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    Firion -- Year 217


    "She approaches the cave and there is nothing but that anticipation and her ever-present fire inside her. No fear, no flickering echoes of love. It’s all been consumed for now. She is a wildfire contained only by the thin layer of her flesh." --Mazikeen, written by Squirt


    Age: Fourteen

    Gender: Mare

    Breed: Andalusian (PRE)

    Height: 60" (15 hnds)

    Player: Vanilla Custard


    Color: White (ee/aA/CRCR)

    Eyes: Amber (light brown)

    Markings: none

    Mane & Tail: White


    Personality type: ENFJ - the protagonist

    Ilma has a very warm personality, and never hesitates to bestow this on another; the amount of love you recieve may depend on the situation however. She cares a lot for friends and friendly passerby's, and would mother over them even if they were years older than she. This may also include unnecessary teachings, but hey, didn’t say she was perfect.
    Apart from this she appears easily enthusiasted for an idea, and is incredibly stubborn sometimes. Once the seed of an idea has nestled in her head, it would be hard to talk it out of her. She can be somewhat harsh if pushed too hard, but doesn’t go any further than words.

    Explanation of ENFJ by 16personalities.com:
    Protagonists are natural-born leaders, full of passion and charisma. Forming around two percent of the population, they are oftentimes our politicians, our coaches and our teachers, reaching out and inspiring others to achieve and to do good in the world. With a natural confidence that begets influence, Protagonists take a great deal of pride and joy in guiding others to work together to improve themselves and their community.



    Children: Tähti (x Ashhal) - filly, smoky black greying, black pegasus wings and serial immortality
    Llowell (x Arithmetic) - colt, black dun, pegasus wings
    Terhi (x Adriell) - filly, palomino with constellation marking on one side, sublimation
    Toivo (x Bragi) - colt, perlino sabino, sunshine wings, self healing, peace induction
    Viti and Pyry (x Ruinam) - twin colts, white



    Genetic Traits: Sunshine Wings, Peace Induction, Ethereal Appearance, Self Healing

    Non-Genetic Traits: Precognition




    Came to Beqanna at the age of 4 (joined with pegasus wings). Met Kagerus in the Field, who sported feathered wings at the time due to her dream manipulation. Met Solace in Hyaline after joining Kagerus on a flight to the mountainous kingdom, having taught Kagerus a bit about flying in the process.

    Starting as diplomat but soon promoted, Ilma became well known as ambassador for Hyaline. Her friends Solace and Kagerus fell for one another, though with hiccups that Ilma was fully aware of (including the birth of Kagerus’ son Abysm, and Solace’s twins). When Svedka, Solace’s twin returned, she also grew close to him.

    After the birth of her firstborn daughter, Ilma sent Tähti to Nerine for a year, as part of an alliance secured, and spent a lot of time hoping to convince the grulla stallion Arithmetic to possibly staying. Arithmetic mostly stayed until breeding season, forcing Ilma to carry her second child whilst she had hoped to wait a season; after this, the stallion quickly disappeared.

    Ilma took her pregnancy very hard, though she was supported by Kagerus and Svedka a lot. Svedka was even present at Llowell’s birth, and helped her through the first few months by simply being there for the mother and child. Though she suffered nightmares, eventually Ilma could let go - though it would take years for her to conceive a new child.

    Ilma got nearly stolen by Lepis, diplomat of Loess at the time, but this failed. To the non-invoking Hyaline, this looked a lot like a diplomat’s act if warfare. Though in retrospect Lepis claimed it was supposed to be a friendly steal, the terms did not imply this at the time for secret reasons the Loessians wouldn’t explain, and thus Kagerus and Solace reacted harshly to the attempt. In the end of the bickering, Ilma stole Lepis, though the navy and dun mare portrayed Ilma as a terrible woman stealing her away from her family (that Ember, whom Ilma had just adopted, was the same age as Lepis’ child, was quickly forgotten in the Loessian mare’s perception). When Lepis ran away and Ilma confronted her, Castile was present as mediator. However, the white and dun mare could not agree, to which Ilma agreed to let Lepis leave on the same terms she said she had wanted to present Ilma with - that her kingdom would owe hers a favor.
    To this day, though both are diplomats, it seems Ilma and Lepis never got a friendly relationship beyond expressing common niceties. Kagerus did come to a form of understanding with Wolfbane, Loess’ Pirate Lord at the time, as Ilma had requested to stay out of the negotiations.

    Unruly times followed, in which Ilma’s wings were traded for sunshine wings, and Ilma befriended several kingdom leaders, until the Plague hit Beqanna and lands were shifted. Her queens decided to leave for Silver Cove, taking most of Hyaline with them. Ilma’s job changed from mediator to recruiter, searching those in Beqanna without a safe home, to reside in the Cove until the sickness passed by.

    Ilma took part in an ice queen’s quest, receiving Precognition as a reward. She also helped find the right blooms from Brilliant Pampas, though she was not in time she still had a change of appearance (Ethereal appearance).

