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No prayer gonna part my thunder [any] - Pevensie - 10-30-2016 Ohhh god, my head... She squints, raising her head and glancing around the grassland. Her forehead is burning, as if a lightening bolt is pulsing through every twenty seconds, and twenty seconds doesn't even feel like an exaggeration. How long have I been sleeping? Where the fuck am I? At first everything is a blur, a mesh, but slowly the wisps of reality are starting to knit together and she can form a picture of her emerging world – all at once it begins to look familiar. She's in the field. Glancing about the fauna with their terracotta leaves, she's can piece together the season. She can't remember what time of year she'd fallen asleep. Presently, her legs begin to shudder into life. They unfold beneath her, gathering their strength and propelling her up. She launches herself with such exuberance that she topples right back over, like a newborn filly faulting at the first. Jesus, what's going on? Dazed and perplexed, she tries again and succeeds, but her legs are teetering on the verge of insecurity. They're damned stiff, thats for sure. Am I dead? Is this heaven? How disappointing if it should be so... She turns around, puts her nose against her flank. She's not glowing, she can't feel the warmth of the sun as she did before. The light doesn't wash around her, flood and ebb against her sides. Swinging her head to see her left side, she can't see her tattoo. Neither can she see the scar from when she betrayed the Amazons. They've gone. The big white scar that was once inflicted by magic, that's still there though – how unlucky, that she be left with the most gnarling and grotesque reminder of her past lives. She is acutely aware of the breaths rattling through her ribcage, the slow expansion and retraction. She isn't dead. Not like she'd know, but this just isn't how she would imagine death. It wouldn't take her to this field so knows so well. If I've lost all my powers, then how am I still alive? I must still be immortal, or this would be impossible, surely? She ponders the thought, then her memory goes back to recent events (well, recent to her mind only), to the Deserts, to her being Queen. I'm assuming I'm no longer a Queen... Where's my daughter? Where is Hurricane? What has happened to me? Fervently, she glances around, trying to make out the forms of other horses. This must be how it feels to wake up from a coma, and even the companionship of her worst enemy would suffice in this moment of acute longing. Anything is better than the feeling of panic rising in her chest. RE: No prayer gonna part my thunder [any] - magnus - 10-30-2016 — find what you love and let it kill you — magnus RE: No prayer gonna part my thunder [any] - Pevensie - 10-31-2016 Panic rising, pulse throbbing, breath catching. Her head starts to swim, she begins to sway slightly. She feels faint, as if her blood is a run away train; hurtling down the tracks, crashing thunderously towards the barrier and all the while the breaks are helplessly screeching. Her body can't cope. It has to cope... I can't go back to sleep. Blink. Pause. Between fluttering eyelids a figure moves. She tries to stand taller, but like a shed after a hurricane, her supports are on the verge of faulting. She begs her legs to comply, to hold her, to keep her strong. He Earths her, dispersing the shock and static enough to allow her to focus. Pev lets her honey eyes trace over his frame, take in his features. She doesn't know this stallion, not from the blurred memory of a waterfall, not from the hanging humidity of the jungle, nor the rolling dunes of a desert. He is new, an unknown entity. She wants to reach out her muzzle, to touch his shoulder, feel the texture of his fur against her whiskers. She needs to know he's solid, not one of her mirages. It can't be a dream, you only dream about familiar faces someone once told me. He speaks. His voice stems some of the panic, brings back an vague inkling of the calm, collected Queen she had once been. She tries to focus on his face, finds comfort in his eyes. It isn't that she finds him handsome, she's far too old to care about all that sort of nonsense, she just finds him curious, as perhaps anyone would find another living creature after solitary confinement. He's living, breathing, real. He's reassuringly real. Maybe she isn't losing her mind, but she struggles to find her voice. She tries to speak at first, but finds her throat parched, crackling. All unused things will rot and crumble with time. She has become rusty. “My dear, just your presence is helping more than you could possibly know,” she manages in cracked, muted tones. She tries a smile, tries to pull the wool over his eyes. I'm fine, totally fine... oh god no I'm not. “The last thing I remember... I remember I was in my desert. My daughter was by my side. I don't recall... how I got here. What year is it? Which direction is the deserts'? They'll be wondering where I went. I have no idea what I'm going to tell them,” She groans, her head still splitting. This poor lad doesn't know what in heavens name he's walked in on, she feels for him, walking over to a crazy lady in a field and getting more than he bargained for. RE: No prayer gonna part my thunder [any] - magnus - 11-05-2016 — find what you love and let it kill you — magnus |