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    Assailant -- Year 226

    QOTY

    "But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura


    despoina
    the hellhound

    Age: young

    Gender: Mare

    Breed: hybrid

    Height: 14.2hh

    Player: laura

    Appearance

    Color: iridescent blue with black points (--)

    Eyes: black

    Markings: none

    Mane & Tail: black

    Personality

    MELANCHOLIC. WITHDRAWN. SHY

    Because she was abandoned at such a young age, Despoina has grown up incredibly introverted. She doesn’t believe she has any worth and has no self-esteem to speak of. She prefers to keep to herself and does her best to avoid large crowds or loud circumstances. She struggles with her identity as a hellhound. On one hand, she finds freedom in that form, feeling as though she can disappear more and turn into something not quite herself. On the other hand, she feels deeply ashamed and unworthy of the trait. Deep down, she is kind, loving, and selfless but never gets a chance to show it because she is so fearful.

    Lineage

    Parents: sinner & sochi

    Children:

    Traits

    Companion:

    Genetic Traits: hellhound

    Non-Genetic Traits: --

    Trait Genetic Code: tegteg [HELLHOUND][sound mimicry][immortality][self healing][tiger shifting][color changing]

    Defects: --

    History

    YEAR 204
    * Despoina was born in Loess to her mother Sochi who could barely look her in the eye.
    * She was never named but was promptly abandoned at the playground. She never saw her mother again.
    * She was raised by the faeries and later named herself Despoina.

    YEAR 205 - 206
    * While playing by herself, she ran across a group of puppies that she learned to be the children of Nightlock and Wonder.
    * The pack of siblings took her home and the family adopted her as their own.
    * She loved her adopted family but still felt on the outside of it all and so kept to herself mostly.
    * While by herself one day, she ran into Draco who she was instantly fascinated by.
    * She left and then struck out on her own, spending several years in her company.

    YEAR 207
    * After finally admitting her loneliness, she set out to find Draco once more, feeling he may understand her.

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    [private] the sound of your voice in the aching
    on 11-13-2021
    River Torryn 7 Last post by despoina
    on 01-16-2022
    [open quest] if you go down in the woods today...
    on 11-02-2021
    Mountain Etojo, Jassal, Anuya, Llorona, Sintra, Elliana, Beechbone, sawbone 9 Last post by sawbone
    on 11-06-2021
    [private] we are brave, we are bruised; despoina
    on 10-23-2021
    Forest Elliana 3 Last post by Elliana
    on 11-17-2021
    [open quest] If you go down in the woods today…
    on 10-23-2021
    Mountain Etojo, Jassal, Anuya, Llorona, Sintra, Elliana, Beechbone, sawbone 9 Last post by Sintra
    on 10-30-2021
    [open quest] if you go down in the woods today...
    on 10-14-2021
    Mountain Etojo, Jassal, Anuya, Llorona, Sintra, Rare, Elliana, Beechbone, Saffron, sawbone 11 Last post by Llorona
    on 10-22-2021
    [open quest] if you go down in the woods today...
    on 10-04-2021
    Mountain Etojo, Jassal, Anuya, Llorona, Sintra, Cyan, Rare, Elliana, Beechbone, Saffron, sawbone 12 Last post by Cyan
    on 10-11-2021
    [open quest] if you go down in the woods today...
    on 09-24-2021
    Mountain Etojo, Jassal, Anuya, Llorona, Sintra, Cyan, Rare, Elliana, Beechbone, gaspard, Saffron, sawbone 13 Last post by Etojo
    on 10-04-2021
    [private] the sound of your voice in the aching
    on 09-09-2021
    Forest laura, Torryn 16 Last post by Torryn
    on 10-24-2021
    [private] can you see a light burning round the bend; torryn
    on 12-30-2020
    River Torryn 10 Last post by Torryn
    on 03-21-2021
    [private] and now my heart stumbles on things I don't know, despoina
    on 07-06-2020
    Forest Torryn 10 Last post by despoina
    on 08-23-2020
    [private] fade away to the wicked world we left, despoina
    on 05-18-2020
    Forest Torryn 10 Last post by despoina
    on 06-09-2020
    [private] the sound of your voice in the aching; draco
    on 01-10-2020
    Pangea draco 5 Last post by despoina
    on 02-23-2020
    play it cool then smart
    on 08-24-2019
    Forest draco 7 Last post by draco
    on 09-22-2019
    [private] the puppies are loose
    on 08-15-2019
    Playground Tamlin, Fern, thorn 5 Last post by Tamlin
    on 09-22-2019
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