    The white mare contracted the Plague as a carrier, already knowing that her next child (Terhi) would contract the disease as a child, leaving her with terrible childhood hallucinations. Around the same time, Solace went through a bad pregnancy that nearly killed her, to which Kagerus and Solace both left the Silver Cove, its throne, and their last child.

    After some discussion, Ilma agreed to bearing the Cove’s crown for a BQ year, and pass it on to Dawn and Clayton, who had both seemed promising successors at the time but a little inexperienced to Ilma. During Ilma’s rule, Castile stole Solace’s last child from the Cove, and in the middle of negotiations managed to start nearly a war with Tephra as well. In the meantime, Litotes who had spent a prisoner’s year in Loess as well and who had formerly been leader of Hyaline with his wife Kensa, procured Pangea for himself, something Ilma had also wanted for him, but he did not believe nor trust her any more because she had been friends with Solace and Kagerus; who had let him do his time in Loess without interference.

    Having had enough of ruling with so many horses unwilling to work with her, Ilma let decisions be made by Dawn, and retreated to Hyaline. She spent a year or two as a hermit, dealing with the precognition visions that would still come to her. It was thus how she knew about the events in Loess and Tephra, who had indeed gone to war.

    Upon putting herself back out there, Ilma decided to live in the meadow for a while. Dawn had given her crown in part to Litotes, ruling Pangea and thus Hyaline and the Cove between the two of them. Their rule differed so much from what Hyaline once was, that Ilma did no longer belong.

    After a long meeting with Castile and coming to some conclusions about his nature and behaviour not changing for the better - arguably not the first meeting between the two friends ending in this matter - Ilma decided she would rather show him how else one could ‘bring peace’ to Beqanna - instead of conquering all of it and forcing everyone together. She visited Heartfire, and from there on went on her personal quest to try and bring peace where peace was wanted - and in a peaceful way instead of a forced one.

    Sometime during the abovementioned trip, Ilma died. She doesn't remember anything about the incident, if it was an accident or not. Currently she tries to start again, but it's no easy feat when her precognition bestows upon her visions and deja vu feelings that she takes to be memories.

