrous family meeting she had tried to gather. “There are many stag in those woods. There is a bear also, but he is a guardian. ” She speaks of Siberian, and her face falls again, almost to the point of being crushed. Siberian. The very reason her marriage had dissolved into tatters around her feet. A shifter. Her mind sparks, and pushes forward past the painful memory, pushing it away from her eyes. She would not think of that. Not tonight. But it did bring about her next thought process… “You must be a shifter also.” She brings her vision back directly in line with his. “And, judging by your build, and preference for large game, I would venture to say you were of the family Panthera, am I correct?” She of course has the unfair advantage, but she uses this opportunity to shamelessly look at his body, determining quite honestly what her findings were. He moves with the gracefulness of a cat. Sleek and sexy. Like he knows he owns it. That dangerous take charge. Reagan smiles small, as she looks up at him. “I have some abilities as a shifter also.” RE: clarity; any. - aleksandr - 03-17-2017 well, I'm a lion in the haze and the lamb in the lightning Aleksandr RE: clarity; any. - Reagan - 03-17-2017 Back to those eyes of his. They were a miasma of color that flashed in the dark. A wild array of pigment that revealed the hunter they belonged to--and his wanderlust way of life. She found that she could level his gaze and look him in the eye, and feel connected to the very center of the earth. She had heard somewhere that those with multi colored eyes had the ability to see both heaven and hell. If Alek was any indication, Reagan had no doubt that the stories were accurate. Alek looked like an angel who wanted to commit a felony. When he mentioned Taiga again, she attempted to look pleased that he was considering the forest her home, but memories of the bear still haunted her, casting a shadow across her face. Instead, she keeps her voice light, tipping her head at him slightly, as if trying to get a better view of his face. "Taiga is unusual among the lands here. In place of formal ranks, we live more as family. A magician and her husband live there with their many children, and a passel of others who have come to make it home. Quiet perhaps, but I can quite assure you, the quiet is preferred." Reagan sounds far away, her voice coming as a low echo on a breeze that that sets the branches to shaking. Are they warning her? Applauding her? For the first time, Reagan is unsure of her next step. She is unable to dwell on it much further before he smiles and laughs, low and thick. -Is it that obvious?- "Yes," she says, dropping all pretense from her face, genuinely settling in to enjoy this man and his attentions. "Your body is perfectly lithe and lean. And you ooze sexuality." Reagan's own voice has dropped, and tries not to look embarrassed as she roves her eyes over him. "You are athletic, but not stocky. And lets face it, you know you're gorgeous. All of that... A cat of some sort was obvious." Reagan swallows, knowing she has said too much, but presses on anyway. "Within the cat family there are two options. Felidae and Panthera. You are much too dangerous looking to belong to the former." Reagan blinks and looks past him, her ears rotating backward in embarrassment. Until he mentions the fairies. Then her ears are erect and she has put a hard look on her face. "They have stripped everyone," she says with annoyance. "I am sure you will get your gifts back again. And then we could hunt together. That is... If you're interested..." Reagan leaves it open, her smile broadened when he asks to see her abilities. She nods, her green eyes shining as she has become a perfectly formed white wolf before his eyes. Beautiful and lean, her arctic white pelt glimmering in the uplighting of the moon's glow. In this form she is young and powerful, and her green eyes flash with joy as she turns about for him, as if trying on a new dress. "What do you think?" RE: clarity; any. - aleksandr - 03-17-2017 well, I'm a lion in the haze and the lamb in the lightning Aleksandr RE: clarity; any. - Reagan - 03-17-2017 we’re on each other’s team… She looks up at him, the white of her fur tingling as she feels the thrill of doing something for her for once. Something she didn’t have to share—didn’t have to pretend to care about. Her power grasped within a black silk glove, counting her prayers like blessings as they dropped from heaven like trees drop their fruit. Reagan could gain her fulfillment from these blessings, and as she bathed in the rainbow of color that was Alek’s eyes, she knew that for once, her heartbeat had nothing to do with the stress of leadership, or the pain of heartbreak. She was living the rush of a momentary glance. She was not sure of the black sabino’s intentions, but for the moment, she didn’t care. Reagan would take this chance, come hell or high water. And when she saw his eyes change, and turn to liquid hunger, she found her mouth had gone dry. It has been so long since she had felt attractive. Always powerful—but only wanted for power, and then not wanted at all. She turns then, pulling herself back into the form of her birth with an ease and a grace that belied her heritage. She steps out, and shakes her pelt free from the scars that marked her skin, and her hair goes black under the light of the moon. Would he notice? Would he ask questions? She did not wish to invite too much information about herself too soon, and the subtleties of who was, rather than what she was, remained of utmost importance. Once again, Ruan’s imaged flashed before her eyes, and the guilt that lay in the back of her throat threatened to choke her, but she swallowed it down and refused to give it another thought. She smiles up at him, suddenly becoming quiet—almost girlishly shy. Never mind that she is older than most of the trees in this wood. Alek reminds her that she still has life to live. That maybe, there was something else out there for her besides a failing marriage and a dilapidated crown. That maybe… “Power is in the eye of the beholder,” she says absently, almost gasping at the look of his smile as he appraises her body in the dark. “You could be born with the world in your hand, only to spend the rest of your life trying to keep it. To…” her voice catches here. “well, I find these days I would much rather be happy, than wield great power.” RE: clarity; any. - aleksandr - 03-17-2017 well, I'm a lion in the haze and the lamb in the lightning Aleksandr |