my bones they used to glow; feast - Printable Version +- Beqanna (https://beqanna.com/forum) +-- Forum: Explore (https://beqanna.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?fid=1) +--- Forum: The Common Lands (https://beqanna.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?fid=72) +---- Forum: Forest (https://beqanna.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?fid=73) +---- Thread: my bones they used to glow; feast (/showthread.php?tid=13130) |
my bones they used to glow; feast - bruise - 01-15-2017 I call him the devil because he makes me want to sin RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - feast - 01-17-2017 For the first time in his short life, he is free - free!
Sinew does not look after him and Famine does not follow him; Feast can do as he pleases. His pinkish upper lip curls away from his baby teeth and his gray lower lip. Feast bares his teeth in a grin, but there is no good nature in it - just glut and greed, as he savors the idea of having no sickly twin to stalk his side, or the overbearing eyes of their mother upon him. He can do as he pleases, and the idea sinks into his brain in rich wormy pleasure until he is fat and happy from it. Feast thinks of a grand adventure away from the dusty spine and sallow stomach of a ravaged Pangea, a prince’s kingdom of rot and ruin - he loves it, as best as one like him can love a land as dry and disgusting as that, but the idea of the dark forest and her sable temptations curls a twiggy finger at him and he can do little more than give in to her suggestion. Come, the forest beckons, fat and full of promise of things like beetles and skeletons. Feast goes to her, loses himself in the crooks of her thorny and bracken-y arms and becomes crowned in the bloodied scratches and dirty kisses of her hard love. His eyes, black like his mother’s, are hard and bright like berries in his face as they leap from shadow to branch to rocks on the path before his cloven feet. He moves brutishly, uncaringly, though the forest’s dark gut until he emerges in a great showy cloud of snow thrown upwards by his sudden halt. Feast laughs aloud, pleased at himself, his own gut fit to burst in a prince’s first foolish taste of pride. (Colts will be colts; a proud and foolish lot that think there are no limits to their life and strength of self. No limits, no ends, only them - large and overripe.) Feast turns his black eyes to a beast he almost takes to be his father, but the shape is a tad smaller as if it has not achieved its full height and it certainly has none of the roughness of father’s ilk - a life lived fully, completely, gluttonously and gloriously. No, not quite, he tells himself because he is smart enough to realize that this must be some relation of his, halved only because it is no foal of Sinew’s - he knows their like, strange beasts, all of them. Strange too, this silver-dark goat-brother of his that sniffs the ground like a dog, how beneath him! “What are you doing?” he asks, lacking a trace of curiosity in his tone. RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - bruise - 01-22-2017 I call him the devil because he makes me want to sin RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - feast - 02-22-2017 Boy.
It rankles him; the word more than the tone. (He is a boy - still a colt, and barely weaned off his mother’s tit but it eats at him, to be called such by this goat-brother that he recognizes but is too slow [maybe stupid?] to lift his head and recognize that same goat-ness in himself.) Feast cants his hornless (hornless, light, but there is a phantom heaviness that tickles his brow every so often like an itch that has gone too long without being scratched and starts to subside but still exists) head to the side, as he regards the other. His regard is flat, hard, like the stallion’s before him and more so, because he is being shooed away as if he is nothing more than a pest (he is! He just fails to recognize this) but that does not rankle him half as much as being called a boy does, as if he is some common whelp like the all the rest that decorate the landscape (pretty fat fleshy yard ornaments, he thinks). Yet, he stays. Tempts fate (tempts Fear, but like his mother, he is unafraid). “I think not,” he drawls lazily, mirroring the tail twitch even if his tail is still but a stub of short hair. He is entirely brash and equally stupid, in the way that colts can be - so fearless, so free. What could possibly go wrong? How could one son of the goat-god possibly fear another? Feast though, he looks around then back at the other as if taking his measure before looking down at his own cloven goat-feet. “There is room enough for both of us here, despite how ridiculous you look sniffing at the earth like a dog.” He scoffs, unafraid of a possibly rabid mutt let alone some dirt-breathing almost-stallion. Still, he is bold and sly and slinks ever closer. “What are you hunting?” he asks, recognizing the stance of a hunter despite his initial thoughts (doggish, dumb). Predator, he thinks, curious as to who is the intended prey. (Not him, but probably some other.) (Stupid colt.) ooc: I don't know what this is but it is long overdue and I'm still trying to figure him out. :/
RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - bruise - 02-25-2017 I call him the devil because he makes me want to sin 1 - I love Feast. :| 2 - Totally up to you how / if he reacts to the fear induction. <3 RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - feast - 02-25-2017 He is quick to spot it - the instant sick recognition that roils in the stallion’s eyes.
