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    • Year: 232
    • Season: Autumn
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    Assailant -- Year 226

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    "But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura

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        Thread: give me a lil bit of that ol razzle dazzle; exist
    Post: give me a lil bit of that ol razzle dazzle; exist
    It should be impossible to dream in color. If he dreams, it is in apricot and indigo and always of her. How she looked as a lank-limbed youth or a ripened peach of a partner. But always her; as if no ...
    		 mandan Brilliant Pampas 0 870 10-30-2021, 05:06 PM
        Thread: forever and always; exist
    Post: forever and always; exist
    He can look back on prior years without a grim set to his face. Not that he does so much, just that he can’t imagine how he made it this far before she came into his life and lit it up brighter than a...
    		 mandan Brilliant Pampas 0 1,152 03-08-2019, 09:28 PM
        Thread: let your fists come undone; mandan
    Post: RE: let your fists come undone; mandan
    One slow stupid blink. Then another. He’s still disbelieving that it could be her but the longer he stands there with his heart thrown hard against his chest in the morning light, hoping against hope,...
    		 mandan Forest 3 2,141 10-03-2018, 04:20 PM
        Thread: let your fists come undone; mandan
    Post: RE: let your fists come undone; mandan
    If it is possible, he has grown wilder.  The points of his horns are unusually sharp and the shape of his face is rougher, older. Time has not been kind to him but neither has life been kind to him o...
    		 mandan Forest 3 2,141 08-25-2018, 09:20 PM
        Thread: let your fists come undone; mandan
    Post: RE: let your fists come undone; mandan
    He is not there. Never there. But he recognizes the ache in him that arises when she is not there. Recognizes that she had become tangled up in him somehow, in ways that he cares not to untangle or ...
    		 mandan Tephra 1 2,291 04-08-2017, 08:39 PM
        Thread: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    His heart has become an onion. (Meat, vegetable - it is the one and the same to him.) But she starts to peel back the layers of him one by one; she becomes his undoing. It is beautiful how it hap...
    		 mandan Forest 9 5,588 02-25-2017, 12:48 PM
        Thread: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    Post: RE: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    The condemnation in her gaze ought to burn him but it only chafes him in the slightest. He has been met by many a condemning eye and hers are not likely to be the last in his lifetime. It makes his l...
    		 mandan Forest 4 3,320 02-22-2017, 12:28 AM
        Thread: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    She begins to wear him down, like water against rock until his tolerance becomes grim acceptance. This is a shadow that he cannot shake; cannot begin to admit to himself that he does not want to shake...
    		 mandan Forest 9 5,588 02-21-2017, 11:38 PM
        Thread: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    Post: RE: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    Love, Deceitful and destructive. How it savaged him! Mandan’s heart had shrunk, shrivelled up. Or the part of it that could know love and hate so intimately that it could pine or ache for either....
    		 mandan Forest 4 3,320 01-17-2017, 08:05 PM
        Thread: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    Post: i'm just a lowlife; krys-pony
    Love, sighs the heart. Never lasts, mutters the brain. It is cold, like the heart inside him that throbs slow and dull in the dead of winter. Each snowflake that kisses his fur, is like a memory ...
    		 mandan Forest 4 3,320 01-15-2017, 08:51 PM
        Thread: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    The heart says be nice. The brain snaps back with a forceful no; all the niceness bled out of him long ago. He has misplaced his manners in a forgotten corner of lands as feral as he is. The land ...
    		 mandan Forest 9 5,588 01-15-2017, 06:54 PM
        Thread: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Love hurts, says the heart. I know, mumbles the brain. He cannot reconcile the land and love; they are two thorny tumors that prick his heart and turn it cancerous and black. If possible, it is sh...
    		 mandan Forest 9 5,588 01-12-2017, 11:34 PM
        Thread: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Post: divine places to die in; jenger-pony
    Will you always love me? Always and forever. Mandan is at a loss; no horns, no canyons, no children. Why then, is he still here? Because, murmurs the heart. The bulk of him is persistent, ...
    		 mandan Forest 9 5,588 01-11-2017, 10:31 PM
        Thread: for Zelena;
    Post: for Zelena;
    The big bay used to receive those looks constantly but his time outside the badlands had diminished the stares of awe. His tiny herd never stared at him like she does, and it he cannot fathom why it m...
    		 mandan Orange Country 0 2,152 09-01-2016, 10:25 AM
        Thread: up on the sun looking sad and beautiful; herds
    Post: RE: up on the sun looking sad and beautiful; herds
    Winter has come to his country; it blows cold and snowy through his canyons until it reaches the oasis. The more temperate clime of the oasis stops the cold dead in its tracks - here, it stays mild an...
    		 mandan Field 2 2,234 08-30-2016, 09:27 AM
        Thread: Every Color Of The Rainbow- {Mandan}
    Post: RE: Every Color Of The Rainbow- {Mandan}
    He realizes that he has interrupted her grazing, but he makes no apology for it - only for mistaking her from a distance for a daughter of his. She is lovely to look at; speckled green, like a bird’s ...
    		 mandan Field 4 2,841 08-30-2016, 08:40 AM
        Thread: divine places to die in; Ellyse/Xero/any
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; Ellyse/Xero/any
    Scalped would have a chunk of his hide if he did not mind his manners; that was one thing she had instilled in him early on - be respectful to mares, to all, in fact and he tried to be, despite the bi...
    		 mandan Orange Country 4 3,666 08-16-2016, 09:46 AM
        Thread: divine places to die in; laura-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; laura-pony
    To love is to die. He has not loved since she ripped out his heart and spit all over it. With her spittle, and the adoration in the eyes of his flesh and blood, he glued the pieces of his heart back...
    		 mandan Meadow 4 3,680 08-16-2016, 09:17 AM
        Thread: Every Color Of The Rainbow- {Mandan}
    Post: RE: Every Color Of The Rainbow- {Mandan}
    Control; it is a thing that he lacks, he can no more control any of them than he can control the wind. They are as individual as the stars, and nearly as untouchable because he makes no effort to reac...
    		 mandan Field 4 2,841 08-16-2016, 08:44 AM
        Thread: divine places to die in; laura-pony
    Post: RE: divine places to die in; laura-pony
    An odd sensation crawls down his throat, like suffocation - like a lack of air, it claws at his lungs and gut until he shakes the idea of it right out of his head. His horns clack against the bran...
    		 mandan Meadow 4 3,680 08-06-2016, 11:34 PM