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    Mazikeen -- Year 214


    "“Content to admire you from afar.” Well that’s just bullshit. She wasn’t *content* to be admired from afar. She would rather not see him at all then be tortured by a buffered distance." --Mazikeen, written by Squirt


    Age: Adult

    Gender: Stallion

    Breed: Hybrid

    Height: 16.1hh

    Player: Jeje


    Color: Flaxen Chestnut ()

    Eyes: Brown w/ gold flecks

    Markings: Ursa Major Constellation branded on his right flank, X branded on his chest where his heart should be. Both brands glow in the dark.

    Mane & Tail: White


    Old soul.

    Kind hearted and gentle in his youth. Multiple traumatic experiences have left him hardened and not easy to trust. At his core he is still a protector and is not one to be mean or violent without reason although he does have a hard time controlling his anger issues.

    Suffers from mental illness of Anxiety and Depression. Sometimes sees figments of his imagination that he refers to as ghosts.

    Mood: Broody David Rose


    Parents: Magnus x Raaquel

    Children: Joplin & Joaquin (x Ellyse) f & m twins
    Dawn (x Cress)



    Genetic Traits: Polar Bear Shifting, Glowing Brands

    Non-Genetic Traits:

    Trait Genetic Code: tegteg [POLAR BEAR SHIFTING][GLOWING]

    Defects: Missing right eye with three large scars over the wound, One testicle, Glass heart (all none genetic)


    When Raaquel gave birth to Ledger on the beach, she was instantly killed by Chernobyl. Chernobyl kidnapped Ledger and left him to be raised in the dale by his mother, Liberette. He grew up knowing the truth of his parentage but unable to tell anyone because Chernobyl had threatened to kill him.

    When Chernobyl died, he was finally able to seek out his father Magnus and tell him what had happened to him and his mother. He moved into the Gates and was starting to build a bond with Magnus when Magnus and Joelle were killed by Trashlip.

    He remained in the Gates as he tried to sort out the injustice of his life. He's a loner, kind, and longs for a sense of true family. He's heading back to the Gates since it's the closest place he feels to his lost parents.

    One day Carnage drew him into his lair and tortured him among many others. During his torture he saw visions of his father telling him how much he despised him which ended with Ledger killing him. Carnage also killed him with an icicle to the heart, brought him back as an ice wraith to fight a polar bear which ended up taking his right eye out with his claws and almost killing him again. Carnage returned him to normal (minus the eye) and branded him with an Ursa Major Constellation carved into his flank. Finally he was forced to kill his future self by ripping out his own heart in order to escape. For everything he had endured, Carnage left him with the ability to shift into a polar bear.

    Beaten, bloody, and mentally unstable he returned to the Gates, unsure of what was reality. Magnus tried to take him to Atrox to learn how to control his new powers but instead he disappeared. Years passed and then he returned.

    Not long after coming back, he met Ellyse in the meadow. Ellyse was recovering from having her heart broken by Magnus and Ledger was still dealing with the new rage within him. One thing led to another and they ended up making love. Ledger moved to Tephra not long after but discovered Ellyse was pregnant with Dahmer's child. This upset him greatly and they briefly fell out. Eventually they both confessed their love for each other and conceived twins

    Everything seemed fine once the children were born until the day Carnage decided to collect some new playthings. Ledger was dragged back to the cavern but this time he knew the other captives. Dahmer and Ellyse were also caught by the Dark God... Together. Carnage made sure that Ledger knew this and his heart was broken by Ellyse's betrayal. He went from wanting to saving her to hating her. Carnage branded an X over the spot where his heart would be and sent him through a desert wasteland. Battling a sand serpent and then a figment of Ellyse, he was already starting to break by the time he reached the oasis. Dahmer and Ellyse arrived there also, bleeding and weary but not once reaching to him. Instead reaching to each other. He instantly hardened himself to her, allowing Carnage's tricks to lure him down the Oasis into a land that could never be. He got a chance to re do the fateful night of his birth. He lived a wonderful life filled with love and family, all the things he desired most. Adaline (the girl of glass he had met years and years ago) became the love of his life. Of course the utopia crumbled with her death, his family's death, and it was too much to bare. He came to in the cell again, one testicle less then he had left, and it all became too much. Broken in spirt and mind, Carnage finally had his fill. He took what he had always wanted to claim (his heart) and left a glass one in it's place.