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    [open] I won't be a grain of sand slipping down the hour glass; any
    on 10-26-2021
    River Reave 2 Last post by Ilma
    on 11-11-2021
    A chill has found each bone; any
    on 09-03-2021
    Loess Cheri 5 Last post by Ilma
    on 10-12-2021
    [private] You’re the only way; Svedka
    on 09-27-2020
    Tephra Svedka 5 Last post by Ilma
    on 02-19-2021
    And I am lost again; Svedka (&fam)
    on 07-03-2020
    Tephra Svedka 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 09-05-2020
    I wait for light like water from the sky;
    on 06-14-2020
    Tephra Kagerus, Solace, Svedka 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 08-04-2020
    sunshine, won't you be my mother? || ilma
    on 05-22-2020
    Tephra Svedka 13 Last post by Svedka
    on 06-17-2020
    [private] You’ll lose yourself in the clouds; Svedka
    on 05-03-2020
    River Svedka 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-19-2020
    Hurry, the sun is waking
    on 05-01-2020
    Beach N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-01-2020
    [private] I won’t, this time - Lepis
    on 02-26-2020
    Loess Lepis 4 Last post by Lepis
    on 02-27-2020
    Never land inside my hand; Alcinder, any
    on 02-04-2020
    Pangea Anaxarete, Ripley, draco, ghaul, Alcinder 13 Last post by Anaxarete
    on 02-27-2020
    Never land inside my hand; birthing
    on 01-24-2020
    Islandres N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-24-2020
    Lost my faith in wrong and right; Castile
    on 01-23-2020
    Loess Castile 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 02-25-2020
    Pretty butterfly; Oceane
    on 12-26-2019
    Loess Oceane 11 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-29-2020
    Covering all your wounds; Lepis
    on 11-12-2019
    Taiga Lepis 10 Last post by Lepis
    on 12-14-2019
    [open] The sun is waking; Noah, any residents
    on 11-12-2019
    Brilliant Pampas Noah 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-23-2020
    [open] Now, my innocence is breaking; Eva and any Ischians
    on 11-12-2019
    Ischia Eva 8 Last post by Eva
    on 01-17-2020
    [open] One night I will be the moon; Ruinam, Islanders
    on 11-12-2019
    Islandres N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 11-12-2019
    Hurry, the sun is waking - Vul/Leli/Isilya/any
    on 11-04-2019
    Tephra Isilya 5 Last post by Ilma
    on 12-18-2019
    [private] Dipping my toes in the water; Heartfire
    on 09-17-2019
    Nerine Heartfire 6 Last post by Heartfire
    on 11-01-2019
    Soldier keep on marching on; Ilma
    on 07-26-2019
    Meadow Hurricane 8 Last post by Ilma
    on 10-23-2019
    Don't wait for the storm to pass, learn to dance in the rain; Any!
    on 07-20-2019
    Loess Tlali 6 Last post by Ilma
    on 08-20-2019
    on 07-17-2019
    Meadow Castile 8 Last post by Ilma
    on 08-09-2019
    Swimming in the depth of my love; any
    on 07-14-2019
    Forest Tunnel 5 Last post by Ilma
    on 07-26-2019
    [open] I could hit refresh and forget
    on 07-12-2019
    Field Cyprin, Camdyn 6 Last post by Ilma
    on 08-20-2019
    A breeze underneath your wings; ALL, Council
    on 05-13-2019
    Silver Cove Kensa, Dawn 3 Last post by Dawn
    on 05-14-2019
    Shooting stars cannot fix the world - Heartfire
    on 05-09-2019
    Nerine Heartfire 2 Last post by Heartfire
    on 06-04-2019
    so bring me the dawn
    on 05-04-2019
    Tephra leliana, Dawn, magnus, Jakub 7 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-09-2019
    Out from the unknown; reposted
    on 05-03-2019
    Silver Cove Niphredil, gluttony 3 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-10-2019
    [private] There’s a lesson waiting to be learned
    on 05-02-2019
    Meadow NPC 7 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-05-2019
    [private] Offer you a better life; Litotes
    on 04-17-2019
    Pangea litotes 7 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-09-2019
    A snowdrop in the darkness....
    on 04-09-2019
    Field Niphredil 11 Last post by Niphredil
    on 04-14-2019
    [private] Blinded by your sideways smile and the kindness in your eyes; Castile
    on 04-17-2019
    Loess Castile 3 Last post by Ilma
    on 05-05-2019
    There's a limit to your flight
    on 04-07-2019
    Pangea N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 04-07-2019
    Activity check ALL SANCTUARY
    on 04-03-2019
    Silver Cove Kyra, Affirmative, Megz, Nicole, Sii, Kensa, Nyxistaken 8 Last post by Megz
    on 04-04-2019
    promise i'll be good if you stay with me, birthing/any
    on 03-25-2019
    Silver Cove Clayton, Dawn, litotes, isilme 6 Last post by Dawn
    on 04-02-2019
    I've lost my faith in wrong and right, any
    on 03-23-2019
    Hyaline N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 03-23-2019
    [private] Never land inside my hand; Amet
    on 03-16-2019
    Hyaline Amet 5 Last post by Ilma
    on 04-06-2019
    The Descension; All Kingdom
    on 03-15-2019
    Silver Cove Kagerus, Amet, Solace, Clayton, Velk, Dawn 13 Last post by Velk
    on 04-01-2019
    [private] Pretty Butterfly; Adriell
    on 03-05-2019
    Forest N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 03-05-2019
    Keep on passing by; Sabra
    on 03-05-2019
    Silver Cove Izora Lethia 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 03-05-2019
    [private] Firestarters always get the burns
    on 02-20-2019
    Loess Castile 9 Last post by Ilma
    on 04-06-2019
    There Are Two Side To Every Story -[Cael/Any]
    on 02-18-2019
    Silver Cove Clayton, Caelestra 13 Last post by Caelestra
    on 04-09-2019
    Desolation comes upon the sky // Any
    on 02-05-2019
    Islandres Scorch 2 Last post by Ilma
    on 02-05-2019
    Brilliant Pampas: Round 3
    on 01-27-2019
    Brilliant Pampas Beqanna Fairy, Ruan, luster, Y'Kira, Nocturne, Ferran, Rouhi, wander, naia, GODBEAR 11 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-27-2019
    Brilliant Pampas: Round 2
    on 01-23-2019
    Brilliant Pampas Beqanna Fairy, Kagerus, Ruan, luster, leliana, Anani, Y'Kira, Nocturne, Ferran, Rouhi, wander, naia, GODBEAR 15 Last post by leliana
    on 01-24-2019
    Brilliant Pampas: Round 1
    on 01-16-2019
    Brilliant Pampas devin, Beqanna Fairy, Kagerus, Ruan, luster, leliana, Anani, Y'Kira, Nocturne, Ferran, Rouhi, wander, naia, GODBEAR 15 Last post by luster
    on 01-20-2019
    Good guys never get the girl | Jinn
    on 01-09-2019
    Silver Cove N/A 1 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-09-2019
    Firestarters always get the burns | Magnus
    on 01-09-2019
    Tephra magnus 12 Last post by magnus
    on 02-16-2019
    There’s a lesson waiting to be learned; Lie, Loess diplomats
    on 12-15-2018
    Loess Wolfbane, litotes, Random Event 8 Last post by Ilma
    on 01-09-2019
    in my dreams i've kissed your lips a thousand times // Ilma/any diplomats/leaders
    on 12-15-2018
    Brilliant Pampas Kagerus, Lepis, Noah 9 Last post by Kagerus
    on 01-07-2019

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    Any fool knows men and women think differently at times, but the biggest difference is this: men forget, but never forgive; women forgive, but never forget.
    Robert Jordan, Wheel of Time