Because of it, Feast smirks and ignores the insults hurled his way. What can this half-brother do to him beyond the insults and the annoyed looks? Nothing, he thinks. Nothing, now that he knows they are kin to one another. Feast takes pleasure in that, can feel it hot and pleasant in the low of his belly where it slinks and sits. But the smirk fast fades as the bigger of them makes a move towards him, just a half-step but it is enough to cause him to bare his own blunt teeth in retaliation. There is something entirely too predatory about the stallion now, as if he has turned the hunt upon him and Feast finds that he takes no pleasure in that thought or the feeling that accompanies it. The feeling is a queer unfamiliar sensation of panic, reactionary and primal as it takes hold of him. It shows in the whites of his eyes as they roll, his head ducking as he clacks his teeth upon the air to show his half-brother that he is just a small thing, harmless really. Feast knows better, he is not so harmless but if he achieves success through the lie, he’ll cling to it - for now. Except the half-brother lunges forward, preternaturally fast, and Feast gets his first taste of fear as it slithers up his throat. He stumbles backwards until he lands on his rump and stares up at the krampus-creature in a mixture of fear and bright, hot hate. Feast looks on as the flesh peels back layer after layer to reveal the skull beneath and then, the fear in him changes and he starts to scoff. A grinning skull is hardly terrifying, mother has shown him as much. Laughter bubbles up in his throat but wait! It is changing, so that gore drips from betwixt the teeth and the eyes roll in the sockets. Beautiful! He thinks, and fascinating, as he rises up off his sore rump (he hit the ground hard in his hasty scramble backwards, there will be a bruise in its wake). The krampus-creature snaps his jaws at Feast’s haunches and he flinches, but does not run. He stamps his inborn terror down; nature says slavering snapping jaws should be cause enough to flee, but Feast is either smart to stand his ground or stupid, very stupid. “How are you doing that? Why can I not see you as you originally are?” Stupid boy! He gets right up in his half-brother’s bare-bones face and peers up at him a hard squint that has a curious glint to it. “You’ll have to do better than that.” he challenges. Stupid boy. 1. I love Bruise too. 2. I am completely happy for Bruise to induce more fear and possibly maim his little half-brother in some way that makes Feast respect him haha. Or that turns him into Bruise's flunkie. <3 RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - bruise - 03-04-2017 I call him the devil because he makes me want to sin RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - feast - 03-06-2017 feast. death inspires me, like a dog inspires a rabbit. The illusion is still maintained, strong and beautiful in the way the gore rushes from between the teeth to puddle at his half-brother’s cloven feet. Specks of spittle and gore fly at his face and he feel stringy globs stick to his lips and cheeks. His licks his lips clean of the illusion, and it is so beautifull crafted that the globs of gore that he swallows even taste real. He ignores the brotherly snubs; he’ll take being what he is than being just another krampus.
(Controlling the fear though and manifesting it in others, he thinks, would be a dream - a powerful dream and for a moment, he is jealous of Bruise. But there are other ways to inspire fear.)
Feast has temporarily lost focus of Bruise; that is the moment in which the krampus strikes --
It is a definitive moment, to be sure.
Only Sinew has taken flesh from him in motherly chiding nips, but not like this - never, like this.
He is shocked by the sudden brutality, and the shock amplifies into fear as Bruise rains blow after blow down upon him. His ears are boxed until there is a strange ringing in them, and his skin breaks underneath the repeat beating from cloven hooves and blunt teeth -- the tender areas give way first; a rip in the ear widens like a grin, a gash in the neck grows, and the eye feels brutalized in a socket that sings rich and heavy from unfamiliar pain.
Feast stands there and takes it, torn up and terrorized but he takes it.
He makes a meal of it as Bruise continues to sculpt him into something that Sinew will not recognize nor seek recompense for - her son is learning his lesson, becoming hardened and brutal as he was always meant to be. Feast never lashes out - the fear immobilizes him enough not to do so, but he swallows lump after lump of it until his belly feels fat and full.
“No more,” he gasps, ragged and rich in both pain and pant.
He asks for an end only because his body cannot stand the abuse any further and it is through sheer determination that he remains upright, albeit swaying.RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - bruise - 03-10-2017 I call him the devil because he makes me want to sin RE: my bones they used to glow; feast - feast - 03-17-2017 feast. death inspires me, like a dog inspires a rabbit. It is all he hears;
A growled murmur that slips through the roar of his pulse in his ears, even his terror and his pain seem to have a sound to them - a scream, then silence and nothing. The nothing is beautiful and black, deeper than an ocean and darker than the space between the stars. That is where Feast is, or has gone - far far away from the way Bruise snarls, rains blow after blow down upon him, and breathes heavily in the end.
In the end, it is the heavy breathing and the cessation of violence that brings him back to himself. How he is still standing, he cannot be sure but he is Pollock’s son (and Sinew’s) and there must be something in the gift-giver’s blood that allows his sons to remain upright, backs unbowed and spirits unbroken. He lifts his black eyes to his brother’s as he talks of loyalty and blood being thicker than water - things he understands, but in love there is also hate and they stand on a razor fine edge of it.
(Feast loves him for making him tougher, harsher but he also hates him for breaking him down so mightily and one day, he thinks to himself, one day he’ll exact his own revenge - blood or not.)
His chin tucks to his chest, over blood and scratches, as Bruise advances on him one step. That lone step is authoritative and mesmerizing - the intent is clear, the warning heeded but also pushed deep into his heart like a thorn, full of poison. In the days to come, he is certain it will fester and he’ll forever love and hate this older brother of his, no matter the cost of loyalty and blood - heavy prices to pay, but they are the gift-giver’s children and what is given can be taken away.
One day, he vows to himself as he looks up at Bruise through damp strands of forelock that spiderweb down his face. One day.
“Yes,” he states rather eloquently (and whatever vehemence ought to sour his tone is not there, though he feels it in the sharp thorny poke of his heart’s natural shudder) for one having been so thoroughly beaten as to be no better than a collared and cowed dog. ooc: we can wrap this up for now if you like? |