    With his madness and hardened heart in place, he was returned to Tephra. The first person to find him after his ordeal was Smoak, Ellyse and Dahmers child. Ledger lost it, trying to attack him but Ellyse was released from Carnage’s grasp just in time to put herself between them with her newly acquired diamond armor. Lost in his madness, he clawed at himself, called them out, and tried to tell her what had been taken from him. How ruined their love now was as he continued to see his dead father and remember a utopia life that had never actually existed. He found a little comfort in a mare called Spark, who didn’t seem to be scared of him. But he couldn’t stand Tephra anymore and the one who betrayed him. So he left and went to the Mountain, pleading with the gods to give back what had been stolen. Thinking everything could be fixed if he only had his heart. Carnage appeared and offered him a deal, his heart back but only in an exchange for a new one. He agreed, desperate to do anything.

    Making a deal with Gryffen who basically captured him and gave him no choice, Gryffen promised him the heart he craved but it would be at a price. Before any of it could be executed, Gryffen vanished and unable to take it anymore... Ledger did too.

    Ambassador & Guard of Tephra (Sept 2017 - Oct 2017)

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    [private] I have stories still to tell [Iridian]
    on 05-10-2021
    Loess N/A 1 Last post by Ledger
    on 05-10-2021
    [private] Stuck underwater [Oceane]
    on 05-06-2021
    Loess N/A 1 Last post by Ledger
    on 05-06-2021
    [open] Even when the light can't find me [Any]
    on 05-03-2021
    Loess N/A 1 Last post by Ledger
    on 05-03-2021
    [private] I just need a change again [Oceane]
    on 04-28-2021
    Loess Oceane 8 Last post by Oceane
    on 05-06-2021
    [open] I'm running around looking for peace of mind [Oceane, Leilan, Any]
    on 04-20-2021
    Icicle Isle Leilan, Oceane 10 Last post by Ledger
    on 05-03-2021
    [open] Nobody's your friend at the start or at the end; any
    on 04-20-2021
    Loess Ashhal 4 Last post by Ledger
    on 05-09-2021
    [private] Time cast a spell on you but you won't forget me [Oceane]
    on 04-08-2021
    Meadow Oceane 14 Last post by Oceane
    on 04-20-2021
    [open] buried it where bones are buried
    on 04-06-2021
    Forest Sabal, firion 6 Last post by Ledger
    on 04-12-2021
    [open] If it was up to me I would have figured you out
    on 03-30-2021
    Meadow Hourglass 3 Last post by Ledger
    on 04-04-2021
    [private] If I'm helpless, tell me now tell me now [Gryffen/Thana]
    on 11-16-2017
    Sylva N/A 1 Last post by Ledger
    on 11-16-2017
    [open] broken when I'm open [Any]
    on 10-18-2017
    Meadow Cress 3 Last post by Ledger
    on 11-03-2017
    curiosity killed the cat || ellyse
    on 10-14-2017
    Tephra Dahmer, Ellyse 10 Last post by Ellyse
    on 11-03-2017
    She walks the night, how many hearts will die tonight [Spark]
    on 10-12-2017
    Tephra Spear + Spark 4 Last post by Spear + Spark
    on 11-16-2017
    Bound for trouble from the start [Open/Any]
    on 10-02-2017
    Tephra Ellyse, Smoak 8 Last post by Ellyse
    on 10-10-2017
    [private] harder and harder to breathe. || ledger, birthing
    on 09-26-2017
    Tephra Ellyse, Joplin 4 Last post by Joplin
    on 09-28-2017
    Even the best horse may stumble. [Ledger/Any]
    on 09-14-2017
    Tephra Anette 2 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-25-2017
    curiosity killed the cat || the guard & any interested
    on 09-12-2017
    Tephra Dahmer, Diable Rouge, Levi, Longclaw 6 Last post by Dahmer
    on 09-14-2017
    [private] But I think that we missed our connection [Offspring/Warrick]
    on 09-11-2017
    Tephra Warrick 2 Last post by Warrick
    on 09-16-2017
    there you were, my shining ray of light [Ellyse]
    on 09-11-2017
    Tephra Ellyse 7 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-25-2017
    [open] Even the best horse may stumble. any.
    on 09-07-2017
    Field Fierfly, Jeje, Anette 10 Last post by Jeje
    on 09-19-2017
    keep a little fire burning; ledger
    on 09-07-2017
    Tephra Smoak 7 Last post by Smoak
    on 09-15-2017
    [private] thunder chasing the wind [Ellyse]
    on 09-06-2017
    Tephra Ellyse 6 Last post by Ellyse
    on 09-07-2017
    antlers and horns and scales [longclaw/any]
    on 08-29-2017
    Tephra Ajatar, Longclaw 7 Last post by Ajatar
    on 09-10-2017
    [open] As the days grow dim, I hear you sing a golden hymn [LEDGER]
    on 08-16-2017
    Meadow Crevan 7 Last post by Crevan
    on 09-07-2017
    passionate from miles away; passive with the things you say || ledger
    on 07-30-2017
    Tephra Ellyse 7 Last post by Ellyse
    on 09-01-2017
    better left unsaid; ledger
    on 07-30-2017
    Tephra Spear + Spark 10 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-29-2017
    [open] When it all goes up in smoke; any
    on 07-29-2017
    Field Cleo, Jeje, Longclaw 3 Last post by Ledger
    on 07-30-2017
    On with Hope to the Grave [Diplomats]
    on 07-26-2017
    Tephra Warrick, Nymphetamine, Spear + Spark 4 Last post by Spear + Spark
    on 07-29-2017
    I'll never be as good as I'd like to be [Offspring]
    on 07-26-2017
    Tephra Offspring 6 Last post by Offspring
    on 09-13-2017
    I'll never be as good as I'd like to be [Any]
    on 07-26-2017
    Tephra Dahmer 7 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-06-2017
    open your eyes and see that life is beautiful || dahmer, ledger || birthing
    on 07-19-2017
    Tephra Ellyse, Dahmer 8 Last post by Ledger
    on 07-30-2017
    But I think that we missed our connection [Ellyse/Offspring/Any]
    on 07-14-2017
    Tephra Ellyse 12 Last post by Ellyse
    on 07-20-2017
    For Ledger
    on 07-06-2017
    River Achlyss 3 Last post by Achlyss
    on 07-15-2017
    shattered into ash [Ledger]
    on 06-25-2017
    Meadow Cress 4 Last post by Ledger
    on 07-14-2017
    Don't mistake me for a wilting bloom - Ledger
    on 06-20-2017
    Forest Giohde 6 Last post by Ledger
    on 07-14-2017
    don't think too much; ledger
    on 06-16-2017
    Meadow Spear + Spark 8 Last post by Ledger
    on 06-26-2017
    [private] can't you see my mind is a burning hell? || ledger [m]
    on 06-15-2017
    Meadow Ellyse 21 Last post by Ellyse
    on 07-04-2017
    Ledger Point Tracker
    on 06-14-2017
    Trackers N/A 1 Last post by Ledger
    on 06-14-2017
    I'll never be as good as I'd like to be [Any]
    on 06-14-2017
    Meadow Jah-Lilah 8 Last post by Jah-Lilah
    on 06-28-2017
    And at once I knew, I was not magnificent || Adaline
    on 10-04-2015
    Meadow adaline 4 Last post by adaline
    on 10-10-2015
    right love, the wrong attention [ledger]
    on 09-24-2015
    Meadow Cress 2 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-28-2015
    I know this hurts (it was meant to); ANY
    on 09-11-2015
    Meadow Camrynn, magnus 8 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-22-2015
    and at once I knew, I was not magnificent [Adaline]
    on 08-18-2015
    Meadow adaline 13 Last post by Ledger
    on 09-09-2015
    By Moonlight
    on 08-14-2015
    Field Sarah, Yael, Tiberios, Neso 18 Last post by Neso
    on 08-21-2015
    they say nothing good happens here when midnight rolls around; ANY
    on 08-04-2015
    Meadow Megz, Willa 10 Last post by Ledger
    on 08-31-2015
    -Jeje Character Bios-
    on 07-19-2015
    Trackers Gryffen, Jeje, Tantalize, No Crosses Count, Ciri, Obscene, Bardot 8 Last post by Bardot
    on 04-19-2021